When does the death of a loved one grieve you the most?

The saddest thing is that after the matter is over, when night falls and sees an empty room, or when you do something familiar with the deceased, or when you wake up in the middle of the night and are alone in a room, this is unavoidable and human. I'm going to cry for more than half a year.

When you just pass away, you will feel sad when you have loved ones, and in the future, you will feel sad as long as it is the day of death, and you will slowly forget it as time goes by, and sometimes you will dream about it.

The most uncomfortable thing is that after a week, when I slowly calm down from the busyness, sadness begins to invade me, everything is like a dream, as if I am in another life, every day with tears on my face, staying in too many past fragments, there are chagrin, sadness, regret, all kinds of emotions are intertwined, and my body deteriorates rapidly.

When we suddenly find that there is no one left to eat, and the place where the old man often sits is empty, and we remember some of the things that the old man often says, we will cry silently.

It's probably when I go to sleep, I wake up at night and look at the emptiness around me, and I feel really lonely and uncomfortable at that moment.

I was getting more and more sad, I seemed to be numb at that time, I saw the clothes used by my relatives, the streets we walked together, and I remembered what he said, and my heart was broken.

I never thought that an ordinary trip out would leave our mother forever and never come home. A car accident caught us off guard and lost our dear mother forever. In the past few days, now think about it, how strong we are, deal with accidents, arrange my mother's funeral, and let my mother settle in the earth as soon as possible.

But now half a year has passed, and I am more and more sad day by day, I miss the pain even more, and I am more sad than she just left suddenly, missing, blaming myself, and feeling guilty. I think of her every day, I think of her in everything, I feel heartache and cry every day, but my mother really can't come back. I still don't want to believe it's true.

In addition to crying, still crying. May Mom be well in the other world.

When I came home, I couldn't see my mother, and my heart was as uncomfortable as a torn one