When do you want to smoke yourself?

I think no matter who you are, you will hate yourself a little more, you are the most aware of your own needs, and your needs are not improving, and you have to constantly improve yourself in the process of your pursuit. In the process of improvement, it is necessary to review the rights and wrongs, gains and losses. At this point you are most aware of your own shortcomings, and until you change the status quo, you will feel that you are useless and disgusted with yourself.

I have a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder, every time I do everything I strive to be perfect, I don't need two people to do it alone, I try my best to help others if they have anything to ask me for, everything must be known and planned first, when people on both sides have contradictions, they have to secretly talk to both parties, there are some things to carry secretly, I often feel, why I think about others but put myself in an embarrassing position in the end, but I can't help but refuse others, Sometimes, as soon as I let go of my mood, I think maybe this is what I call value.

I hate myself so much, every time I do something, I don't yell loudly, but say it calmly, or hold it in my heart. I've loved to work since I was a child, and I didn't feel hard at that time. Later, after getting married, I didn't sit idle to find things to do.

Life is so fond of playing tricks on me, I lost my husband, and then found a second husband, who didn't take on the family. From then on, I asked myself, how did I live so worriedly, I didn't do anything wrong? My fate is so rough, why do I regret that I came into this world to suffer?

Just now, I felt that I didn't control my emotions well, and I had a bad attitude towards others, and I felt very sad and cried in front of others for the nth time. When I was the only one who cried and slapped myself, I felt that I hated myself very much, why I just couldn't remember, don't worry about talking well, control yourself and don't get angry. I can't remember the anymore, I hate myself.

Doesn't say nice things and doesn't like people.

Mom took me to ride an electric car and fell, the lower eyelids fell off, the blood flowed nonstop, the first time I saw so much blood, my mother covered her eyes, her hands were full of blood, like an innocent child, I panicked and ran to the nearest clinic (rural) I didn't know it was so serious at the time, let's go to the town hospital, I took my mother, about 20 minutes later, along the way, I asked more than a dozen times, Mom, does it still hurt, Mom's tone at that time was really like a child. When I got to the town hospital, I still couldn't deal with it, I hurriedly got out of the hospital by myself, and got a car, and my father came back at this time, so I went to the hospital together, and then I had surgery.

Once I said something I shouldn't say in the company, and I almost lost my job, I really wanted to smoke myself, and then I learned that when I was working, don't talk nonsense, just do a good job, talk less, and don't say what I shouldn't say.

My husband and I had a fight the other day. He actually did it, and later I forgave him because of the child, and I felt so cheap at the time, but I still endured it!

When you do something wrong, you know it's a wrong decision, why do you do it?

** When you lose money, you don't leave, and then you continue to lose, and then you are very stubborn and have been deadlocked.

When there is a mess, there are many times when you do something wrong. . .