It dawned on me that I didn t know myself

It is a long process to know and understand yourself, because people are constantly changing in different periods, and you will be different from you today tomorrow, and you are right.

Freud divided the structure of human personality into id, ego, and superego.

The id contains the driving force of all instincts to demand immediate gratification, like a cauldron boiling with instincts and desires. It acts according to the pleasure principle, eagerly looking for an outlet, blindly seeking satisfaction. Everything in the self is always unconscious.

The ego is between the id and the superego, represents reason and resourcefulness, has a defensive and intermediary function, acts according to the principles of reality, acts as an arbiter, monitors the movements of the id, and gives appropriate satisfaction. Most of the ego's mental energy is consumed in the control and suppression of the id. Anything that can become conscious is in the self, but there may be something in the self that is still unconscious.

The superego represents conscience, social norms, and self-ideals, and is the senior leader of the personality, acting according to the principle of the supreme good, directing the ego and limiting the id, like a stern patriarch. Freud believed that only when the three "I's" live in harmony and maintain balance, people will develop healthily; And when the three quarrel, people sometimes wonder "is this one me or not"? Or there are different voices in the heart of the conversation:

Done? Can't do it? Or is it painful to be in conflict with lust and morality?

Or are you terrified of one of your ugly thoughts that stand out? If this condition persists for a long time, or if the conflict is severe, it will lead to neurosis.

In fact, I have also had, but I don't know myself, maybe I have too high requirements for myself, or I have encountered something that cannot be solved, give myself some time to get better, find the reality.

Suddenly, I had the feeling that I didn't know myself.

In the past, I was able to evaluate myself very clearly, define myself, and be very clear about what I should do, what I want to do, and how to do it.

But now I suddenly feel like I don't know myself, as if I want a mirror to tell me what the hell is wrong.

Why do I have the feeling that I don't know myself?

I feel like I have no ideas in my head, I don't know what I should do, I don't know how to arrange my life, and I have an indescribable feeling that I am not me anymore.

Is it that I have read too many books recently, and the impact on my original three views is too great, and then I suddenly can't find the guidelines for dealing with things, yes, writing here, the louder this call is, that's it, I have lost my original principles of doing things. This made me feel that there was no master of the six gods, this feeling was very uncomfortable, I don't know what other words to describe my feelings, as if I was shocked by something, as if I was at a loss. It's fine when you have something to do, but when you stop, you feel like your head is empty, you don't know what to do, you just don't know what you feel.

For example, driving my children today, I found that I was no longer as cautious as I used to be, overtaking more and turning much faster; Dare to make some decisions, regardless of the consequences.

Maybe it's because I've been subtly changed recently, and I want to follow the voice of my heart more and more, and I don't want to do things so much anymore.

In the past few weeks, I was busy thinking and changing, and now it seems that I have changed a part, but I start to feel that I don't want to continue thinking about change, but it seems that I can't go back to the past, that is, my original principles of doing things have been destroyed, and now I don't seem to be able to really use the principles of doing things that I know, and I don't know how to re-establish my principles of doing things, and I am wandering in the middle.

I think this should be a sequelae of making a change, and it is a normal stage, and you have to go through the oscillation between it, and then you can slowly find and establish the principle of doing things that is suitable for the present.

Accept the feeling and give it time. I will slowly find a more authentic version of myself.

I don't know if you feel this way, sometimes, I suddenly feel that you don't even know you in front of me, anyway, I have, more than once.

I remember the last time I had this feeling was last night, but nothing actually happened, I just listened to a song, the single looped a few times, and I kept looking through the comments of that song, and it seemed that the more I watched it, the more I wanted to watch it, but I couldn't bear to watch it.

I didn't pay much attention to this sentence at first, but when I flipped down, it suddenly flashed in my mind again, I don't know if I was studying too deeply, and I inexplicably felt like I didn't know myself.

I think of myself when I first entered college two years ago, and I just want to throw away the shackles of high school and study hard, for the firm belief in my heart.

But gradually, two years have passed, look at my current self, is it still the same me I was at the beginning? I didn't learn anything in two years, but instead made myself bruised, is this still what I want?

On this road, I became less and less convinced of myself, less and less aware of myself, and sometimes it felt like a dream.

The person in the dream is fake, the person outside the dream is still fake, I don't know if it's real?

The most important thing is that the world can't stay, Zhu Yan Ci Mirror Flower Tree", I like this poem, in this world, in fact, we can't keep it.

Sometimes I feel quite stupid when I think about it, so stupid that I don't even know myself, think about it carefully, are you really stupid, in fact, there are just some things you don't want to face, to put it bluntly, you're just a cowardly person.

If you don't know yourself, there's no reason to ask others to know about you, and not everyone is willing to take the time to get to know someone who is in a state of confusion.

In this life, it is like walking in a fog, unable to see the crowd clearly, unable to see the direction clearly, and even a little unable to see yourself.

The street is full of traffic, bustling and dazzling, maybe you have stayed too long and experienced too many things, so you will feel that you don't know yourself.

I envy my best friend, she seems to be happy all day long, she will be very happy because of a very small thing, she can see those places that others can't see, but in fact? She also suffers and is sad, but she is just suffering alone.

Looking at myself, whenever I encounter something, I don't want to think about it, and if I can't dig into it, I won't be in the situation I am in today.

When you feel that you don't know yourself, you must think of something or someone, in fact, I am the same, but sometimes I don't want to admit it, not because I can't get by, but because I feel that it is unnecessary.

It's not scary not to know yourself, it's scary to be that you're still immersed in a situation where you don't know yourself, flashy in the world, and do it and cherish it.

Please free your heart and don't run away.

I've also had, and I personally think the best way is to find your best friend and let him dissect you thoroughly. I think it's a good idea.