Am I not suicidal? What the situation

I don't know what's going on?

Thank you for your invitation, I once knew a person who had suffered from depression.

If you just think of depression as an "emotional cold", then you probably really haven't had depression ......

What is a cold? Does a cold make you feel pain and want to solve your own life? Depression is not an understatement, if it does not cause panic, I prefer to compare depression to a demon that has the ability to take the soul of people, and this demon always makes people delirious and confuses the world and society in front of them.

What about people who committed suicide because of depression but didn't succeed? How are they doing now? Three "experienced" and former depressed patients told the truth, which is really emotional!

I didn't think much of it at the time, I just thought it was boring. Actually, I didn't have the impulse, really, I wanted to leave this world soon, in fact, there was no fear of career, and there was no expectation of death. Overall, I don't think I'm in any different state than if I died.

Because I'm like a person who people say".Some are dead, but they are still aliveThere are people who are alive, but they are deadThe latter of these sentences.

Now I am also calm, I can say that I have completely escaped the depression, because there is still a special emotion in my current calm: I also do not understand myself at the beginning. I don't know why I did it, even though I remember what I said, but I don't remember why I said those things, what they meant, I don't remember ......

It was like a dream, and now that I woke up, everything was in a trance. "I feel like this society is like a string of **. This is what I wrote in my diary before I committed suicide.

Programmer, I'm a programmer, and my daily job is to deal with "0" and "1".

Now it's good! At the time, I thought the sky was falling, but now that I have recovered, my life has gradually changed for the better, and I really just had to get through that difficult day.

Maybe it's a new life, or maybe it's a makeshift life.

The woman who committed suicide by light later became mentally ill.

It seems to me that there are only two outcomes for people who attempt suicide!

One is to lose the fear of death and live wellBecause I am not even afraid of death, let alone lifeThe other is the fear of dying again, so they cherish their lives even moreTry to get yourself out of the current situation, there are such examples around me!