I feel like it s hard to hold on, what s the hardest dilemma I m facing at the moment?

The hardest predicament I'm suffering from right now is that I can't find my job, so I can't support myself.

I have to say that I really feel very difficult now, it is very stressful to be alone with a child, and the child is about to enter junior high school, and the financial aspect is also facing great pressure.

It was the dilemma of starting a business that caused me to be penniless and failed to start a business, which made me feel that I was particularly difficult.

I don't know what I should do, and I don't know where to start. I feel very tired, and it's hard to get through.

At present, the biggest dilemma encountered is the economic difficulties, and the work is not going well, so the economic pressure is the greatest this year.

I haven't been able to find my way forward, and I'm always struggling to stay where I am, and I think that's the hardest dilemma I've ever faced.

Since the day I entered the society, I have always looked forward to a better life, and I once had dreams, but they have been shattered in my life. Since then, I've been in a state of confusion, not knowing what I should do in the future or what I can do.

Life without goals has no direction, and although it has been moving forward, it is aimless. Since graduating, I have changed several jobs, and I have been doing each job for a few years, but most of these jobs are in different industries, and I have not accumulated anything over the years.

Life has come to this point, I already feel that life is very difficult, whether it is work experience, connections, or strength and courage, I don't seem to have accumulated.

But as I grew older, I couldn't stop my life, so I had to move forward slowly step by step, but I still don't know what lies ahead.

For me, not having a direction or a goal is the hardest dilemma. I've thought about my life and what is the hardest thing right now. Maybe I need a stable job, maybe I need to start a business, maybe I should live like this, there are so many possibilities in the future, but I don't know which path will lead to success.

I've been struggling and wandering in the same place, and I haven't made much progress over the years, and I don't know what I can do to make my life more meaningful, and I don't know what else I can do now.

I could only make the quality of life as good as I could and continue to struggle with the confusion.

The direction in which a person is moving is like a lighthouse seen in the sea, with the existence of a lighthouse, we will never lose ourselves, and when we lose our direction, the path of life is always difficult to choose.

I want to have a direction, I want to have the power from the heart, but I don't know what it is.

The biggest dilemma is that I can't break through my work, and then I still stand still, which is the most difficult dilemma I have encountered, and I feel very uncomfortable.

Because of the work relationship, I am used to seeing helpless eyes, living unhealthily, struggling to die, and more unwilling and helpless to leave. So, it's very important to be alive and healthy. When I see many young patients with high blood pressure, high blood lipids, high blood sugar, and high uric acid, who are under the age of 40, taking a lot of medicine every day, I feel very helpless in my heart, because many of them have obvious risk factors for the above diseases, such as poor lifestyle, obesity, and unhealthy diets.

In my most helpless and difficult time, I never gave up, because I had to live a healthy life, as a son, I had parents to support, as a father, I had children to raise, as a husband, I also had to grow old with my lover; As a doctor, I have many patients who need my guidance**.

When I was most helpless and difficult, I remember only 5 yuan once, and when my husband came back for a meal, I was still pregnant, supporting me to live, and the financial support and spiritual support given by my family made me overcome difficulties and ups and downs. The mentality of insisting on being able to see hope has always been there, and finally peeling off the clouds and seeing the sunrise.

I think everyone has experienced life and love, and some of them have to go to work. The ups and downs of life, the sweetness or sorrow of love, the ups and downs of work, all of this is inseparable from everyone. In the face of the vagaries of life, people want to live happily, and no one wants to live a bitter time.

This world is wonderful, the world is big, the world is noisy, and life is lonely. Behind the short life, there are joys and sorrows of life. Some people have been blessed and noble, and some people have been brilliant for a short time.

Some people have experienced joys and sorrows, some people only live an ordinary life, and some people have had ups and downs. No one can predict the changes in the world, only those who have experienced it know life better.

Proud. Instead of wasting time depressed, make yourself stronger. The darkest time is your chance to speak to your soul. Learn a skill, learn a musical instrument, read through a book, ......In this way, every time you are confused, every time you are disappointed, you will become better.

There are always twists and turns in life, when I was forty years old, my wife suffered from depression, she didn't sleep at night and was groggy during the day, her two children were in school, and the burden of life was on my shoulders alone. In addition to production and life, the most important thing is to see a doctor for his wife, seek medical advice everywhere, and finally take Chinese medicine for more than a year to regulate the basic treatment. I was busy that year, and I couldn't spit well at night, and I almost collapsed!

But you can only persevere, otherwise the family will be over. After that, my wife recovered from illness and shared it with me, and my life gradually improved, my eldest daughter also graduated from college and worked, and my younger daughter took the college entrance examination next year. It's like seeing a rainbow after a storm!

The greatest happiness in life is peace.

At the most difficult time in my life, I only had 10 yuan left in my pocket, and my salary would not be paid until tomorrow, so my girlfriend and I walked for a long time to find a fast food restaurant for 10 yuan. I will always remember, that day it was drizzling, we held a small broken umbrella, after finding the restaurant, I saw the raindrops on your forehead, the two of us only ordered a shredded pork rice, you ate a little bit to me, no meat, I was reluctant to eat meat, and moved it to you, that bowl of rice felt like eating for ten years so long, many people looked at us with their spare eyes, you are not shy, and have been giving me encouragement, I am very moved, tears involuntarily flowed down, dare not look up for fear of being seen by you! With your encouragement and companionship, I have had a hard time in my life without any money!

From that day on, I just wanted to live up to you in this life.

My wife and I have been married for five years, in these five years, we are also like other young people, in order to live and work hard for our dreams, have done small businesses, have been sales in various industries, pressure is beating us all the time, just this year we gave birth to a lovely baby, joy and worry at the same time, worried about the growth of children, worried about the current and future life all the high expenses, whenever I fall into contemplation, my wife will tell me a lot of chicken soup for the soul! In fact, I know that she is not as strong as me, and I love you.

How did you survive the most difficult time? In fact, I feel hopeless about life many times, although many times I read books, or after listening to other people's advice, it seems that I have some changes in my view of life, but after that, I still habitually feel hopeless about the world. The kind of person who can't rely on others when he is in difficulty, of course he can face financial difficulties, and he still has to face his own spiritual difficulties even after being comforted by others.

When I was a sophomore in high school, my grades were so poor that a lot of my studies were wasted, and at that time, I was addicted to the Internet, playing games online all night every day, and then I went to class the next day to sleep, and I didn't have much interaction with my classmates. Finally, after I went to sleep, I was dragged to the office by the head teacher and said that he wanted to expel me, but in fact, I knew that the head teacher could not expel the students, so he could only humiliate me with various words.

After the humiliation, he began to follow the temptation, both soft and hard, and tried to persuade me to drop out of school, and I did not disappoint him, and I didn't want to go to school in my heart. So he did as he wanted, dropped out of school and left.

After dropping out of school, I went to work in other places with a classmate who didn't go to junior high school, and I went to Wuxi at that time, and I found an electronics factory at random, and we went in. Which electronics factory is a twelve-hour working day shift and night shift work, the usual work is to check some parts on the assembly line, the work is very boring.

At that time, I saw that there were people working on the assembly line around me, all of them were old, there were young people in their twenties, middle-aged people in their thirties and forties, and there were students who had just dropped out of school like me.

I sat next to the assembly line, looking blankly at everything around me, the huge factory, the workers in their work clothes with indifferent expressions on their faces, the smugness on the faces of the leaders and the sound of the machines constantly operating, and suddenly felt a sense of fear.

I was only eighteen years old that year, and everyone else took the college entrance examination at the age of eighteen, and then went out to celebrate with my family during the summer vacation, and then chose a good university with good grades, met an ordinary girlfriend, and then graduated and worked, and there were girlfriends around to live a happy life. I turned around and looked around me, and I was really scared, what about my future, did I just stand on this assembly line and do twelve hours a day?

But I'm not reconciled, I'm so desperate, I also want to go to school and take the college entrance examination, get into a good university, find a beloved girlfriend, and then meet the challenges in society.

When I made a choice in the face of such difficulties in life, I finally chose to go back and continue studying, and I didn't survive much, but that was the most difficult time for me, and I cried many times.

The most difficult time so far should be the third year of high school.

In others, I have mentioned that I only started to study hard in the second year of high school, so my foundation will be much worse than others.

I didn't have much pressure to work hard for the whole year of high school, because my parents didn't expect much from me at that time, and I thought that I could go to a better second book.

But with the improvement of my grades, my parents' expectations for me are also rising day by day, from the first two, to one, to 211, and then to 985

They didn't say anything about the class, but I could feel their expectations.

When I was in the third year of high school, the school said that it was divided into two experimental classes, but I don't know why, it was only divided into one that year, and because I didn't get into the top 50, I didn't enter that class, but entered the so-called key class, and my student number was No. 2.

If it is the last place in the experimental class, maybe my pressure will not be very great, because I don't have to worry about my regression, as long as I move forward one is a successful performance, but in the second place in the key class, although everything is blocked by the first place, the psychological pressure is still very great, and if I am not careful, it is a regression, and it is more difficult to progress than to ascend to the sky.

Facts proved that my worries were correct, and in the first monthly exam of the first semester, I became the ninth in the class, and many dark horses rushed out of the class at once.

So I started all kinds of efforts, I was the first student to arrive at school every day in the third year of high school, and at noon, I often didn't go to the cafeteria to eat in order to sort out the knowledge points in the morning, and I didn't talk to my parents on the way home, but memorized the knowledge points in the small book by myself.

But it's just so hard, I still didn't get the first in the next few exams, I remember one time I couldn't stand the review, one buried in front of the desk and cried, and I recorded a paragraph for myself with ***, and continued to cry and endorse after recording.

I survived the entire senior year of high school, and in despair, I relied on the recording to encourage myself, and ushered in June.

On the day of the college entrance examination, I answered all the papers very calmly, and then silently went back to school to move my things.

Long after the results came out, when I went back to school to get the file, I realized that I was the first in the class, the only time I was first.

Now that I'm in college, sometimes when I can't persevere, I will listen to those recordings of my senior year of high school to encourage myself, so the difficult time has passed, what is this bit of difficulty now?

The most difficult time for me should be when I graduated from the college entrance examination, and the time when I cried the most should also be at that time. It was also at that time that completely changed me and made me an increasingly sensitive and insecure person. The difficulties at that time were not economic difficulties, but the difficulties and collapse of a state of life.

Every year during the college entrance examination season, I will think of my own time, in addition to infinite emotion, it is the catharsis of tears.

I wasn't a very good student in high school, and I could even say that I was one of the best poor students. Usually in class, I play on my mobile phone, watch TV, sleep, and when I take exams, I cheat all kinds of things. I didn't understand how this would affect me later in life, but now that I think about it, I was really stupid.

But I'm not stupid yet, so in my third year of high school, I suddenly woke up, every day I was endorsing books, practicing questions, and even I felt that I had changed a lot. Although it was only a short period of hard work, I really pulled my usual score of just over 200 points to more than 400 points. Even my homeroom teacher said that I did well in the exam this time!

I was really happy with the result. <>

However, in the hearts of my family, they can't see my efforts, they only know the level of grades that can determine whether their future support is strong enough, and whether they can show off in front of relatives and friends. They don't know what I'm trying, they don't even know what level I'm at. So at that time, in their hearts, I was no longer their daughter, and even my grandfather, who had always supported me, began to waver.

At that time, I was really helpless and didn't know how to move on with my life. During that time, my tears were almost dry, and I really felt that it was so difficult to live.

Later, I still came strong, otherwise could this be? When you don't have something to rely on, you have to be strong and let yourself be your own support.