What hurt you the most so far

Regret and sadness and happiness accompany our lives, every time I regret it, I feel particularly regretful, but time can not be turned back, regret is also a part of life, live in the moment and spare no effort, do not be reluctant, do not deceive yourself, do not give up, regret will be less. My biggest regret at the moment is that I didn't promise my grandfather to push him around the hospital corridor. I grew up in my grandfather's house, and my relationship with my grandfather was deeper than my parents'.

Grandpa has been hospitalized since suffering from throat cancer**, but his body has gradually failed. At this time, I was married and had children, after work, I went to the hospital every once in a while to accompany my grandfather, my grandfather couldn't eat because of the chemotherapy reaction, I was particularly anxious to let him eat more, at this time my grandfather would move in a wheelchair, because he was weak and afraid of falling.

The thing I regret the most so far is that I didn't study hard in high school and didn't get into a good university. When I was in high school, I rarely listened carefully to the teacher's lectures, but I remember that the teacher said that the college entrance examination was a little high, and it would not be so distressed to fill in the volunteers, I didn't understand what the teacher said at that time, until the results came out later, more than ten points higher than the undergraduate line, or the school that applied for this B, or the school of college A, the former tuition fee is very expensive, so I decisively chose the latter.

When I was studying, I didn't go to read and study better, and I wasted 4 years of college in vain. I graduated in July 2015, and it has been more than three years since I graduated. After graduating, I worked in the society for two years, but at that time, I just felt that there were some things that I didn't learn during college, and I felt a little regretful in my heart, and I began to choose the path of entrepreneurship in the second half of 2018, and found that I didn't understand too much.

In a similar ** time, a stranger grabbed my arm and ran down in the chaos, I was still observing the situation at the time, thinking about whether to go down, so I was pulled down by an unknown person in the dormitory next door, to be honest, I was really moved, from the stranger's unintentional move.

The umbrella that appeared on his head unconsciously when it snowed, the basin full of water when he was queuing up for hot water, a cold drink that appeared on the desk in the summer, the cotton coat that appeared on a snowy day, the smile in the corner of his eyes when he was happy, his generous hands and shoulders and the words that inadvertently laughed, and the eternal memory.

Last year, due to busyness, I forgot my birthday, and I dragged my tired body home at night, and the moment I pushed the door, my best friend and other friends appeared in front of me with a cake, and I was moved to cry at that time.

When I braved the heavy snow to make up math for the first time, I thought that the teacher would send a classmate to pick me up and take me to his house, but when I arrived at the gate of the experimental middle school, I saw a teacher in his seventies standing there covered in snow waiting for me.