Ask Zhou Guoping to appreciate The Lost Years !

Zhou Guoping has such a quick sentence in the essay collection "The Distance of Watching": "Because of the loss of childhood, we know that we have grown up; Because of the loss of time, we know that we are alive; Because of loss, we know time. ”

Indeed, in the course of our life's journey, we are always constantly losing. Lose the fantasy of childhood, lose the youthfulness of youth, lose the dream ...... of youth

Childhood is always so unforgettable, in childhood, we once thought that we had eternity. Losing childhood also makes us lose eternity. Looking back on the bits and pieces of my childhood, I was so carefree, although in the countryside, poverty and suffering were often cared for, but looking at my childhood, it was really full of good side.

Ice skating in winter, although thrilling, is infinitely fun. In summer, watch the sunset by the river, pick a few unknown wildflowers, and return to your busy home with the sound of songs. Autumn twilight hours, frolicking and playing with children of the same age ......All this is suddenly like the world, and the beauty of childhood is always so unforgettable.

The dreams of my youth are always so clear, but they are full of a touch of bitterness. After the first taste of the hardships of the world, there is more confusion about their future life, and the children who grow up in the countryside always have such a single choice, either study hard and try to leave; Or, like their parents, rummaging in the land to find their own life.

The years of youth are more dazed. In the more than 10 years of working in the countryside, I often couldn't find my direction, I didn't know what I was going to do, what was going to be? In the midst of the confusion and hard search, I chose to study to change my current situation.

Even the external cold, the singleness of work, could not make me stop reading and thinking.

Life often comes up with a difficult problem when you are a little inattentive to check your pattern and your endurance. I never thought that many years later, I would be here to read, write, and stick to one thing. But it was when there was a problem, and it was also when I racked my brains to think of a way out.

Maybe the years are so ruthless that Hu Zhe has taken us all the way forward. The memories of the past, whether they are sad, unforgettable, or happy, have quietly left with the passage of time, and we seem to be in a movie, seeing our childhood, naughty beckoning away; Youth, in the melancholy and youth, flashed by; What about youth? In the cold winter, under the dim light, in the confused pursuit, fluttering away.

Left the approaching middle age, so that you can't guard against it, so that you don't dare to let go, dare not retreat, dare not slack off. Because there is no support behind you, you have to do your best to deal with all the life you face.

As the book says, "We can never possess time, but time holds our destiny." "Our lives and deaths, our happiness and our calamities have been recorded.

In the dark night, I tasted, dreams, love, all the troubles were peeled off, the years seemed to stand still in an instant, and time froze at this moment. Fate came and went, and what was left behind by an encounter was just a sentimental lonely song.

Time"The son said on the river: The deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night. "In fact, how can time be such a river that allows us to stand on it, and the river flows through us, and I am still the same?

Time is not something that flows past me, it is my life. It is not the days of the calendar that have left me, but the years of my life; It's not even just my age, it's me. Not only can I not get back the years that have passed, but I also can't get back who I used to be.