What kind of person am I, what kind of person am I?

I'll digress from the topic. After reading what you wrote, it reminds me of a chapter in "Daintellen's Bookshelf". The story is about a group of children who get the book of wisdom, a fantasy book, and stay in the house every day without going to class.

Because that book gives the holder access to omniscient wisdom. The protagonists are afraid that they will do something irreparable, so they immediately go to the children. And then when I found them, I found that they had done nothing.

Children don't think there's any point in doing what grown-ups do. In their eyes, what those big guys are doing every day is simply going around in circles, and if they do it themselves, they can easily play it. But at the same time, they feel that there is no point in doing it, because these things will eventually disappear.

In the end, the children do not hesitate to give the book to the protagonists, who then burn it. I think you may be looking at things too thoroughly and thinking that changes in things must have a substantial benefit or impact. I want to get something, but I feel meaningless when I get it.

However, there are some things whose meaning is not limited to the material. For example, I'm going to answer for you now. If from your point of view, I don't know if it's a waste of time.

But for me, although I don't get the real benefit of money. But I'm still in your question. It's not because you might get 20 points, but because you can enjoy communicating with others.

When it is affirmed, I can feel pleasure. I've always believed that smart people aren't afraid to run into problems. Because they are good at finding problems and finding solutions.

And those who are overwhelmed by the problem are the smart lazy. Because they can find a problem, but they don't want to think about how to solve it, they have to wait for others to take the initiative to help them. Since you want to solve this problem by knowing, you must be a smart person.

If so, the problems you yourself are not problems at all.

I don't want to typeset anymore. You're going to just have to watch it. It's some digression anyway, what do you say?

Everyone has their own personality and personality, and LZ should lack the love of others.

I really don't know what kind of person you are.

Living in this environment, I have to face a lot of reluctant things, and all this sometimes makes me overwhelmed and doesn't know how to deal with it. For the sake of the family, you need to keep working hard, you need to keep tossing, how to make the family live a better life. And all this you do must go out to struggle, you have to work hard outside, but this kind of hard work once or twice is understandable, after more family members can't understand, but you have less company, what's the use of having more money?

When you don't have money, you will constantly question what kind of profit a man can make if he stays at home all day......

In the work, you work hard, conscientious, diligent, hard-working. But all the efforts you make can't match the relationship between a person who can speak well and handle the relationship with the leader, and it can't be worth a colleague who may have carried two pounds of snacks and went to the leader's house every three or five times to sit down. You lament that fate is unfair, and fate will tell you that this is society, learn a little.

But you still can't change your heart, you still believe in the existence of that righteousness, wait quietly, you have been waiting for ......

In order to get along with your friends better, you put yourself in your shoes, stick a knife in your friend's ribs, and do your best. When a friend needs money, you don't even go out and lend money to your friend. But when you're in a dilemma, when you need a friend's sponsorship, even if your friend pays back the money you lent.

But if you open your mouth, you are unkind, you are treacherous, you are open-minded when you see money, and you don't remember your friends. But you can't figure out what a friend is.