That s my composition, to be wonderful 5

That's who I am. I used to think that the flowers blooming and falling, the carp floating, and the autumn breeze scattering are all natural conditions, which are unremarkable. How many times have you ever fantasized about flying freely in the sky like a bird, countless fantasies when you were young, countless extravagant hopes, and gradually forgotten and grown up with time?

I don't know, I don't know, maybe! Hehe.

I don't know when I like to walk alone in the uninhabited alleys or in the rain, and then get in the snow. In the eyes of others, it is a symbol of loneliness, I don't think so, I am not lonely, I am not sad, I just want to find a kind of fun in my childhood and before, gradually I began to get used to this, I like this mood, if there is a bus and hiking, I will resolutely choose to hike.

When it snows, I will listen to the song and walk on the road, netizens say that it is a kind of enjoyment, but in my opinion, it is true, my brother said that listening to songs when I am lonely will be more lonely, but I am not lonely, so how can I say that I am lonely. When it's quiet, I look at the flying snowflakes, white and flawless, very slow and quiet, looking up, and the snowflakes fall into my eyes and melt. turned into droplets of water dripping from the eyes, hehe, but who knows, there are also silent tears in it, falling on the white land one by one.

When it rains, I will stand in the rain, with my heart to experience this natural happy raindrops, it carries moisture, carries happiness, silently close to me, I also share the joy of happiness, the footprints of love slowly approach my heart, moisturize my heart, sometimes I open my arms, and then close my eyes, with a happy smile on my face, stop in this rainy world, in the eyes of others this may be a manifestation of loneliness, but for me, it is also a kind of enjoyment! I think maybe I could have thought better and more in detail at that time. Even like rain.

When the sky is clear, wisps of sunlight shine on the earth. In the summer, I will shuttle through the water like a fish, showing my life with my own happiness; In the winter, I would squat in a sunny place to soak up the sun and feel the sun. Sunshine symbolizes light, is the direction of people in the dark, radiates the light that illuminates the way forward, occasionally basking in the sun, hehe, it is also a kind of enjoyment!

On summer nights, I will lie on the basketball court, put my arms under my head, my eyes look at the sky, the stars are twinkling, there are a few bright stars on both sides of the Milky Way, people say that when you see a meteor, make a wish, the wish will come true, I don't believe it, but sometimes it is also a kind of self-comfort, a few meteors pass in front of my eyes, I may have made that unrealistic wish, but at least my heart has been satisfied with the need, watching the meteor may really be a pleasure!

In everything I do, I am afraid that I will be lonely, lonely. I don't dare to think about the many things I had before, and I had many wishes, ideals, and vows. I haven't forgotten, it's just that I have to give up some or a few of them and choose others, I have to do this, because I still have a long way to go, and it's really unbearable to look back on the past, I choose a faint sadness, don't think about those painful pasts, be happy myself, just be normal.