Rao Xueman s Betta Fish after reading

I've always liked Rao Xueman's writing, without too much embellishment, just telling the stories of those girls in those years, and suddenly I feel that youth is so good, all the pain is nothing, there is always a rainbow after the storm. "Betta" is the 5th of the series of "I'm not a bad girl", which is still wonderful and shocking, the whole book adheres to the previous style, records the growth story of 8 girls, depicts the girls' views on family, friendship, and love in the mood for love, as well as the loss in society, the confusion and thinking about life, perhaps, each of us is the same, not all of us grew up smoothly, but also once rebellious, want anything.

I am glad that I have seen such a book in the same precious years, and I am deeply grateful for all that Xueman has brought me. In the countless nights when I cried in the bed because of trivial frustrations, I always thought of the girls in the book, some of them were beautiful and conceited, some of them lied and lied, and some broke with their parents, and they were out-and-out problem girls. But I think it's just a disguise to protect myself, to peel back the shell of hypocrisy, their insides are soft and warm, and my heart is very close to them.

I believe that this is a book that resonates with all adolescent teenagers, we actually understand the painstaking efforts of our parents, but we can't help but quarrel with them; We want to change ourselves, but we label ourselves as "bad girls" early on, and give up on ourselves; We yearn for a different life, but we accidentally overdo it and are slapped by society, it is precisely because of our youth that we will go on a rampage and break our heads.

I don't want to comment too much on the lifestyle and code of conduct of the characters in the book, I am not qualified, my first 16 years of life were ordinary, my family was happy, my grades were excellent, my relationships were good, and I had nothing to do with my life like an idol drama. But when I saw the girls slashing their wrists with knives in pain, I didn't have any disgust, I let out'How so'To be honest, I understand them from the bottom of my heart, when the little heart can't bear the big despair, only by hurting yourself will it be released.

Rao Xueman is really great, she understands the girls' minds very well, respects them, talks to them, and records their growth. She is not like other adults, who automatically block the voices of children, she is a real confidant big sister, pointing out the direction for girls who are taking the wrong path, and giving the weak group a chance to speak out.

I hope more people will read this book and get inspiration from it, in fact, my life is not so bad, we are actually the same, and finally I will say to Xue Man and the girls: I love you, I really love you.

I don't think it's very well written, not much, it's really the best I can think of after reading it, hope.