How to understand the last sentence in his brother Leslie Cheung s suicide note?

<> under the influence of various unfavorable factors such as the illness not being alleviated, not reducing or stopping work, and not receiving good medical treatment, the death of my brother can be said to be an inevitable result. As for why he didn't take his brother to the doctor, his agent Chen Shufen replied to **: He didn't tell me that he was suffering from depression, and I didn't know until a very late stage.

He didn't want the outside world to know that he was seeing a psychiatrist, for fear that he would be scribbled. Many of his friends have introduced him to different ways to deal with depression, including praying to God and worshiping Buddha. By the time I knew it, he was taking the medication that the doctor had prescribed him.

Whether it's a celebrity like my brother or a patient I met online, they disappeared from this world when they couldn't survive anymore. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if there are fewer unfavorable conditions that affect their ability to get good ** and survive, will they still be able to live in this world, return to a worry-free state, and still smile brightly.

In the special feature of Phoenix Satellite TV's memorial to Leslie Cheung on April 8, the host's evaluation of him chose a plain and safe starting point: beautiful, kind, and true. This is a very rustic evaluation, and this evaluation style is close to Zhang's true life.

But today, it seems that it inadvertently touches a deep structure: truth, goodness, and beauty. The pursuit of truth, goodness and beauty and the realm of attainment represent the essence of Zhang's image and meaning in our hearts.

Leslie Cheung embraced the world with kindness in his artistic career, and faced the truth and inquired about the truth with an astonishing calmness. If there is still a need to define "honest people" in this world, Leslie Cheung is. As a public figure, his courage and strength in facing his heart and life are admirable and emotional.

At this point, he communicated with Lu Xun. With a noble and elegant posture, in the smile and gaze, he alone resists the hegemony and pressure from any direction. He never shy away from his own superficiality or limitations, but admits that superficiality is his wisdom and profundity.

Leslie Cheung's almost inconceivable and convincing adherence to the principle of "goodness" has brought a certain "sacred" meaning to his personal image and even his artistic image. In life, on the stage, people sigh at his humanity and warm side, and his film career performance, that kind of artistic, moral, and true sense of purity, makes him "turn decay into magic", so that he uses the determination to "turn things around", and interprets He Baorong, the "servant street boy" who he doesn't want to agree with, affectionately and extraordinary. Leslie Cheung, who pursues aesthetics, inadvertently broke the artistic rule of "confrontation between beauty and goodness" that has always been admired by aestheticism

Beauty does not have to come at the expense of the good to achieve a breakthrough, and on a deeper level, the supreme beauty and the supreme good will merge with each other. In a sense, appreciating Leslie Cheung, knowing Leslie Cheung, and feeling Leslie Cheung is a luxury, a realm, and an ability, and interpreting Leslie Cheung may be a kind of pressure and a luxury today, but it is also a responsibility.

Leaving does not mean disappearing, leaving and disappearing, are two different concepts. It's been nine years since my "brother" left us, but these nine years are just the passage of time. As long as time remains, the wind will continue to blow.

So the smile is still there, the sound is still there, the light and shadow are still there, and Leslie Cheung is still there. His voice, color, light and shadow, everything exists, Leslie Cheung is still there, and he is by everyone's side.

An artist of no other's time. His superb acting skills. Strict requirements for themselves. The continuous pursuit and breakthrough of art. Single-mindedness and dedication to love. It fully embodies truth, goodness and beauty.

Jacky Cheung described his brother: He is a man who dares to love and has the courage to admit it, dares to speak out without losing proportion, respects his elders, supports his juniors, and specializes in love.

1. People who are professional in their work, serious about life, responsible for their families, do their best for their friends, kind-hearted, and never be late for work or dating.

Compared to his acting skills, his appearance is not worth mentioning; Compared with his character, his acting skills are not worth mentioning.

A generation of artists of the same generation.

He was a gifted performing artist.

"I haven't done anything bad in my life, why. ”

Goodbye, guys, I'll go first.

Regarding this sentence in my brother's (Leslie Cheung) suicide note, I remembered that I saw a live broadcast of online suicide last weekend. The suicide man, who had suffered from depression for many years, said three words at the time:

Why do I get depressed?

I haven't done anything wrong, why is this life?

How blessed is death for me!

The second sentence that the suicide man said, and the sentence that my brother said in his suicide note, I have never done anything bad in my life, why is this? How similar. Judging from years of understanding of depression, they say that this sentence has nothing to do with good people, bad people, good and evil cause and effect.

It's just that depression is too painful to sigh.

Why do I get depression? I often hear people say that people with depression are kind, but this is not necessarily the case. The causes of depression are complex, see What is the nature of depression?

Personally, I think that there are various factors in his illness, and it is not simply a matter of inability to think or physiological changes.

How painful can depression be, and what are the symptoms of depression? - Psychology has most of the symptoms described in the responses. The symptoms of somatization, which were not mentioned much in those answers, were roughly as follows:

Gastrointestinal abnormalities (hiccups, pain, acid reflux, nausea, vomiting, etc.), paresthesias (burning, pain, itching, numbness, ant walking, etc.), neurological headaches and swelling, abnormal cardiopulmonary function (chest tightness, shortness of breath, pain, palpitations, etc.), changes in sexual function and cycle.

Fame and fortune can be earned by oneself, but one's 'heart' is priceless ......I will always be kind to others. —Leslie Cheung said.

I am used to hearing him constantly say thank you at concerts and various public occasions, and more than once he has expressed his gratitude: "I have sound limbs, a kind heart, and a successful career." In this world, being healthy and happy is more important than anything else.

Those of us who are able-bodied, if we do not know grace, are too much in the midst of blessings and do not know blessings. Even when he was forced to end his life with a clear conscience, he was still full of gratitude to the world and to the people in it.

Because it is he who allows us to see the beauty of life and tranquility; It is he who shows us that a person can have a noble personality; It was he who showed us that it was never too late to give to the people around ......

I will be as grateful as you, deeply grateful for the existence of such a beautiful existence as you in the world, and continue to discover the possibilities of truth, goodness and beauty in this world.

If you want to be a fan of him for a long time, you must learn to ignore his last choice, stop thinking about his last thoughts. You have to believe that it was an accident in a sick situation. As a character of that level, he has read countless people in his life, crawled in the crowd, had friction with all kinds of people, was inevitably hurt and deceived, and had a ...... of dissatisfaction with the world when he was depressedThese are all common to all human beings.

These basic human natures, emotions, amplified in the way of life formed by his identity and his later state of health, led to his choices. I firmly believe that if he changes the location, the weather, and the vision, he will still walk in this world.

I can't choose suicide anyway.

The third more classic work is "Farewell My Concubine", which was released in 1993. I don't know what kind of feeling I felt when I was watching this movie, I always felt that Cheng Dieyi had the shadow of his brother on his body, and his brother also had the shadow of Cheng Dieyi. And this film also won his brother many awards and let him go to the world.

I like his love and who resonates with him.

is the first to blow in the entertainment industry, and the only thing that fans don't blow is his glorious jump.

There are too many classics, I like them all.

The classic works left by my brother include "Farewell My Concubine", "East Evil and West Poison", etc., especially Cheng Dieyi in "Farewell My Concubine", which can be said to be unbeatable.

I have to say that Leslie Cheung's departure is indeed a superstar in the entertainment industry, he participated in many movie works during his lifetime, as well as many popular **, what I like the most is his song I am me.

brother Leslie Cheung is very good at both singing and acting, Cheng Dieyi in "Farewell My Concubine"; Ah Zhan in "Different Dimension"; Fang Haotian of "The Family of Martial Arts" is impressive!

Each of Leslie Cheung's works can be called classics, such as "Farewell My Concubine", "A Chinese Ghost Story", etc., these works cannot be surpassed.

He played Cheng Dieyi in "Farewell My Concubine", which has been praised by many people so far. He dedicates his superb acting skills in this movie.

He acted in the movie "Farewell My Concubine", and his wonderful performance in it left a deep impression on us, and it is also one of his classic works.

My brother Leslie Cheung passed away for many years, and he left us these classic works, Farewell My Concubine, Rouge Buckle and The True Story of A Fei, these works are very good-looking.

The elder brother is an all-round star, and in addition to leaving many classic songs, he also has a classic - "Farewell My Concubine", which is an important part of Chinese film history.