Let s help me analyze my personality and what I want to do in the future!!!!

You say that you don't have any special skills and no capital. Then I think you should learn some specialties, preferably what you like, with an interest in him, you should go back to learn a little faster, and you should not be bored for a long time, when you have a skill, find a related job, make some money, do some business by yourself, use your rich experience in work, and work hard for your future. Let's expand your business after you have more savings!

To be honest, I was very sad to watch, and I didn't know if I should give you an idea. Maybe no one has your problem until now, and your problem is that you are afraid that the advice pointed out to you is wrong and will make your life a mess, but if you don't give any advice, I'm afraid that you will lose your confidence.

I can't say that my advice is for you, only for your reference.

What you lack is not skills, but self-confidence and self-improvement. People can not be self-reliant, but they cannot but be self-reliant.

Since you can post this question, it means that you have a computer, maybe you are in an Internet café, at least you are no stranger to the Internet! There are many places to make money, selling things, freelancers taking tasks, they don't need any professional skills, and they don't need a lot of funds, just see if you have what they need. I can't say much at once, just to unravel you, and I don't need to send points.

Hope your life can be better.

A bad environment is adversity, I hope you will be more determined to follow your own path, and then make some achievements, other people's opinions can only be referenced, your own path is your own choice, don't regret it.

In fact, there is still an admirable side to your personality, and if I had met you in my life, I would probably choose you. No one is perfect, everyone has his shortcomings, but you can accept his shortcomings, so you don't care too much about your uncle, and he doesn't have a family with you, you care so much about what he does, you will only ask for trouble. People don't have to be so rigid in life, do something they want to do, they don't necessarily always have to think about how much money they make, of course, having money is the best, but if you care too much, people will live very tired, life is so short we should live every day we have.

You say you love to read, which is a good thing, but you don't have to be professional, what is the use of what you say in English or something, what is the use of us learning, and you don't go abroad, just comfort yourself. are all adults, as long as you feel that you are right, stick to it, and you can't do anything if you are afraid.

People live for themselves, not for others to do what they want to do, a very vulgar sentence, go your own way and let others go to hell!!

It can be seen that you are very self-motivated. Then you have taken the first step towards success. It's better to do something according to your own strengths to make some money and enrich your cultural knowledge at the same time. Don't waver, you will gradually move towards success and do what you want to do.

I feel like you're learning more about yourself, but you can't fully accept yourself. Perfectionist people are like that, because everyone around you is imperfect, and so are you. And the people you think you can make deep friends with will also feel that they are flawed after you get in touch with them, so you may not be able to find someone worthy of deep friendship without fighting.

Personal opinion. You just love to think, there's nothing wrong with that, and so am I, so naturally there will be a little more trouble, and there are some things that you don't understand now, but as time goes on, you have more experience and you understand what's going on. The so-called 40 is not confused, and the pure group is 60 ears.

Life is important, you don't have to do what you want, look a little more open in life. If you feel like you have a dual personality, why not use the best of both personalities to make yourself better?

By the way, since you are very interested in yourself, I recommend you to do an MBTI or cartel 16pf analysis, you may belong to the rational person who does silver, compare the results, look at the analysis, I think it will be helpful to understand yourself.

I just feel like you're entj, tj obviously, systems thinking. I'm an intj, and it's nice like you. Work hard, you are very capable.

Enneagram is a personality analysis technique, which is a category of personality psychology and an analysis of the psychological personality tendencies of healthy people. In psychology, "personality" has a special concept, in fact, it is better to call it the Enneagram. Enneagram analysis is just one of many personality analyses that, despite being popular, are not authoritative ones.

Any kind of personality test is based on the classification of personality types, which is itself controversial, and even if it is supported by a large amount of data, it is qualitative, and it is difficult to judge the quantitative characteristics poorly. The analysis and interpretation of the results of this test is problematic due to omission.

If it is an ordinary popular psychological test, I have to say that this test is still okay, and the results are close to the accuracy of people's understanding, which is still very bluffing.

The only ones that are more commonly used by professionals are 16pf and Minnesota.

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I've finished analyzing it.,It's a good analysis.,Then I recommend you this book.,Alfred Adler's "Inferiority and Transcendence" is a psychologist oh on par with Freud (I think) I read it pretty well.,The analysis is quite thorough.,There's also a "The Road Less Traveled" I read the first volume.,Amazon can find it.,These two are the best I've read.,I just don't know if it's the style you like.。

Be good to everyone, be really good to good people, pretend to be really good to bad people, and don't say bad things about anyone.

The important thing is to be independent and don't rely on others.

If you hold a grudge, keep it in your mind, but don't keep thinking about it, forget it if you don't have the conditions, and if you have the conditions, you can repay it vigorously, either kill them all, or leave a way back.