What s been the one thing you ve been bothering the most lately?

I've been really worried a lot lately.,I'll worry about this and I'll be entangled in that.,The last time I finished the exam, the teacher sent the book to read in the next exam in the group.,I personally remember that there were only two subjects.,I put the books of those two subjects in one place.。 But when I really encountered a lot of things, the teacher sent me a private message, telling me to read books and prepare for the three subjects in October, and I said that it was clear that two subjects had become three subjects? The teacher said that it was always said that there were three subjects.

I found more books for that subject, and there were three books in total, each of which was thick, and it would take me many days to read it even if I had time to sit and read, let alone read those books clearly.

When I first registered, the rat in the admissions office could tell me categorically that self-study and direct examination were very simple and easy, so I thought that the exam was just a form or something, at least it would not be strict to **. But the last time I took the test, I found out that this ** is easy? There is no difference between drinking the college entrance examination, the questions on the test paper have nothing to do with the books you usually read, and those invigilators are still like the group of people in the East Factory in the TV series, who have been monitoring and patrolling, and they are waiting for someone to cheat on the questions to catch, so that they can have a sense of achievement.

I'm really tired after an exam, I really don't know if the rest of the books should be read, what's the use of reading them? Anyway, the most worrying thing lately is preparing for the exam. It was a waste of time to go to class before the exam, and I thought that I could easily get a diploma, but it turned out to be so difficult, I knew that I would continue to study well when I was in school.

Now those teachers say that the exam will be completed in three years at most, and I say that I don't need to take the exam to finish it, and it will be three years? At this difficulty, I may be prepared to study hard for ten years.

Before the holiday, I signed up for the national computer level 2 exam in September this year, and I swore that I would learn the relevant knowledge of computer level 2 during the holiday, after all, the registration fee was 80 yuan, and I couldn't pass the test and felt distressed. But now that the holidays are halfway over, I haven't even finished reading the multiple-choice questions.

Before the holiday, the plan for the holiday was to get up early in the morning to read English words, then do secondary questions, read books in the afternoon, and usually do more exercise, but after returning home, my daily routine is to sleep until 10 o'clock in the morning, and the first thing I do when I get up is to play with my mobile phone. Wake up in the afternoon and play with your mobile phone, chase dramas, lie down at home, basically haven't gone downstairs when you get home, let alone do sports, chat with your boyfriend after dinner at night, meet to watch TV together, discuss the plot, go to bed until eleven or twelve o'clock at night, and then repeat today's activities the next day.

After going home, the English vocabulary book was put into the cold palace.,Never turned over.,My mother urged me to read the second-level book when I was reluctant to take a look.,But as a liberal arts student who hasn't studied mathematics or computer since college.,When I read the book, it's a head two big.,Those terms can't be understood at all.,I can't remember.,This morning I did two sets of multiple-choice questions of real questions.,The wrong thing is a mess.,Some of the questions that have been missed before are still wrong.,And none of those operation questions have been read., I'm worried about my Level 2 exam. After going home, I have no self-control at all, and the alarm clock set for getting up early is always turned off and continue to sleep, and every time I comfort myself that there is still time, but time is really running out, and I have no choice but to die.

**When I reached the bottleneck, I couldn't lose weight, and I had no perseverance and no confidence.

I don't know why the weight just doesn't move, it's very annoying now, every day at home to search for some ** methods, some exercises**, I started to lose five pounds, and then it never changed, neither lost nor long, this state has been maintained for more than a month, so I sometimes think about giving up now, I feel that there is no hope, the whole person has no confidence, no combat effectiveness. But I am not willing to give up like this, and the school is about to start, and I want to become a new version of myself, and go to school to meet my classmates and friends by myself. Because I used to say that I wanted to **, but in the end, I didn't do anything, and it was still like that.

This time I made up my mind.

Now I have also checked on the Internet, and they all say that there is a bottleneck period, and there is no change in their own efforts for a long time, and they can not see the effect, at this time, it is the most test of perseverance, as long as you stick to it, it will be good to lose weight during this period. So I'm more or less comforted in my heart, but inevitably there are times when I don't have the fighting spirit. I think!

This road is really hard, not everyone can stick to it, but there is no way, who makes themselves so fat. There are some skinny, tall, beautiful and beautiful people around him, and they are short and chubby, although they all say that they are not fat and look cute, but only they know how ugly they are. If you want to be beautiful and change for the better, you can only stick to it and continue to **.

In the past few days, because I haven't seen any changes for a long time, I'm all decadent, and I don't exercise or exercise. I slept at home all day, and I felt that my face was round again, and I was very irritable. I don't know what to do, in fact, I also understand that ** has to keep your mouth shut and open your legs, but it's not easy to really do.

I don't want to insist on it, but I have to insist on it, probably that's the state!

Here, I would like to first explain that I am a senior student who is about to graduate and face employment, and compared to others, I am more troubled than others, and I am also about to face the graduate school entrance examination. I have to mention it here, because there were some problems when I applied for the volunteer. So that I didn't like the professional direction I liked and was good at, and what was worse was that the employment rate of this major was not very high, and most people who were unwilling and wanted to seek better development generally chose to go to graduate school.

As we all know, the postgraduate entrance examination is a very, very difficult road to take, and I personally have been preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination for five months since March. But in fact, undergraduate life is also very busy, aside from the dense course schedule, there are still some trivial things that must be dealt with. So much so that the learning efficiency in the past 5 months has not been very high.

Everyone says that the summer vacation is the best time for the graduate school entrance examination, and I should grasp it well, but when I came home during the vacation, the efficiency of my study was not as high as in the school. Looking at the friends around me, some of the classmates in the same class have become regulars, some are still submitting resumes for internships, some are waiting to graduate and study abroad, and some have even talked about marriage. As for me, I am still on the way to prepare for the graduate school entrance examination, and I don't even know if I can pass the preliminary examination at the end of this year, let alone what I should do if I fail.

You may say, why should I worry so much now, I might as well put down my phone now and plunge into the pile of books to study. Of course I know, but it's always harder to do than to say it. When a person's heart can't be settled, it's really hard to take action, and I'm even thinking about whether I should continue to go to graduate school now, or slowly grope to find a job to end my more than ten years of study career.

In the first 20 years or so, every big decision was made by my elders, my teachers accompanied me in making decisions, and how I longed for my own choice. But now that I have really grown up, when I can make my own decisions, I hope to hear more people's advice, how I hope that on the road to graduate school, there will also be my elders and teachers who can patiently analyze the pros and cons with me again, tell me how I should study, how I should go to school, and I should plan for my future.

But I know very well that there will never be again, and now I should make choices for my life, and I should work hard for every choice I make, even if I fail, I will be fully responsible for myself. Maybe that's the trouble of growing up. No one can share this kind of trouble for us, and all we can do is to rush forward without hesitation and never look back.

Since we have chosen it, no matter how hard and tired we are, we have to keep our heads up.

My boyfriend is going to leave again in half a month.

I think the saddest time for people is not that they never get it, but that they get it and lose it.

I'm in a long-distance relationship with my boyfriend, and according to the current situation, there will be at least another year, and at most four years, if he goes to another place for graduate school. This summer, their school was very late, almost coming back in late July, and the whole holiday was less than 40 days. Excluding the time I was at work, I was able to see him for a handful of days, less than ten days.

This is also half a year apart, the longest time we can meet, in the future we may not even have time to talk, next semester he will go back to school, will be very busy, I estimate we don't even have time to play **.

Before he came back, he said that he didn't really want to buy a ticket to come back, he felt that the vacation was too short, and when he came back, he would see me a few times and leave again, so it was better not to come back, so at least he would not be heartbroken and reluctant to leave. When I was with him, I never mentioned that he was leaving, and he wouldn't mention it, but not mentioning it doesn't mean it won't happen, and as time gets closer, I become more and more irritable, and even when I go to work, I don't have much energy, and I always wander.

Sometimes when I think about what he is leaving, I will suddenly feel depressed, and I will unconsciously shed tears, it is really life and death, I can experience this kind of pain once, I don't want to go through it so many times, I can understand his heart that he doesn't want to come back. If you don't see it, then you can bear it all the time, but when you finally see it, and you have to separate, the pain is really not bearable. I promised him that I would try to be strong and not cry, and wait quietly for him to come back.

The separation is imminent, no matter how reluctant I am, I can't stop him from going back, I just hope that he can come back well and safely in the distance.