What is the one thing that makes you feel the most hopeless

The day that made me feel the most desperate was the day my parents divorced, I remember that I was very young at that time, they quarreled every day, and sometimes even fought, in fact, I was very young at that time, but I also had thoughts, I also had emotions, but I was more powerless, just watching them fight day by day, day by day, and finally one day these are over! I live with my dad! For me, that day was really desperate, watching everyone eat and sleep together as a family of three, and go out together, but I was faced with the reality of having to accept the loss of one forever, I couldn't accept it, but I was small, I was helpless, helpless, and more powerless!

What a desperate day! ‍‍

The most helpless thing is to come out for an internship some time ago, a person ran to a city, at that time I was confident slowly, I felt that I could find a job quickly, but the reality taught me a lesson, when I interviewed the first one, I heard that the intern directly said no, the second one took a 3-hour bus over, and said that the supervisor of the interview was not there, let me go the next day, and then the next day when I went to the interview, said that we are not recruiting now. At that time, I had 500 cash on my body, and there were more than 100 in the card, and when I came back by bus that day, my wallet fell, and I had a student ID, a student ID, a driver's license, and some other bank cards, and the money in the card was only enough for me to buy train tickets and bus tickets, because my family was in the countryside, and I bought a ticket in the early morning of the third day, and I slept in the Internet café at night for those two days, and I didn't have money to go online, so I took my luggage to find a corner to sleep there, and found a place to sit during the day, and I ate a few buns in the morning for those two days. At night, when I was hungry, I went to drink water, and when I brought a water cup, I went to someone else's store and asked if I could give me a glass of water.

My girlfriend asked her family to see me many times, but she was all refused! I also want to have beaten ** many times to show my sincerity, I hope they can accept it! My girlfriend graduated, her parents asked her to go home to work, and my girlfriend went home because of this, and she continued to do the mental work of her family!

In the end, my family still didn't approve of us being together! At this time, we are all at the age when it is time to get married, and both parents are a little anxious! Finally one day, my girlfriend suddenly said to me how can we be together if this continues, let's break up, after this thing is said my mind is clouded, I don't know what to say, suddenly I feel that I have no way at all, helpless, frustrated, sad, tired, all kinds of emotions come to my heart!

At that time, I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into! The relationship we have worked so hard to support for so many years is just broken? No result at all?

We didn't have contact for a while, and then I went into an emotional downturn, and I felt so tired from life, so tired from my heart! What am I going to do! I'm confused!

After a while, we both cleaned up our moods, we started to contact each other, knowing that we were still in love with each other, and I had mixed feelings, so I made up my mind to go directly to my girlfriend's house to talk to her parents without being invited. Started arguing with his girlfriend's father. I talked a lot that night, and we both talked about each other again, but he still firmly disagreed with us being together, and I made up my mind to marry her, and in the end it was late, and the eviction order had been issued, and I had to go.

I was a young child, and one day my sister and I were at home while my parents were out running errands. But they didn't come back until it was dark outside. We don't know how to cook yet, let alone eat.

So at first, it was fine, but then my sister couldn't stand it anymore and started crying, and when she started crying, she couldn't hold it back. I couldn't coax her. Looking at the dark night outside, the branches of the trees swaying in the cool wind, as if I had heard a ghost story when I was a child, so I couldn't help crying later.

While we were crying, our parents finally came back and our mood gradually stabilized. In the past, in order to make children obedient, people always liked to use ghost stories to scare children, but they didn't know that this increased the fear of the world in the process of children's cognition of the world, so that children had psychological shadows early. In addition, parents leave their children at home and do not take them with them, which increases the inexplicable loneliness and helplessness of the children. ‍‍

I think the most desperate thing in my life is waking up in the morning to put on my socks and not find another one.

The score of the college entrance examination is much worse than the ideal university, and no matter how it is, I can't decide on it, thank you for the university I missed, I will definitely be desperate.

It's that when I'm more down, others don't help me better.

I often think that after my brother takes his daughter-in-law, my mother can worry less and live a happy and peaceful life, but I didn't expect that after taking it, it will bring more pain to my mother, so it's better not to take it!

On a 38-degree night in the summer, I took a shower and went into the air conditioner to sleep, but the power went out, and I was so hot that I couldn't sleep, and I wanted to play with my phone and found that my phone was out of battery, and despair surrounded me like the darkness around me.

Everyone will have helpless things, but I don't think there will be only one helpless thing, everyone will experience a lot of helpless things, but there will always be a few things that will break your heart. 35 years old this year, but also brilliant, but also encountered a lot of helpless things, small things, low height was always bullied by classmates, at that time I felt very helpless, although I can't fight, but every time I fight back, after participating in the work, I have also encountered a lot of helpless things, there is always a sentence to encourage myself, life is like fighting the landlord, it is impossible to win, and it is impossible to always lose! There are four seasons of flowers, some bloom in spring, some bloom in autumn, and some people are like plums, blooming in winter!

It was when I was very young, and because I was young and vigorous, my business was going well, and I was a little inflated. At that time, he was in the wood processing business, and because he did not have an accurate estimate and judgment of the market, he blindly invested in a deep processing project. For me, millions of dollars of investment were taken out at that time!

However, the new premises and equipment that had just been put into the market caught up with the financial crisis, and the products produced could not be sold, and the workers still needed to raise funds. And the cash in hand bought all the raw materials. The product has caused a large backlog, and the capital chain has been broken, which is really a white boy's head overnight!

It was really helpless and desperate! There were a lot of people who came to ask for accounts, and it was really an ordeal to think about those days. But with the credibility he has cultivated over the years, he finally got through the difficulties!

It also gave me a new understanding of how I think about life! ‍‍

The most desperate thing that makes me feel is that my poor born child, in order to realize my dreams and ambitions and make the life of the people in my hometown better, I chose to start a business after working for a few years! As a result, he worked hard from penniless to nothing, and worked hard from nothing to being in debt. In order to repay the debt, I returned to the production line again, ran takeaway from the construction site warehouse, from a very clear life positioning and goal to the current vague, hopeless and helpless I have no choice, I have never believed in fate, and now I can only follow my fate, from the beginning of the good expectations, to the last ray of hope, in the despair step by step, and finally sleepless.

They are the crushing agents and poisons that destroy the spirit, and they haunt me like demons every day, and this feeling is truly unforgettable. Perhaps this is the pain of failure! ‍‍

May it bring you joy every day.

In 2012, he was deceived into doing a pyramid scheme. Spent all my savings. You have to save money to deceive your relatives and friends.

As a result, they all cut ties with me. When I returned home in 2013, all my relatives and friends did not interact with my family. I went to find a job as a sales manager, because I had no practical experience, and people listened to me talk for a long time.

Weakly ask, what products have you sold and how did you sell them? What is the performance? Blind me!

After finding a lot of jobs and hitting a wall, I was disheartened. The rent is due, and the ** fee is running out. I finally found a job, and I have to pay my salary on the 25th of the next month.

There was only 267 yuan left before the salary was paid, and the company did not provide food and housing. Fast food costs 10 yuan a meal. It can only be used.

People are unlucky enough to drink cold water and stuff their teeth. I also had a high fever and inflammation of the tonsils. took medicine and injections, and went for more than 170 yuan.

There are only more than 80 yuan left on his body, and there are more than 10 days before his salary is paid. You can only eat steamed buns instead. When I was about to pay my salary, a colleague came to play with me, so I invited him to eat fried rice and bought a pack of cloud cigarettes for a total of 24 yuan.

It's only 50 dollars left. I finally got paid, and I told the landlord before that I would pay the rent, but the boss of the company said that the newcomer had to put a month's salary on ,,, moment.

The rent was not paid, ** no fee. I can't afford to smoke anymore. I can't even afford to eat steamed buns.

There were a few days when I only had one breakfast... It was a desperate time.

Broken love, and he was introduced by a friend, I didn't know anything about his family before the introduction, and then I started dating, I didn't like it very much at first, he took me to the most fun places in the city and the county, took good care of me, got along for 2 months, I slowly had feelings for him, I was in love, I wanted to go to get a marriage certificate with him, just a few days after I just proposed, he suddenly asked me, do I mind what happened to him before? I didn't know at all, I had burst into tears when he typed that paragraph, he had been divorced and had no children, the marriage partner met on the Internet, and he got married after 1 month of acquaintance, and he was also helpless at that time, and it was the family that urged him. He asked me if I minded, it didn't matter, he didn't regret knowing me.

I was carried away by love at the time, and I said I didn't mind. After that, we were still together, until half a year after we met, I talked about him to my parents, and my parents firmly disagreed, he was from the countryside, and he sold rice noodles, no house, no car. I don't even dare to say that he is still divorced, maybe my abandonment is right, he has already deleted me.

It's much more comfortable to say it, maybe there will always be something to experience on the way to growth.

It can be said that it is the most desperate and saddest thing, I have been a left-behind child since I was a child, at home in addition to having a better relationship with my grandmother, that is, with an old grandmother in the same village, she often comes to play with my grandmother, slowly I also like this cheerful old grandmother, I rarely go home when I grow up to study, I am free that day, and it is almost my grandmother's birthday, I carefully prepared a gift, I want to give her a surprise, I finally waited until the holiday home, I want to give my grandmother, but I heard people in the same village say that he died, But I didn't know about it, and then my grandmother told me that my grandmother was in a car accident, two broken ribs, and her feet were disabled, and then I really couldn't stand it, so I left first, before leaving, she also told my grandmother not to tell me, how long can I hide it, after hearing the news, I burst into tears, it turns out that there are still people who love me so much, and I have long regarded her as my own grandmother in my heart, her departure makes me really feel very uncomfortable, I also hope that the elders in the family are still there, Treat them well and don't regret them like I did.

What's the most desperate thing I've ever experienced?

The crisis of love and abandonment in childhood, when I was fostered by my parents in a relatively strange aunt's house, I have regarded my aunt as a mother for a long time, my biological parents came to pick me up that year, I looked back and looked desperately at the "mother" let a "strange woman" take me away, at that time the feeling of being abandoned by my mother was extremely desperate, after a period of time on the side of my biological parents, when I was about to adapt to the new family, the old aunt who lived next door gave birth to a sister, I was very happy, But I didn't get taken seriously soon after my sister was born, which made me feel uneasy, and as my sister grew up, my mother always compared my sister to me, and I hated this new life! This sister would often come to my house and steal everything I had and taunt me for being a child that no one loved. Eventually, I couldn't stand it anymore and when I asked my parents out loud if they loved me, their answer was "No!"

We don't love you at all, you're good for nothing! "The feeling at that time was that the body had no strength, that feeling of powerlessness, that feeling of despair. Since then, I've often worried that one day I'll be called.

The most desperate thing I have ever experienced is that my husband and I owe tens of thousands of dollars in foreign debt, and by the end of this month, I have not been able to afford to have children, and he has not cared much about me since I was pregnant.

My mother was hospitalized for craniotomy surgery, and I was alone to take care of and accompany me, and I experienced the loneliness and despair for the first time.

Once my father was sick and just after the operation, there was no money in the hospital card the next day, my family was still building a house in the bank, and the loan money in the bank was also used up, and my own brother didn't help me get money, I still had to take care of my father, just alone, I didn't know when I went home, I went to ** to find money, that was my most desperate time,

When business is sluggish, you can't get your debts back, and you don't even have pocket money, and you can't even afford cabbage.