What kind of zodiac sign is Gemini?

I'm a twin, I may be cheerful in front of friends or outsiders, lively, optimistic, and then I belong to that kind of good-tempered person, in front of friends, maybe no matter what they say, a little bit hurt me, I will choose to be generous, tolerate a little, although the surface is light and light, but often, sometimes when no one or at night, this kind of hurt picture comes to mind, sometimes I feel too sensitive, Then I often cry at every turn, but I don't want to cry in front of others, so many times I just know the pain and helplessness in my heart.

Contradictory, sensitive, changeable, single-minded (only for one person), versatile, don't want to be seen through, it's hard to guess, the truth is always mixed with lies, those who understand naturally understand, and those who don't understand still don't understand.

The mind is not delicate enough, fickle, seems to be flowery, but in fact it is very single-minded, likes new things, and is very nostalgic, likes to be as free as the wind, and longs for stability, in short, it is a contradiction.

Neurological celebrity, likes to float in the unreal, is not down-to-earth, and does not like this constellation.

There's another me in my head. (I'm not neurotic).