Are you going crazy then?

It's not going crazy. How can you be crazy when you're not sick in the first place?

Human existence itself is a spiral of contradictions. Repeating positive and negative behaviors every day, and then thinking like crazy about something that is not there.

According to your own words, it seems that you are very conflicted, have no desire to survive, and wander between two sides and do not know what to do.

Admittedly, these are problems, but they are also problems that we must face as human beings.

I guess you've heard a lot of big truths, so I don't have anything to advise.

The only question I ask you is: Do you have a goal? Do you have a desire to do it no matter what? If you were to die now, what would the suicide note say?

Probably no goal......(I'm sorry I made up my mind) wishes or something are just ambiguous, ambiguous, right......

But there's something you want to say in the suicide note, isn't it? There should be, right?

You're not going to leave your suicide note blank and die without saying anything, are you?

Then think carefully about what you are going to write on it, this is your desire, your goal, the reason why you live, the proof that you are not crazy.

If. Sorry I was a bit extreme, but if there's something wrong, please let me know because ......I'm also a conflicted person.

Obviously you are struggling with what you are feeling, you want to adjust your mindset, but you don't know how to do it.

The root of all problems lies in man's excessive concern for the self. Therefore, the only effective way to get rid of this problem is to forget oneself.

When you live in a spirit of selflessness, merge your personal life into the life of all human beings, dedicate yourself to ideals, beliefs, and causes, and contribute to the continuous progress of mankind, you will be able to transcend individual existence and achieve universal existence, transcend the finite and reach the infinite, go beyond the struggle for self and achieve the struggle for the freedom of all mankind, so that you can live without sorrow, live satisfactorily, live freely, live naturally, live hopefully, and obtain stable and harmonious happiness.

As long as you are able to live with a spirit of selflessness and actively interact with the outside world as it comes, the troubles you once encountered will no longer exist.

Selflessness is the highest state of the human spirit!

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A lot of things are hard to fix ......

No one can say clearly the meaning of human life, how many philosophers have been in the ** 2b problem from ancient times to the present, in fact, there is no solution ......to this problem

We're basically like a bunch of programs, that's how they work, and as for why we're alive here, only God who wrote the programs knows ......

You can go to a professional psychological counselor, trust me, your problems are more common, they will solve them.

I recommend a movie to you, Truman's World, and see how he found his true self in a hypocritical world.

You can look back and think about how you lost yourself in the real world.

I just did what you said, and you didn't go into too much detail.

But I still insisted.

It is as important to show your weaknesses as your strengths in front of the world.

Let your friends accept your (partial) shortcomings.

You can make the people around you trust you more, and you can trust them more.

And that's what I do, otherwise I wouldn't say I'm cowardly.

Defense Mechanism = Ah Q Spirit Everything wants to open up.

The only reason I didn't want to kill myself at the time was.

Everything will be okay and I'll get through it.

Now I'm satisfied.

It seems that he has never been chased by others.

The happiest moment is when you catch up with someone else.

I'm actually pretty much the same as you....I didn't lie to you....But unlike you...I never thought about giving up my life....If people come out in their lifetime....Just take care of your own feelings...That's it....It will only cause your parents....Good friends, a lifetime of pain....Wait until the moment you leave....I'm sure you'll feel like it's your regret in this life....There is nothing that people can't do in life....Find something you're interested in doing....I don't like to talk about theoretical stuff....A positive attitude is a must-have....Only when there is hope can there be motivation to achieve it...Or you can live well....Like me, I'm waiting for someone who can save us...I've always felt like I'm missing such a genuine person...As fate would have you, too....Trust me, okay? Don't resist anyone....There's nothing you can't do....And we have to think about why we cry all the time in our hearts....Together, we wait for those who can accept us as incomplete....

Indeed, if I were like this, I would also feel how difficult and helpless it is to live.

Since you have fallen to the bottom of despair, will any change be happier and happier for you than it is now? Since you can live strong and struggle hard in this situation, what thing in the world will be more difficult for you than this? Even if it is a stranger, I will have an inexplicable confidence in you that you can come out and live a happier life than the average person.

See a psychiatrist. It is your right to find the right method and direction and enjoy the beauty of the world slowly.

Your problem is that the extreme thinking mode causes the extreme thoughts and behaviors, resulting in physical and mental disharmony, resulting in a period of self-confidence, low self-esteem, fear, nervousness, self-esteem, etc., which are all caused by the extreme thinking mode; Extremeism is formed in your home education environment.

The solution is to change your radical thinking mode, establish a harmonious thinking system, so that the body and mind are naturally harmonious, you can look at the self-harmony system of Runxuan psychology, which can help you establish a dialectical and harmonious thinking system.

Hello. Bipolar disorder is not ruled out, and it is recommended to do it in a timely manner** so as not to affect life.

This article may be of some help to you, and in addition, you should go to the hospital to have a good look, and the best policy is to treat the symptoms.

The minimum responsibility of life (human and animal) survival is to preserve yourself, and then to reproduce offspring, so basically you can't do it, even if you win everything, there is no point, there is hope in life, friends even if the whole world abandons you, you can't abandon yourself, don't think about those negative thoughts, this will only lead you to destruction.

Calm down with your mind, read Buddhist books, listen to Buddhist songs, calm your mind, and read everything.

I am also like this, I went to the doctor, he prescribed Zuo Luofu, Lu Youtai, diazepam, nothing changed after eating, I am not crazy, but I am very tormented every day, I often want to die, and I am afraid of places with many people, it is very difficult to even go to school, I don't listen to anything, I am in a daze, and it is common to not speak for a day, you can try to eat a little Zolofu, and diazepam, you may have a reaction when you just eat, and it will be fine in the future.

You are now in a wandering stage, you don't know where to go, you like to think alone, you are a little disappointed in the outside world, I suggest you find a way to go on with something you are interested in, sleep and wake up to work or do things, so that you will think less about making yourself happy, in order to find the meaning of life.

Talk to a few friends who might change your mindset, or just get a psychiatrist** whose specific problem is unlikely to be solved online.

Hehe, a madman is unaware of his own behavior, a madman will exaggerate his behavior, and he can see that you are still normal!

You always help your friends as a strong person, but sometimes you also need the help of your friends, in fact, if your friends don't help you, then you feel that you have no return for your efforts, and you will have a feeling of being taken advantage of! Next time you encounter a problem that you don't know, ask someone for advice, and they will be happy to help you!

As for the reason for insomnia, it is that you always want to make yourself fall asleep, fall asleep, and think compulsively, but subconsciously you will think that you must not be able to sleep, and there will be struggles in your brain, and your cranial nerves will be excited, so you can't sleep, and you must relax if you want to fall asleep, just like when you go out for a walk, you think about it for a long time, and after a long time of excitement, you will naturally get tired, and you will relax, and you will naturally fall asleep!

Actually, no! You're stressed out too much. Thinking too much, so add pressure to yourself out of thin air.

In fact, your situation is a process that everyone must go through in adolescence, just like me. When I was in high school, my parents put a lot of pressure on me, and when I was about to take the college entrance examination, I didn't feel the knowledge I knew before, and when I applied for the college entrance examination, I had a disagreement with my parents and finally didn't do well in the exam, and my parents not only didn't understand but also kept scolding, like killing people, and I was about to collapse during that time, and sometimes I felt like I was going crazy. But life has to go on, there is still a long way to go, not everything is satisfactory, and it is not a big deal to do something wrong and ruin the image, isn't it just face.

After a while, everyone will forget that people are very forgetful nowadays. And you can't ask everyone to like you and be nice to you, don't take care of the people who use you, let go of some things inside, get in touch with the new environment and give yourself a good attitude, and everything will be fine. Who doesn't have a hateful person, who doesn't like it, and can't see it!

Everyone is the same, and Luo Benz has its own love. Be happy, it's not a big deal

Emotions have been suppressed for too long and need to be released.

You are too stressed, and you don't know how to confide, you don't know who to talk to, and you hide everything in your heart, so you have some illusions, find someone to talk to, and it will be good to vent well!

You're not crazy, but you have to try to talk to your parents so they can get to know you. Calm down, dude.

You're not crazy, it's not a big deal, a lot of people have you in this situation. Find a psychiatrist to enlighten you, it's okay, it's much better to say it.

People are always growing, and you will always understand that many things will not go in the space you imagined, and all kinds of ideas will come at the same time. You may feel that everything is in vain, and many things that you once thought were right have become unfamiliar, but sooner or later you have to face them. You're luckier than me, and you've gone through this before I did.

I've been immersed in you since the beginning of the second semester of my freshman year until the end of my sophomore year. During that time, I once read a sentence on the Internet, what makes you miserable now, think about it three years later, will you still think it is a thing? At the time, I thought it was, and I felt that the person who said it didn't understand the psychology of people in this state at all.

Now that I think about it, in fact, people are right, those things are really nothing. There are some things that no one can help you with, you have to walk out on your own.