What thorns did your parents prick in your hearts?

My parents didn't have a thorn in my heart, just because I was a rural child, my parents were frugal, and whenever I saw my parents working hard, it was a deep thorn in my heart.

I always feel that my child is not good, and I talk about myself as a joke in public.

When my girlfriend first went to see my parents at home, we had a good conversation at first, and after lunch, my mother said, "Look at you, it's not as high as my son's diploma, and we still have a house, and I don't know if I think my son is a fool." My girlfriend is a junior college, and I'm an undergraduate, so I messed us up alive, and now it's so heartbreaking when I think about it, and my girlfriend hasn't bothered with me anymore.

When I was in high school, I talked about a boyfriend, and I was scolded by my mother, saying that I should study hard, I understood, obeyed, and worshipped. After graduating from college, I talked about a boyfriend again, and my mother said: Look at his poor and sour appearance.

I said, "He is good to me." My mom said:

What's the use, if you look for it, you have to find a rich one. It's not usually like this, I really can't understand it.

After getting married and having children, no one took the children, so I took my parents to take the children, and after a quarrel with my daughter-in-law two days ago, she said: I don't even want to see my own children, I still want to show you the children, and you don't give me money.

My parents always criticized and beat me, saying that I was not as good as other people's children, and when I went out to look for a job and waited for notices, my mother told the neighbors that I lied to her. I get others to point fingers at me, and I don't communicate with them, always saying that I'm not good at this, that's not good, as if I'm a loser in their hearts, useless, and I've been a little autistic since I was a child because of their education methods.

I just took the high school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school this year, and I remember saying to my parents before the exam: Even if you can't get into high school, it's good to go to a good secondary school. But my grades are considered to be in the upper middle of the class, and it should be that our school is not very good, so my parents asked me to work hard, when I heard them say that I am not as good as anyone, and if I let other people's children change with me, I will have to post tens of thousands more.

I was really sad to hear it.

After graduating from college, I found a job, I felt that it was not suitable for me, and then I began to apply for more other jobs, but it really felt so inappropriate, my parents came to me angrily and said: Just like you bear, like a mental illness, when can you make money to support your family, how to raise children, useless things.

When I was very young, I followed my mother to take a bath, because the water was too hot, my mother dragged me up and rushed, I kept crying, and after washing, I put me on the chair next to me, and saw that I kept crying, so I scolded and slapped me and said: What do you want you to do? What do you want to do?

I just fell off the chair and the scar is still there.

My parents always say that I am a waste, I didn't do anything before, my parents, especially my father, scold people at every turn, force us to study, and often put pressure on us, beating and scolding can make children smarter, hehe, because of them, I can't read. Because of them, I have a hard time living alone now.