What s the one thing that breaks you down the most in your studies?

The first time I was in high school, I took the fourth, and I was divided into arts and sciences in the first year of high school, and I thought I was very smart and I would learn something as soon as I learned it, so I didn't know how to learn science. Because I looked at the overall grades when I was divided, I was placed in a very good science class in our school. It's good, I'm still the same as before, I listened to it in class, I thought I understood it and went to sleep, and then the first placement test, I took the bottom eight.

At that time, I wanted to die, and I felt that I couldn't get this score, and I didn't want to admit this fact. I just want to study hard and take the initiative to move to the last row. But this time it's different, the content of the second year of high school is much more difficult than the first year of high school, and I'm not good at science, so no matter how hard I try, I've been hovering around 15.

It was probably the darkest time of my life, and when you sniff it, it's all a taste of failure.

Exam scores are always countdown, and the hardest thing is not your loneliness, but the frustration that all the hard work you put in has not paid off. Effort, failure, effort, failure, and so on.

You do some math three-dimensional geometry problems, and when you encounter a problem, you think about it for more than 40 minutes, and the scratch paper is full of words and drawings, and ...... picturesTime has passed, and the answer still hasn't come out! The dazzling (no spatial thinking) of the picture was so crazy that he grabbed his hair, and in a fit of anger, he pushed the books on the table all over the ground, and then slowly had to pick them up with tears in his eyes.

None of us know if the college entrance examination will really change our lives, but the reality is that none of us can afford to gamble. So even if the future is unknown and nothing, we can only work hard for the words that are fluttering at the moment, crying after this self-defeating meal, and turning around to quickly memorize the words to be dictated in tomorrow's class. ”

I won't elaborate on the specific experience......The memories were very bleak. A lot of trivial things almost drove me crazy, and finally in a self-study class, the whole person lay on the table and began to cry, I couldn't help but let myself be too loud, and I went home directly after dinner, and I thought about it at home for a night, and the next day I went back to school and still treated everything with a full mental state. All unhappiness depends on how you look at it, just like a glass of water will be very tiring after a long time, and it will be easy to lift it all of a sudden.

In the face of the moment of collapse, of course, we can't be like water, but we must be able to advance and retreat freely.

Learning will never make you collapse, what makes you collapse is that you obviously want to win, want to be better than anyone else, but you don't have the necessary ability, the denial and non-acceptance of self, and the helplessness of the cruel reality.