Do you yearn for the love between Sanmao and Jose?

<> used to yearn for it, but now it doesn't.

Around the time I was in my first year of junior high school, my sister borrowed me Sanmao's Sahara Desert in high school, and from then on, I began to like Sanmao. One of the reasons I like Sanmao is that her love with Jose is really beautiful and beautiful.

They got married, and now it seems that it was probably a complete naked marriage. Before going to register, Sanmao was still busy decorating their new home, which only had a carpet and a table. Even, they walked to the marriage registry office, and they didn't even have a car.

But this does not affect the quality of their marriage. After marriage, Sanmao wrote and read at home, and Jose worked outside. José's job is an underwater worker, an engineer who has to dive underwater.

On weekends, they have to go around to play, such as going to the tidal flats to collect shells, I remember when they got married, Jose gave Sanmao a gift of camel bones, and Sanmao was very happy about it, and only in this way can the two people be worthy of each other.

After eight years of marriage, they spent more time together and didn't have much chance to get along. However, in terms of soul, their spirits are highly matched, and although Jose has a stubbornness that Sanmao does not understand, and Sanmao has a habit that Jose cannot understand, they are still soul mates.

However, I do not yearn for such love.

Later, José died, dying in an accident that occurred while working underwater. Jose's death was fatal to Sanmao, leaving no room for it, because he met Jose and because of Jose's departure, Sanmao's life after that was incomplete and depressed. I've read her later works, but I don't remember them very much now, probably "Walking Through Thousands of Rivers and Mountains" and "How Much Do You Know About the Flowers in Your Dreams".

The first is about her and her assistant's experience of being hired by a newspaper to travel to Latin America and write travelogues. In that book, I didn't see much joy, only endless sorrow and pain. Sanmao has been to many places, but every time he goes, he has to be sad because he thinks of Jose; The second book seems to be about Sanmao's life for a period of time after Jose's death, with countless care, comfort, and liveliness in the crowd, which is in stark contrast to Sanmao's inner desolation and sadness.

In the real world, there are flowers, mountains and flowers, and Sanmao's heart is frozen in snow.

Yes, Sanmao's love is very beautiful, but I don't dare to have it, so I don't dare to yearn for it. I was afraid that one day I would meet someone I loved so much that I was willing to die with him, and I was even more afraid that he would leave me first, and in either way, I felt that my life was unbearable. As I got older, I realized that I couldn't afford to be hurt.

If you can't grow old in the end, it's better not to meet from the beginning.

I don't want to go, it's too tossed! Without their courage, I hope to live an ordinary, simple life!

Sanmao's works generally have educational topics, family topics, and workplace topics, and love is particularly tragic, and her love with Jose is also love.

Sanmao is a well-known female writer in modern China, and her works express delicate emotions and her own independent female thinking. She has a very good relationship with Jose, and her later works are all expressing her longing for her husband.

Sanmao's works have a kind of independent and sober, but they want to pursue themselves, ** inner sense of guessing ingenuity, is a more unique category than guess the town among many works, and because it is often in the desert nature, the works also have a bit of unruly feeling. For her and Jose's love, many expressed appreciation and blessings, but some people said they didn't understand, in fact, just follow their hearts.