Tell me about a vegan around?

I cook my own meals, vegetarian dishes and meat dishes separately. Single-fried vegetarian dishes, single-fried meat dishes with a little side dishes, it is not easy to string flavors, and the whole family is happy to eat. Well, yes, I prefer to stir-fry the vegetarian dishes first and then the meat dishes, so that the vegetarian dishes will not taste like meat.

My mom is a vegetarian, but I'm afraid that my mom's nutrition won't keep up, in fact, I won't think like this later, in fact, it's still healthy for my mom.

I started when I was 7 years younger, vegetarian for 17 years, vegan at home, vegetarian on the outside pot. Because a lot of time during this period is in the stage of growing the body, it is impossible to tell whether the changes in the body are due to the reason for being tall or the reason for vegetarianism.

As long as I go to my uncle's house, I won't eat a little meat, it's really painful, and I think I'm lucky that I only eat it once in a while, otherwise I'll really go crazy.

I go shopping with my girlfriend, I order crayfish, she orders boiled peanuts, I think we are quite compatible, nothing.

Eating buffets, I always feel that my sister goes to eat buffets, and I am really sorry for the RMB. Vegetable salad and fruit salad plus a little dessert, eat to last, except for the low cost performance, it has no effect!

It's just that every time I eat meat, I will be despised by me, and I have to carry out ideological education, but not eating meat is really a lot less fun.

I used to have a vegetarian friend who was later taken into the meat pit.

I'm not a vegetarian. But I'm getting less and less of meat.

The first time I don't want to eat meat in my memory is when I was a child, I went to the street with my mother to buy groceries, and I saw half of the pork on the cutting board shaking and ......Since then, every time I eat meat, I think of that scene and I am very afraid.

The second time was one day more than ten years ago, when I was in a village in the north, I met a pig dealer who came to the village. They used a long iron hook to grasp the pigs' bodies, and with the terrible screams of the pigs, they stuffed them into a car with little space, and the blood dripped down the iron fence of the car, and the dirt was stained red all over the ......I didn't eat meat for two or three months after I got home.

After all these years, I still hear that scream in my ears. Every time I think of this scene, I feel uncomfortable, nauseous and want to vomit.

I grew up in the south, and Sichuan people love meat. There are thousands of ways to make meat food. Every year before the Spring Festival, almost every household in the countryside has to kill the New Year's pig, and the picture is lively, and relatives and friends are invited to eat "planed pot soup".

The slaughtering scene was very bloody, and the friends present all liked to post a circle of friends or Douyin or something. Every time I see a ** like this in the circle of friends, I feel ...... itI have an indescribable feeling in my heart.

I'm not a vegetarian, I also know, pigs, cows, sheep, chickens, ducks, fish, rabbits, ......Although they are also a life, they are all vegetables, and they are eaten, and that is what they are destined for!

I'm also not against others eating them. It's just that I can't accept them more and more anymore!

It's like a duck and a chicken sent by someone else, I was still scooping water for them to drink last night, and this morning my family proposed to kill them and get them back ......Why do I feel like their eyes are still looking at me?

What's wrong with me? Is it because I'm getting older? Or ......

Alas!!!