Grandma is gone, the person who loves me the most, the person who hurts me the most

I can understand your feelings, and I also have the heartache of the person who loves me the most to leave, and I didn't leave anything for him, even at the last moment, which became the biggest regret of my life. I used to be caught in the whirlpool of my own emotions like you, and it has been more than 3 years, and I still miss him from time to time. But I always tell myself that I also believe that the people who love us the most will pray and bless us in the dark, so we have to live, study, and work well, so that they will be very happy in the other world.

When you miss your grandmother very much, let yourself think about it or cry or something else, and then take care of your study, work, and life, don't let yourself fall into it and can't extricate yourself, keep yourself busy, everything will be fine, bless you, may you be happy.

It's not just grandma who dies, but one day we ourselves will die, and that's the natural rule that can make you enlightened. It is not advisable not to forget, it is not advisable to be too sad, cherish life, live well, be happy for yourself and others, is what we need to do now.

Condolences to you! If Grandma could see in heaven that she had such a filial grandson, she would be very happy.

Don't stay in the shadows, think more about the future, and participate in more outdoor activities.

Seeing your words, all the talk about grandma makes my nose sour, my grandma is the person I love the most, and the person who loves me the most, and the thing I fear the most is that she is not there.

May her old man go all the way.

When I was a kid, I also studied dance. My grandmother washed my dancing shoes clean and wrapped toilet paper and dried them in the sun every time. I came to my aunt for the first time when I was a year old.

I'm afraid to get it on my pants, but I always get it on my pants. Grandma said to me, "It's okay, it's dirty, we have your milk, let's wash it for you" without washing machine, hand washing, washing in cold water in winter. I don't know how many times.

But I didn't know how to feel sorry for her at that time.

8 years of old people are more patriarchal, but my mother-in-law and grandfather did not, since I was a child, my parents did not dare to beat me, there are delicious food for me to keep, if there is money for me, I will use it, at that time I was really poor, just a few cents to pay back to myself reluctant to use! When I was very young, my grandfather carried a basket on my back every day to play around, when I was in elementary school, I cooked every day to take care of me, every Chinese New Year trick took out a red balloon, junior high school dormitory, every week to send me food, every time I had a holiday grandpa came to pick up and walk home together, my mother-in-law died early, the deepest impression was my grandfather, after reading the second year of junior high school, my grandfather left, and I died for 15 years, I still feel uncomfortable when I think about it, especially when I see articles about grandparents! My grandfather never read or write in his life, but he could only write my name!

I wrote so many words, and I left too many tears!

Going to school, living in the dormitory, my grandmother had to wash my bed sheets, I didn't care at the time, I thought I could wash it with a washing machine, and my grandmother washed it by hand, but then my grandmother told me that in order to wash the white sheets, my grandmother's thumb was worn out. Now my grandma has had a stroke and can't do laundry, and I love my grandparents very much.

Follow them since childhood. Work from elementary school to university graduation. When I was a child, I went to ** with me, sent me to school and took me out to play, when I was older, my grandfather went to ** I will accompany me at home, I passed away after New Year's Day today, I fell on my head, I sent the end, all the savings before his death almost gave me nearly half of it was a marriage, I was afraid that he would go, I wanted to use the money when I asked the family to ask, the old man's lifelong collection was also given to me to collect, although it was very tacky to talk about money, but he loved me very much, he was a very good and honest person, an intellectual at that time, He was very relieved when I left, so I had to try to take care of my grandmother and the family so that he would not let him down, and I knew that he was always there for us.

Two old men who are almost 80 years old together are ten times older than mine. Knowing that I was sick, I took a bus for more than an hour at eight o'clock in the morning, stayed for only ten minutes, and then took the bus back. Several times it was just to see me, and the stay time was only ten minutes, and it took more than two hours to go back and forth by bus.

I always thought they didn't love me enough, but then I realized that I was asking too much.

When I was a child, countless times when my parents' front legs were trembling, my grandfather would always appear at the door like a hero, with a serious and threatening expression: "Don't hit the child!" ”

If you don't go home for a long time and walk to the second floor, you shout loudly, "Grandpa, grandma, I'm back." Open the door. You will hear the same loud voice on the third floor, especially happy, "Niu Niu is back!! ”

Every time I go home at noon and go downstairs and look up, I will definitely see my grandmother looking down from the window, how much she is looking forward to me seeing me. Every time I see her, I will secretly stuff money for me. I said that I had enough money to spend, and she gave it to me as always, so that I could buy food and food.

When I was a child, my grandmother took me to eat and dress warmly, and safety awareness is not a problem, except for these few other things, it is really very casual, 1 yuan of pocket money a day, where to play and where to go, you can give less. But when I have chicks, I eat one egg a day, and I give me all the meat and meat that kills the chicks, and I am beaten by a child older than me and will help me ask for an explanation. As long as he can do his own work, he basically doesn't call me.

If you don't go back to eat with your children, you will come to me, you will pick me up if you don't go back in the middle of the night, and I will choose 8 dishes for the New Year.

I was brought up by my grandparents since I was a child, and my grandfather was very frugal, but as long as he said to buy something for me, he would pay for it immediately, regardless of the reason. When I was a child, my naughty father beat me, and my grandmother chased and beat my father all over the yard with a stick, saying that my father didn't take me, and he wanted to beat me Remembering them, my heart was warm, and everyone knew that I loved my grandparents the most, but unfortunately they both left me and went to Elysium

I haven't seen grandpa, only grandma, grandma is a little eccentric, only care about my father's big brother's doll, it's not good for my mother, I don't have a good impression of her, but I don't abuse her, now I'm almost 90 years old, I have to wait, admire my mother, serve three meals a day, and always say, I feel at ease, now my mother loves my two treasures, always say that there is a grandmother to enjoy the blessings for you, the most afraid of getting sick, is worried that no one cooks for the two treasures to eat, thank mom.

My grandparents liked me, when I was a child, once my grandfather went to the city to play, came back and bought two meat buns, and took 30 kilometers to school for me to eat, he would not wait for me to come home after school to eat. My grandfather used to say that I was his sesame oil lamp, and I never believed in burning money and paper, so I went to light incense candles for him every year!!

My grandfather had seven children, and my grandchildren had fifteen or sixteen children, and I was the youngest. Growing up in front of him since he was a child, he is also the one who hurts the most, and he hides everything and waits for me to eat when I go back on vacation. I go home once a month in high school, and every time I have a holiday, I sit in front of my house for an afternoon and wait for me to make me food.

Finally, when my grandfather fell ill and died, I went to college and went back every week. I didn't go back for a week, and then my dad called me ** and said that my grandfather vomited blood all night, called my name all night, looked for me all night, I heard it and rushed home immediately, and my grandfather swallowed his anger after seeing me. Now four or five years have passed, and I dream of my grandfather every once in a while, and I am happy with my grandfather in my dreams.

My mother died early, and I grew up with my grandmother since I was a child. When I was a child, the conditions at home were not good, and I could only watch others eat Sanying instant noodles for 3 cents a pack, until one day my grandmother saw others eating, and sold the rabbit at home early the next morning and bought me a box. At that time, I didn't want to eat a box of instant noodles for a year and a half, and now I understand that the shelf life of instant noodles is only six months, but now there is no grandmother to buy it, if there is a next life when you are old, I will not go to Shanghai, I will only hold your hand every day.

Anyway, in order not to let my mother beat me, my grandfather quarreled with her several times, and once it alarmed my grandmother, my mother was in a bad mood and wanted to be angry with me, hehe, she didn't succeed once since she was a child, grandpa died, and my mother beat me during confinement last year, and my grandmother broke out, alas, I miss it.

My grandmother's money to put only tell me alone