To the 2015 self essay collection 800

Time is a skilled magician who widens the distance between you and me. At this time, you have spent the fifteenth spring and autumn full of sour and sweet, and this fifteenth spring and autumn is full of my current expectations and longings. Your height, your weight, your thoughts, and your experience must have changed a lot from what I am now, and these are also things that I often fantasize about.

You should be able to get rid of the first row seat that has been sitting firmly for years and take a big step towards the back row. These former first rows are always like a yellow finch that can't be driven away in your mind, and what you want to forget the most is the deepest memory. You may be in the middle of the classroom, with a wider field of vision, you can get acquainted with and know more about your classmates, and water the newly blooming flowers of friendship with sincerity.

You must have a better way to learn. We are always growing and progressing in the exploration of knowledge, and the perception after trying again and again will be turned into wisps of experience and stored in memory. To do something well, you need to skillfully use experience and methods to achieve twice the result with half the effort.

If you want to do a good job, you must first sharpen your tools", you must have memorized this sentence and implemented it in your study. "God rewards hard work", you are determined to work hard, and one day you will make your dreams shine.

The word "exam" is no longer the horror in the eyes of the childish you once had, you are a little more calm about it, and sometimes you compare it to a fun intellectual game. It's not about winning or losing, it's about attitude. You don't sneer at someone's mistakes, and you don't get complacent because you got by.

It's just as big an event as the Olympics.

You have a new understanding of how life is cooked. You are not willing to be a kite tied to a string, you want to dominate yourself and fly to your own city in the sky. You want to challenge life on your own and don't rely on anyone who helps you.

You must dare to think and dare to do to make your life colorful.

In a year I have never experienced, your harvest is like the fruit of autumn, abundant and sweet. You have seen more people and things, your horizons have broadened, your mind has become wiser, and you have seen everything so thoroughly. I want to slow down a little bit and savor my fabulous life that I have now, which will never be returned, but I can't wait to catch a glimpse of your fifteenth spring.

I hope you will take every step after that and make your life shine.

Dear Yourself:

I never thought of writing to you, and I am very happy to see your life now. Your life is full and comfortable, and you know how to find purpose for yourself. There is already a lot of friction between people.

The words and actions of others because they do not understand do not mean that they are malicious in doing so. Perhaps, what you did at that time caused them to be dissatisfied with you. You think that many things need to be self-reflected.

If the other party is malicious, there is no need to dwell on it, in addition to knowing how to cherish blessings, you should also learn how to let go and forgive. That will make you feel a sense of peace from the depths of your heart, which in turn will fill your life with a lot of joy and satisfaction.

You are often alone in a daze, and there is nothing wrong with that feeling, it is better than telling others what you say in your heart, and then passing it on by word of mouth to others, becoming a topic of community news and after-dinner. If you don't have to have more than one confidant, one is enough! What is the definition of a confidant?

There is a common language and a common heart, a look, an expression, it is easy to know your mood and feelings. However, how hard is it to find such a person? Unless it's fate!

I hope you can love yourself more, take care of yourself, with health, your world is perfect, your dreams can be realized, and your personality can be complete.

Think about 2016, when we slipped away so quickly, how much time we wasted in 2016, and still didn't know how to cherish it, yes! People always have to look forward, but they can't always look forward as always!

Every time I think about the past, I always have a sad feeling in my heart, how much time I wasted, thinking about it, I can't help but regret it. But looking back on what I did in 2016, I was speechless, I seemed to do the same thing every day, and it seemed like I did something similar every time, everyone would say, cherish time, but how many have really done it? I've tried my best, I've at least tried, but I can't stick to it.

Every day, the time I experience makes me tremble, and sometimes it is unusually calm. Perhaps, that's how it should be! I had to work hard because I had opponents in the year, so I had to work hard.

Every week is different, every week is different. Think about it, essays, how many have I written in the past year? Sometimes it comes with feelings, sometimes it doesn't.

I didn't dare to read the essays again after I finished writing them, because I couldn't accept myself at that time, and I didn't have the courage to look at those essays I wrote with real feelings.

In 2017, perhaps, I have to work harder, work hard, I don't have any wishes, and I don't complain about anything, I believe that I just need to be myself quietly, I hope I can continue to work hard, instead of retreating. I don't dare to think about the future, because I can't do well enough now, how do I think about the future? In fact, each of us is running away from something, but we will face it eventually.

And the thing we escaped was not done well in the end, when we said these things before, those things we did, some of them will make us regret enough, in fact, each of us will have such a time, it is better to let go, I want to let go of those things and bad habits in 2016, this may be so easy to say now, but I don't believe I can do it! Instead of waiting for time to pass, do more meaningful things. I don't want to think too much about the future, I just want to cherish the present, face these things and do better.

2016 has passed, we are more or less nostalgic for 2016, and 2015 has started, let go of everything, accept the arrival of 2017!

2016 is a time of fantasy, what will I do at that time? I think I might have become a zoologist back then. Maybe it's a little ridiculous for a girl, but I just like it.

In the morning, when the sun was rising, I heard the birds, and I wanted to be a zoologist and study the language of the birds. In the summer, when dragonflies spread their wings and fly, I wanted to uncover the secrets of the insect world. When I arrived at the zoo, the lions and tigers roared like thunder, were they demonstrating to me, or were they singing the welcome song?

In short, I love all kinds of animals (even though I was afraid of dogs when I was a child), and I want to know their language and life. In order to fulfill my dream, I wanted an outsider to live on an island with countless animals, a dense forest, where my experimental chamber was built. The laboratory should be made of glass, spacious and bright.

I live alone on an island, and I don't feel lonely at all. How enjoyable it is to live with animals. Play and frolic together.

Tired from work, I walked out of the experiment, riding a dolphin, roaming the sea. When I was hungry, the clever little monkey brought me a delicious meal. How happy I am to have a heart-to-heart connection with animals!

In 2016, you filled me with fantasies....Wheel reed....

I will work harder in 2016.

Three......Two ......One ......"As the countdown got closer to zero, my heart became more and more excited. The bell was ringing, the sound of firecrackers was deafening, and I knew that the new year had arrived!

Ah, the new year is coming, and I am a year older, which means that I am going to work harder, be more sensible, and be more mature......

In the new year, I want to study harder. When I was a child, I was often absent-minded when I was studying, and I often wandered away, and I didn't learn well, I didn't play well, and I wasted time. Lu Xun has a sentence:

Wasting one's own time is tantamount to suicide, and wasting other people's time is tantamount to killing for money! "In the new year, I want to make good use of my time, make good use of my energy, and get more in the limited time! Better!

When the new year comes, I want to be more sensible. I used to be very lazy and didn't want to do even simple chores. Now that I think about it, I'm so ignorant, my parents have been busy all day, for whom?

Isn't it just for me, for this family? Shouldn't I share some of the chores for my mom and dad? Doing what you can may be the greatest comfort to your parents!

In this new year, I still need to be more mature. In the past, I would still work against my parents, disobedient, I think this should hurt their hearts! Not only listening to my parents, but also my teachers and elders are all good medicine to help me grow.

There are some words that I may not like to hear, but "good medicine is good for disease"!

The old year passed, and I was a year older. I think I want to not only grow older, but also "grow up" in my heart. Some people are not too young, but the mind refuses to grow.

The new year is a new starting point, and there will be new feelings at the new starting point. I have stood at this new starting point, even if there are ups and downs, all kinds of tastes, but the ending must be happy, let us run to the end, feel this new year!

Now it's time for me to be sensible.

Now that I'm a first-year junior high school student, I can't just think about playing every day, but I want to focus on my studies.

But I don't want to do this, every time I see the report card sent down, I have a headache, but every time I think this time I must study hard, but the next day, my classmates called me out to play, and suddenly I threw my studies out of the clouds, and when my parents came home and asked me if I had finished my homework today, I remembered, every time I said no, every time I comforted myself the words that I wrote tomorrow, I must write tomorrow, but tomorrow, Either I forgot about learning or I forgot about internal affairs.

Every time I take an exam, my brain is a blank, I write a few questions, and when it comes to sending results, I always don't want to face it, now I'm really ignorant, I only think about how to play every day, how to play well, wake up, the more I grow up, the more ignorant I get, I never fail in elementary school, but in junior high school, heh, a lot of failures, every time my parents tell me this, I always perfunctory myself don't think about it, but some still have to be faced, right, I always thought I could get away with it, but in fact, these were just my self-deceptive thoughts.

Every time my parents tell me that I have been mixed for three years, but after three years, yes, I have never thought about this problem, I can mix for three years, what will I do after three years, watching everyone else be admitted to college, and I, perhaps, I should really think about it for myself.

Why can others, why can't I, because I don't work hard, no one in the world is smarter than anyone, these are all on their own, others can pass, I can pass, isn't it, but because I don't work hard, every time the knowledge slips away from me little by little, they can forget to learn, I can, they can read and understand English, I can, but mine is not working hard.

Today's society is dark, only on your own, if you don't have a real ability, no matter what, if you have a real ability, where you go, which company, enterprise, will want you.

Perhaps, I should really grow up, it should be sensible, in fact, think about it, just three years of suffering, three years of suffering for a lifetime of happiness, in fact, it is very worthwhile, God is not thin on us, as the so-called "grace of dripping water, when the spring reciprocates" God is like this to us, hard work will always be rewarded.

In fact, when I wrote this article, I had already begun to understand, I want to study hard, but it's useless to just say not to do it, so I want to prove it with actions, believe in myself, I can.

Past Me: Are You Okay? Once you were like a very stupid and naïve era in my memory.

At that time, you didn't know what love was, you didn't know what gratitude was, and you didn't know how to cherish the most sincere feelings between heaven and earth. So, the people at that time, the things at that time, and the past me! How much did you miss?

In the past, you didn't know that when you rushed out of the house every day, there will always be such a kind gaze watching you away, and the advice that will always be concerned will accompany you to step out of the house. And you, have you ever remembered this sad love? Cherish this love?

Thanksgiving for this love? The answer is no. How much I miss it now!

I miss that gaze, I miss those advices, I miss that love, but unfortunately, she is no longer there.

In the past, do you know that the person who was away from home for a long time and was running around was not what you thought. It's not that he loves money, it's not that he doesn't love this family. He just wants his children to be able to grow up healthily after he leaves.

Therefore, he worked hard to save money and work hard, so he kept running non-stop in his lifetime. He's gone. Just walked away.

In the last moments of his life, he did not see his beloved children. I think he can't bear it, he can't give up his love in the world. He can't let go of a pair of children in the world.

It's a pity that you don't know his mind in the past, you only know how to blame him for breaking the appointment. How much I miss it now. I miss his hearty laughter, and I miss the time he spent with me.

Unfortunately, he is no longer there. Look at how much debt you have taken on and how much love you owe to me, you have been in the past! Those people you want to be grateful for when you grow up, those people are gone!

What do you give thanks? Who are you thanking again!

Regret it? It's too late. For some people, missing is missing.

In vain you have read so many books, in vain you have received so many years of education, and you have forgotten what the "root" of being a human being is, what qualifications do you have to say that you are the descendant of the dragon? The descendants of Yan and Huang pay attention to etiquette and morality, and the first thing is "filial piety". What is "filial piety"?

It is to honor the elders and be grateful to the relatives! And what have you, the past me, done?

In the past, you were too stupid and naïve. Some love, some words of gratitude, cannot be buried in the heart because of shyness. Don't think that others can feel your love for them from your rebellious behavior, fortunately, there are so many people around you who love you, they have not left you, please use your love to make up for the mistakes you have made by not cherishing others, be grateful, start now, the future, it is too far away You can also contribute, 10,000 years is too long, we only seize the day.

The past me, do you understand? To cherish everyone who loves you now, to be grateful to them, to be grateful to everyone who loves you, and to respect every relative with "filial piety". Remember, "filial piety" is the foundation of being a human being.

Wish: This letter is sent through time and space to me who doesn't know how to cherish and love.

See you again!