What is the person you have buried deep in your heart?

I've always had a boyfriend, and my boyfriend has always been very nice to me, very considerate, and spoils me like a daughter, but I've always secretly hidden someone in my heart. That person fulfilled all my expectations of a partner, and in my heart, he was a light. But for various reasons, we didn't get together, and it wasn't until I had this boyfriend that I gradually lost contact with him completely.

Gradually, we got used to the days when we withdrew from each other's lives, and I didn't miss it so much. Occasionally, I dream about it, and when I wake up, I will be in a trance for a morning. He often travels to my city on business, and I always look forward to meeting him again on a street in this huge city.

How I look forward to being able to meet him again and then say goodbye and cherish.

After a thousand sails, even if he fails to be with this person in the end, even if he becomes the most familiar stranger in the end, he will still leave a space in his heart, no one can replace him, no one can surpass, no one can violate.

It's probably countless nights when I think of him, and then cry alone, the person I really like can't forget, when you meet someone else, you also think he is like him, that feeling is to flirt, no feeling of liking, no interest in meeting new people, no interest in understanding anyone, knowing that we can never be, but always reminiscing, but sometimes I feel very warm, because it's such a night that I also think about him, we are not in the same school, and I will always be stunned for a few seconds when I see someone like him, oh, This person walks like him, I can only think about it like this, I don't know how long this feeling will last, it doesn't matter, I don't want to forget him, I have to remember him well.

Seeing her clothes from afar, I thought it was that person, so I quickly ran over, stretched out my hand to say hello, and found that she was no longer in the city. In my dream, I saw her smiling and wanted to go over and hug her, but I found that I couldn't catch the corner of your clothes. In addition to her, she always subconsciously keeps a distance when she walks with the opposite sex around her, and she thinks she won't be misunderstood when she sees it, right?

But in the dead of night, I thought that she had already thrown herself into the arms of others, and her silent crying was uncared for.

My husband's appearance, tall and handsome, it's been four years, and when I think of it, it's always that smiling face, I'm slowly aging, and he will always stay at forty years old. Sometimes walking on the noisy and bustling street, there are so many people walking by, but you can't see the familiar person.

I have been in love several times, but in the end, it ended in regret. Everyone has advantages and disadvantages, only after understanding his shortcomings, will you tolerate him, or like him, then he is the right person in your heart. How to put it, I'm not a person who talks a lot, and neither is he, but he knows me so well, whether it's at work or in life, he often makes me feel relaxed and doesn't have to worry about anything.

When I quarrel with my friend and am unhappy, I will only keep my face stiff and not speak, he will guess randomly, knowing that I have quarreled with my friend, he can guess what I will say next, and learn the tone of my quarrel and talk in a good way, which makes me laugh.

Is there anyone who is deeply treasured in your heart? It's very simple, yes, there is a person who has lived in my heart for a long time, and it was not until I met my current husband that I really walked out of that love ...... that never started

I met him in high school, just when I was ignorant of love, a very beautiful age, a very simple thought, and a simple crush. He studied well, was handsome, had a good personality, and was very neat and neat, in short, at that time, I looked at him well, and I could use the fan sister to describe my expression when I looked at him. The girls in the class like to ask him questions, why ask him questions, not to mention that everyone understands.

But I have an advantage, he is my front table, for this, I don't know how many times I secretly laughed, so I would ask him questions every time, and he was always very patient and serious, and I just looked at him, and I didn't listen to him at all. My table mate was of the precocious type, and she quickly saw what I thought was a secret crush, and I had to admit it obediently and tell her all I thought. What I didn't expect was that my table mate actually supported me to say what I thought in my heart, but I didn't, compared to this boy, I was so inferior that I still didn't have the courage to say it in the end.

That's how I had a crush on this guy for two whole years, and the crush was painful and happy, and I spent two years in pain and happiness. One day, suddenly came the news that this boy was going to transfer schools, and I asked around if it was true, until the news was confirmed, I burst into tears, and I was very presumptuous, crying in the classroom. But tears can't change what has become a fact, I have been listless for several days, although I didn't start this relationship, but I can see him every day, talk to him, the key is that he has no friends of the opposite sex, I have a chance, now that he is gone, leaving our school, I will never see him again, when I think of this, tears can't stop flowing down......In those days, thanks to the enlightenment of my tablemates, I was able to come out of the shadows, but I didn't come out completely, maybe this love, this unrequited love has lived in my heart for too long, and I am used to a person having this love, this love has become a part of my heart, not that it can be erased if it is erased.

Although a long time has passed now, my eyes will still be moist when I write it, so I think it is a tribute to the simple and beautiful ignorant love of the past.

It wasn't until my third year of high school that I met my current husband, who gave me care and protection, and meticulous care, which allowed me to truly come out of that unforgettable love that did not start ......

Time is always changing, no one can know what will happen in the next second, so when a person leaves, don't keep, don't hope, live a good life, maybe it's been in my heart is my first love, after all, it's been almost 4 years, we loved each other very much at the beginning, and the relationship has been very good, I went to school and he went to work, maybe this is the gap between us, and there is very little time to meet, but it's good that we have each other in our hearts, there are too many good memories between us, there are many happy moments, I still remember, His romance towards me, although I was vexatious, I was angry, he would still come to coax me, he had always been very good to me, very caring, he gave me his tenderness, he gave me his intimacy, maybe in the end he was really tired, tired of this life, he didn't like to see little of each other, he didn't like the days when he couldn't see each other, slowly we had more and more contradictions, often quarreled, but there was no way, in the end we chose to separate, he became someone else's side, and I was no longer that me, Don't talk about resentment or revenge, maybe I'm quite happy to think about it now, after all, there are so many good memories at the beginning, after all, I loved each other deeply at the beginning, he was in my heart, there was no love, no hate, just quietly stayed in my heart, I didn't have any thoughts about him wanting to reconcile, but he was there, just because he loved deeply.

I believe that everyone should have a person in their hearts who is hard to forget, who is reluctant to talk about it to others, but just buries him in their hearts and makes it a secret. Of course, I'm also a human being, a normal person with joys and sorrows, so I will also have nostalgia. I remember that it should have been my junior high school days, and I should have been ignorant at that time, and the youthful emotions of my youth at that time seemed so beautiful now.

He, not particularly outstanding, not so outstanding in learning, and ordinary people are no different, maybe we are in adolescence, just like that inexplicably attracted, the good feeling in my heart I don't know when it was like this, at that time we didn't know what liking was, what love was, just felt that person looked very comfortable, gave people a good feeling, in the end I didn't say my feelings about him, has been hidden in my heart, maybe that's a hazy and vague feeling, Looking back on it now, it's also very beautiful. I regret that I didn't have the courage to say what I really thought at the time, but I think it would be best to stay in the same way I was at that time.

Now that I have gone to college, the years are like a song, looking back on the past, I leave more than regrets. Occasionally, I will hear friends mention his recent situation, it seems that he is about to start a family, recalling the immature emotion at the beginning, it seems to be just a joke now, that unspoken emotion, will always be hidden in the heart, after all, it has become a lost beauty, thanks to his participation in the best situation of life, let that person have been buried in the deepest part of the heart, let that beautiful feeling become a part of the journey of life.

That boy taught me ...... grow up