When does life feel malicious towards you?

When you are at a low point in your life for a certain period of time, and your worries are one after another, you may have been thinking about the positive energy that you have been thinking about slowly collapsing, and you feel that the whole world is unfriendly to you, and whenever you are at this time, you will tell yourself that the sky will descend on the people, and you must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skin, empty their bodies, and mess up their ......Although I know in my heart that it is self-comfort, it is often in this kind of self-comfort that the haze dissipates and the sun is still shining.

Full of malice, I think it should be from the beginning of entering the society, at that time I began to understand the warmth and coldness of the society, and the world is cold, and I really understood that the only person in this society who can be trusted is myself.

Just 10 years ago, I entered a good job by chance, and through two years of continuous efforts to reach a monthly salary of 2w, that was in 08 years in the fourth-tier cities to reach this income level is quite good, but because I was too young at the time, I had no concept of financial management, and I didn't know how to be thrifty, and I was carried away by the feeling of forgetting myself. Constantly spending every day, and hiring someone to spend your own unfinished salary, this feeling is unforgettable in this life. When I lost that job, I was already facing the stage of marrying a wife and buying a house, but I had nothing, and suddenly I realized that the "$" thing was so important.

But I've lost it, completely. I think many young people may have this experience, and I hope to give young people some reminders! This mallet of mine is not light.

After giving birth to a child, I suddenly found the cruelty and reality of life, and suddenly grew up with the courage to take responsibility, the double pressure from the family and society, we need to work hard to live a better life, we should come out of the anxious mood and face life positively, although life has given us a heavy blow, but we must always fight for life. At any time, life is easy, life is easy, life is not easy.

When I forgot how to love, I was admitted to a college with a 1:7 ratio of men to women. Every day, there are all kinds of girls on campus, but there are no ones I like (maybe I really don't like people anymore) I think, this is already very malicious.

Just like it is now. The eldest aunt always encounters all kinds of things, which makes you feel anxious and angry. It's very sad and sad, the kind that will break down and cry because of which point.

I remember that the quality of the school uniform at that time was particularly bad, and the elbow could not be worn out for a semester, because I was poor, I couldn't afford to buy a new one, so I could only wear patched clothes, and one day when I was doing exercises, the head teacher dragged me to the front of the team, and scolded me for wearing torn clothes, which affected the image of the class, and asked me to go back to buy a new one, I still remember her ugly face!

With a lifetime so long, it is difficult to guarantee that you will not be harmed by others, and it is difficult to avoid encountering the malice of others. In my life, I have met people close to me who tell some of their secrets to other irrelevant people, but they don't care whether you care or not. I have also encountered being scolded by a boy and losing his temper at himself.

was called to the door of the class by the English teacher and scolded himself loudly, and the male classmates in the next class heard it. After coming out of the society, I encountered the misunderstanding of the leader but could not explain in time that I was constantly labeled as bad by my colleagues.

My husband and I have been married for ten years, we met on a blind date, and we got married in a flash for three months, and our sons and daughters are smart, cute, beautiful and sensible. My husband's family is poor, we borrow money when we get married, and after marriage, we pay off our accounts, save money, start a business, and we can't say that we are rich and expensive until now, but a well-off is a must, and we all have it when ordinary people have, and occasionally we can be extravagant. The other night he came home from drinking too much and said:

It's been a long time since he's drunk, and only when he's drunk will he think of the person he loves the most, and only when he's drunk will he know who he loves the most. I know that the person in his mouth, younger and more beautiful than me, was his first love, because her husband's family was poor and finally broke up because of her family's opposition. The next day, I cut off my long hair, which I had been ten years old, and swore that he was no longer the center of my life, and that after that I would love only my sons and daughters in this family for the rest of my life, and that I could afford to give them a good life.

Love doesn't exist for me....

When faced with a broken relationship and a divorced marriage, when the lawyer said to me, you have to do this and you have to do that, facing the law of the court judge, it is a devastating thing. When you have a refrigerator downstairs and need to move to the fifteenth floor, the only person I can think of who can help is the rental agent brother, helpless and collapsed. When the child hung up **, hiding in the room crying alone, I didn't know what was happening, at this time there was a wall between the child and the parents, and at this time, I was as helpless as her.

Thorns along the way, I feel that there is always a force in the dark to torture myself, maybe life is like this. Trying to adapt to life, always at an inadvertent time, defeated by some people or things, unable to understand life anymore. Fate is really hard, and life is indeed very tiring.

As long as it is harmless, and there is no damage to personal safety and money and property, it can be ignored. It's not that I don't care, it's that there's no need to waste time paying attention to this kind of villain, if he really pushes me to be anxious again and again, I'll make him unable to live in peace....

I have enough ability to control the work I like, and the realization of my ideal is close at hand, but I have to watch it go against my eyes and go further and further. The trick of fate was forced to be blocked.

In 16 years, my mother was seriously ill, running around the city's big hospitals, not mentioning how much money was spent, all I got was to go home, don't look at it, I felt that the family had lost its backbone all of a sudden, my kind mother had never done anything bad in her life, none of the neighbors said that she was unfriendly to people, but why did good people not have good rewards? It's really desperate!

It's been hard in my life, but my enlightened life! Go with the flow, be content, and follow the path of cultivation. Happy life is in the bottom of the world, do a good job of your own kindness and self-discipline, and have contentment in the depths of your soul, always be happy with nature, and everything has a certain number.

When buying your first home. The money earned in the first year is enough for a down payment, and the money earned for another year in the second year is still only enough for a down payment. Also, when I took the subway, I was the first in the number with a big bag of things, but I didn't get a seat!