Who knows what kind of song I really love you in the lyrics

Evasive Love" I fell in love with you, but you began to regret it I am not the person you imagined I am insignificant in the eyes of others When you give me more love every day The more I am in pain You don't have the courage to face me You really don't want to hurt me Now you can say anything but say sorry to me Can you say that I really loved you My baby Hehe It's raining I'm like a fool in the autumn season Why do you hate bright sunshine so much People who like black are insecure and hate the sun I like to hide in a dark place Yes If someone recognizes me and asks me why I'm sad and crying, I won't tell him I hate this kind of life I hate this kind of lost self I am used to hiding from the sun like this yes I try my best to run But there is no place to hide I really want to forget you right away But no matter how I deal with it, it still won't help yes aha, reminiscing about the past Your smile once touched my two hands I'm tired of missing I think about you again when I'm tired Buried in the crowd Talking and laughing I want to forget you But the tears fell silently I want to hide from the sun I run desperately But why is the sun always on you and me I really want to forget you all But you can't erase it in my heart Friends think I've forgotten you But I'm about to break down I want to forget you I want to erase my memories But I can't do it like a needle in the flesh Sprinkle salt on the wound and numb yourself But your name still lingers Remembering dead love is like still being together now If tears can be your shadow Even if I would rather cry like this all the time Even if the tears of the sea merge into the sea I will choose to forget to continue to live in fact I want to continue singing like this But I can't help it anymore I want to say Panpan I really love you so much I really can't forget you What do you want me to do to come back to me You said you wouldn't give up on me You said you would love me for the rest of your life Why did you choose to leave in the end I said I could change for you Why didn't you even give me a chance You said you like children very much I promised you not to smoke or drink You said I was ignorant and I could change Why did you say that you were so resolute when you broke up I cried so sadly that you didn't pay attention to me anymore Touching the cigarette scars on my hands Recalling our old days Yesterday in every place I really miss you When I want to call you when I take it and put it down I take it and put it down I can't sleep every night Please don't leave me I really love you.

I love you really, really Zhao Zhen.

I love you really, really much.