What does it feel like to push yourself to the brink of extinction step by step?

The road is also taken step by step, and it is also a result of the current decision of one's own choice. At any time, there is no way to open the window and see, it is another angle. Really, you have to believe that there is no end to it.

Look at it from another angle, and then solve it. There is no right or wrong thing in many things, it is just that the ideas, thinking, and concepts are different.

The feeling of pushing yourself to a dead end step by step is really a dilemma, there is no future to go forward, but to go backwards, there is no way back, that is, to go up, I don't dare to think about anything, because once I think about the end, I don't dare to look up and move forward.

It's like where I am now. Because I didn't study hard in the four years of college, and I didn't choose to go to graduate school, now that it's graduation season, I'm very confused. I don't know where I'm going next, and the only way now is to do my job well, work hard, and live hard.

You can't live if you do your own evil. But my current situation is that I have more than 200,000 debts. Due to physical health reasons, I am unable to go out to work outside.

Usually the pocket money depends on my mother to subsidize. More than 200,000 debts were all cashed out with credit cards. The taste of tearing down the east wall and making up the west wall is very uncomfortable.

Even if suddenly there are no two walls one day, what will you use to make up for it? Now my heart is messed up, and I hope to have a suitable job so that I can have an income.

It feels like at the beginning, always thinking about carrying everything by yourself, and then in the end I found out that I am not a person who can do everything, each of us is an individual, but we need collective strength to grow well, and then we also need more people's pillars in a broader sky, and then we can improve ourselves, so we are social animals, we need to thrive under the power of the group.

I feel that it is also very painful for me to push myself to a dead end step by step, not only in my heart, but also in the sense of separation that peels myself apart. Because people hate what they really are. It's because I'm real, but there are actually a lot of things that are not satisfactory.

I think it's really desperate, because I really didn't think that I would have such a day, and then I feel that my behavior is really stupid, why did I have this experience today? I think I really need to do some introspection and rebuild my confidence.

Our own path is our own step by step, no matter whether the road is smooth or bumpy, it is our own choice. No regrets. Even if I kneel, I have to finish the path I chose at the beginning, and I do things that I will never leave a way back for myself, so that I can go all out.

If I say that I am dead, I should be at a dead end now, for me, the dead end is to give up my job, and then go home and start workingHousewife, and finally made myself a yellow-faced woman, and now it is the end of my life, and what forced me to this point is because I listened to many people's words, have a child, and have a child early.

I believe that when many people get married, they want to play for two years, and they don't think about having children too early, let alone thinking that they will one day become a yellow-faced woman, nor do they think that they will one day become such a person, and become a person who has no contribution to the family and society in the eyes of others.

We all understand one thing, after having a child, a woman no longer belongs to herself, her time belongs to the child, because after you become a mother, the child really belongs to you alone, as if you don't look at the child, you don't take care of the child, your child is no one wants, although the child belongs to a family, but it really belongs to yourself, isn't it, it belongs to the person who is called mother by the child.

And this woman had to make a lot of sacrifices for this child, she had to put down her work, she had to put down her socializing, she had to let go of her hobbies, she had to learn how to breastfeed, how to pee, how to take care of the child, how to do housework, she had to learn to be a housewife, to be a housewife who could only stay at home all day long.

Then I thought that the time would be very fast, and I would soon return to the workplace, but in the end, I found that I was just thinking, and it was difficult for me to go back to the workplace, so we forced ourselves into the desperate road of housewife, and forced ourselves into a yellow-faced woman, and even forced ourselves to be disliked by my husband and disliked by others, so this is my dead end.

I am very desperate to push myself to a dead end step by step, because there is no end in sight to what I do, and I have no motivation to do anything.

In my third year of high school, because of my very poor results in the college entrance examination, I was very desperate for myself, and I felt that I had no hope in my future life, and I almost didn't even take the exam, but it was because of my mother's continuous encouragement that I slowly came out of the shadows.

I think it's all self-inflicted, I can't blame others, every step is my own, and no one pushes him forward, and I go to a dead end step by step, so don't complain about others.

My uncle is such a person, he originally had a very good job and a happy family, but he was very fond of gambling, and buried his good life step by step, and finally his wife and children left him and became a loner, which was all created by him, so he does not deserve sympathy and will not be forgiven.

When people are in a desperate situation, they feel very unhappy, they feel that the world has abandoned them, and there is no one to help them, and I want to betray the world.

What impressed me the most was that when my friends asked me for help, I helped them, but when they wanted me to pay back, I pushed back, which was very confusing to me.

When I was in college, I loved watching football very much, and I would never miss many games, but I was taken on the road of gambling by my classmates, and I couldn't extricate myself from the gambling road.

Because gambling pushed me to a dead end step by step, I owed more and more money, but the more money I owed, the more I wanted to gamble, and finally I finally woke up to my parents, began to recognize myself, worked actively, and after a few years of struggle, I paid back the money.

Step by step, I pushed myself to a dead end, as if the world had betrayed me, and I felt that I had become an independent and lonely person, as if I had a feeling that the whole world was the enemy.

At the same time, I also feel that I am self-inflicted, because if I hadn't made the original choice, I wouldn't have gotten to such a situation now, because the situation at that time made me choose to betray my friend, and then made me blacklisted in my friend's social circle, which was all self-inflicted.

Step by step, I pushed myself to a dead end, just like I feel now, after graduation, despite the dissuasion of my parents and the prevention of my insomnia friends, I resolutely went to a point of no return.

Because my boyfriend and I, the two of us thought about how to start a business after graduation during school, and we chose to open an educational institution at that time, but the two of us had no relevant experience, resulting in a lot of losses in the first two years of the operation of the educational institution, and now I can't make a profit, which makes me in a dilemma.