What would it be like for you to experience the death of an immediate family member for the first ti

It feels like the body has been hollowed out, no more, no more, tears unconsciously flowing, obviously I can still see it a few days ago, sadness is not enough to describe, it is difficult to accept.

In fact, when my father died suddenly, my heart was blank, and I spent three days coming and going, and I fell asleep sitting at the dinner after the burial. After all the guests were sent away, they went home, washed and slept and died.

Then the days passed, and slowly and slowly realized that life had changed, and the person who had been living with you suddenly disappeared, and I had to get used to it and have to accept it.

I was very sad, I was helpless, I felt like I had lost the whole world, but I still had to live well.

The first time, I was very young, I didn't understand anything, I didn't know what was going on, but I was just sad.

There is a feeling that I can't put it into words, my heart is empty, I don't know what to do, and sometimes I don't even cry.

I am 21 years old this year, and before I was 14 years old, I was very proud that I had a 100-year-old grandmother at home, and the family was not rich, but it was not bad. Since I was 14 years old, my mother died, I felt that the sky had fallen, and after getting the bad news, my heart was extremely broken, because I was closest to my mother, crying to death and life, and then when I came out of the funeral, there was only a dry howl, no tears, until the burial, as the eldest son, after I shoveled the first foot of soil, everyone began to bury, and when we were about to leave, my aunt slapped me a few times, and said take another look, take another look, after that, you will have no mother at all, and I suddenly burst into tears.

There will be pain in the soul and unspeakable sorrow, wanting to call the deceased, renew love to him, and hope that everything can be restarted ......

In my memory, my grandfather was still in elementary school when he died, and I didn't know what was going on at that time, but I just cried with my mother when I saw my mother crying.

Parents, in-laws, and husbands left one after another, the mood was too heavy, I cried for a year and was sick for a year, and I hope to reunite with you as soon as possible.

It was a bad day, it was raining heavily, and I saw my mother and uncles crying very sadly, something I didn't want to go through again.

It feels like they're right there and refuses to equate it with death. When it comes to festive seasons or family gatherings, you will miss it even more and cry.

My mother died next to me. I heard a bang suddenly. I saw my mom looking at me. Then he slowly exhaled his last breath. I closed my eyes.

My heart was blank. It's panicked. There is no mother anymore. I can't hear my mother call me by my nickname. Until now, it is common to think of her old man at night alone. The heart hurts. Silent tears. I really want to.

I can't remember at all, because I was only four and a half years old when I first experienced the funeral, and my grandfather passed away, and I really thought that my grandfather was just asleep!

Since I was a child, my father who loved me the most died because of an accident on May Day last year, the first afternoon I and my dad also drove to pick up my sister at the station, and we went to the supermarket together, and I couldn't believe it when I received my sister's ** at three o'clock in the morning, trembling all over, until I saw my father's body in the morgue The moment I really collapsed, how can someone who was fine yesterday lie here today! It's been a year since my dad left us, and he really came over in a trance!

My mother died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage at the age of 58, and when she was sent to the hospital to say that there was no point in rescuing, I watched her die with her head tilted like in the movie, and she stood there and didn't cry, but her brain was blank! It's like a dream.

When my father died, my brain went blank and my heart was torn apart

At five o'clock in the morning on February 3 this year, I was completely desperate, my brother's ** said that my mother was dying, and when I arrived at her, I looked at her attachment eyes and revealed too much reluctance to us, I was heartbroken, and I still feel so uncomfortable today!

I regret that I didn't filial my parents before I was alive

The death of my mother left my heart empty, I feel that there is no hope in life, there is no color, and now I only hope that I will go over to accompany my mother as soon as possible.

I was lucky that my grandfather didn't die until I was 23 years old, after all, my dad was the youngest, and it was a miracle that my grandfather was already frail and sick and could live so long. Although I said that, after all, it was my own relatives, and I felt very uncomfortable.