What is it like to not have a liking or affection for the opposite sex for a long time?

From elementary school to college, no boy of the opposite sex has ever expressed his liking for me, and boys who play a little better will say "we treat you as brothers", I was quite proud at first, thinking that I could play well with boys, and I wouldn't cross the line, but then I realized that it was because I was not attractive, and no boy liked me at all!

Even I have two boys who I think have a very good relationship, and I tell others that I'm good at everything, except that I'm not good-looking, ah, it turns out that it's because I'm not good-looking, so no boy likes it! Since then, I have been feeling very depressed and have low self-esteem, especially when it comes to my looks.

But instead of being immersed in low self-esteem, after I graduated from college, I began all kinds of crazy revenge. I began to dress up well, dressed, put on makeup, and said that people rely on clothes and horses and saddles, and sure enough, it was true. From the beginning of my work, I kept encountering all kinds of people of the opposite sex who liked me, but when they started to show affection to me, I would turn away very proudly.

Sometimes I will meet someone I like, I will date the other person for a while, and when the other party wants to have a substantive start, I will leave decisively.

Of course, I also succeeded in taking revenge on the two boys who used to say that I was "not good-looking" in the same way. Looking back now, it's so stupid and naïve, others just said it casually, and I actually took it seriously!

So I'm still very grateful for the blows, depression, and low self-esteem that people of the opposite sex brought me at that time, otherwise, I wouldn't have realized that I needed to live like a woman.

We are all emotional beings, we will feel very happy and happy for other people's likes and praises, but in the face of others' criticism or malicious slander, we will be sad and lost, which is a normal thing. However, the important point is that when you have no one to like, no one to love, don't give up on yourself, break the jar, you should work hard to improve yourself, find the reasons for yourself, and then correct, and strive to be a humorous person, and become a good friend with the people around you, you don't have to win everyone's love, people in this life, three or two confidants are enough.

As we get older, we know more things, we know what others think, and we know how to attract the attention of the opposite sex. However, you haven't liked the opposite sex for a long time, and no one has ever expressed a good impression of you, so you should be a little disappointed. I don't feel bad, although there is a gap with the tall beauty, but it is also a sign of long, although I am not as talented as Xueba, but I am also a literary young woman who likes to watch **, but I don't know why, there is no opposite sex, and the friends around me have objects, but I am alone, and I don't even have a spare tire.

However, when you get used to it, you will feel that it is not a big deal, we can live well without the likes and praise of the opposite sex of the opposite sex, paint ourselves with light makeup every day, get up early in the morning to go for a run, make yourself a healthy and delicious breakfast, have time to watch a movie, drink a cup of coffee, do not need to please others, we can live a very happy and happy life!

I feel very lonely, I always feel that there is something wrong with me, and then I try all kinds of ways to change myself.

I've been single for 21 years, and I still don't think I'm good enough, I don't have a good skin, I don't have an interesting soul, and I deserve to be single for so long.

I've been in this state for a long time, and I'm used to it, and I don't think it's okay anymore.