Come to a psychiatrist to take a look at my situation, thank you 20

Psychologically too fragile. Don't watch that kind of movie in the future. You don't have to think about what is the first in the world or not the first. There are so many people in the world who have so many firsts. Many people are living a normal life, and it is good to think less about participating in more outdoor activities. Communicate with people.

Touching my head, I was scared by the movie.

My sister is too timid to watch this kind of movie (ps: I have nightmares at night) and tell myself that it's fake, it will never happen to me, and I have to say it to myself every day The power of words is very powerful

If you can't do some things to be the best in the world, can you not do them?

It's better to use this cranky kung fu to make girls happy, hehe

Don't take yourself too seriously, maybe you're nothing, put your mind down.

Well, participate in more physical activities and consume your own energy.

Overall you don't have any major problems, don't think of yourself as having some mental illness.

You say that there is a "shadow of childhood", and since you realize that your current situation is affected by what you experienced as a child, then it means that your self-knowledge is still very strong. However, childhood experiences often have a great impact on the psychological condition and even personality characteristics of adulthood, so you will not dare to look at a woman's eyes and face now.

You said that you were bullied when you were a child, it seems that you think that your current problem is caused by being bullied when you were a child, your idea may be correct, but maybe it is not accurate, I don't know your specific situation, so I dare not make a conclusion, I can only say, "don't dare" This situation usually means inner timidity, and this timidity may be pure fear, it may be with some kind of shyness, or it may be a manifestation of inferiority. These are all curses that I have put on myself, and it is really difficult for me to solve them, but compared to real mental illness, I think it should be easier for you to improve.

Find a friend to give you "desensitization", it doesn't matter if you're beautiful or not, the important thing is a girl, just stare at her, haha, it must be a friend, otherwise no one can save you by pumping you!

In childhood, most children have done ridiculous things, or bullied others, or were bullied, but even those who bully others have no malice, that is, they are naughty children at best. When you grow up, learn to ignore that, make friends openly, if there is a girl who can talk more and is very kind, you might as well boldly tell her about your situation and ask her for help. Don't take girls as cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods, and don't treat yourself as hooligans, normal interactions between the opposite sex are part of social life, it doesn't matter who you see, but you have to look up generously and look at the front, don't look down because of nervousness and quietly peep out of the corner of your eyes, that is not conducive to you to overcome this psychology, a very good opposite sex is necessary for anyone's life, knowing this, you will not dare to look at women, beautiful women don't have to be afraid, everyone has a love for beauty.