What are the moments that make you feel cold?

I didn't do well in the high school entrance examination, and my mother didn't let me go to high school. My aunt disagreed, saying that she had to let me go for the money. I just graduated from college and didn't find a job and returned home, stayed for two weeks and drove me away, let me go out to find a job, I took the only 270 yuan crying and took the car to Jinan, when my brother graduated from secondary school, she was dragging the relationship to find someone to help him arrange a job.

Later, it was my aunt who called my dad and asked him to find an uncle to help me arrange a job. During this period, my mother never asked me about my work. I live in a rented house outside, and in winter, when the house is damp and the roof drips, the tomatoes are so cold that they can kill people, and I have never asked if the quilt is enough to cover it, and if there is an electric blanket.

Later, I got married and had a child, and I didn't help me bring the child for a day, and no matter how many things I bought for her during the New Year's holiday, I always inadvertently showed dissatisfaction. She helped my sister-in-law watch the children and let my sister-in-law eat, they took turns to sit and chat after they were full, my baby didn't let me eat, I took the child out for a walk, and she didn't help me watch the child let me eat. At the end of the party, I told her that I hadn't eaten a bite of food, and she said oh, I'll give you a note when I get home.

As a result, I didn't see her all afternoon when I got home, the baby couldn't let go, and I couldn't cook for myself, so I was hungry for a day. My dad said that my mom didn't love me, and said that she had that temper. I cried and said well, I know.

But I thought to myself, I really didn't feel that she loved me since I was a child.

It was more than eight months pregnant, almost nine months, when I lived in my mother's house, my husband came and said to take me to check, I was very happy, because I used to go to the hospital every time I went to the check-up, to the hospital to take a color ultrasound, let me pay the money first, my husband said that he didn't bring money, so I went to pay the money by myself "My husband's salary is for his parents, and the money he usually spends is saved by himself before pregnancy", but I also muttered in my heart: Do you bring me to check if you bring money? But I don't care if he can take the initiative to take me for a check-up.

After the inspection, he said let's go around the city, I want to walk more, it's good to be born. After walking for a while, I heard a loudspeaker shouting on the side of the road: "Two pieces of children's autumn clothes are 10 yuan.......

My husband said: It's so cheap, buy two pieces for so-and-so! "So-and-so is his sister's child" I said:

Didn't you bring no money? He said, "I brought 10 pieces."

At that time, my heart was cold,......Later, I didn't speak, we had a big fight when I got home, and he said that I cared about the 45 yuan "money for doing color ultrasound", and went out to borrow 50 and threw it to me, I was so angry that I really wanted to beat the child off, what I cared about was that he didn't care about me, but he said that what I cared about was 45 yuan, and I was angry and cried.

The most chilling thing is that when I gave birth to my daughter, I wanted to give birth naturally, but the fetal position was not correct and the occipital posterior position was transferred to a cesarean section. The day after the caesarean section, my husband began to ignore it for more than two months.

When I lost hope and trust in life and in my loved ones, I felt cold both physically and mentally.

Mother is a typical rural woman, illiterate all her life, almost seventy years old, I am not at home all the year round, in order to facilitate contact, a few years ago I bought her a mobile phone, almost every week I will call **, last month was busy, I actually forgot to call my mother, almost half a month. After I remembered it, I quickly called, my mother said that she was at the neighbor's house, I asked her why she went, and my mother said, ** I haven't heard it for a long time, I thought it was broken, and I took it to the neighbor's house for others to see. At that moment, tears flowed instantly.

Whenever I see those parents and children begging outside for food, I feel very cold, this society is not poor enough to beg for food to survive. It's pitiful that the children don't eat or drink when they come out, and they don't have a place to sleep. Most of them are because adults are lazy and use children as shields.

Yes, you once treated him as a brother, helped him everywhere, and thought about him everywhere, but he actually betrayed you, and I was really sad when I knew it.

It was a friend who came to invite me to a restaurant for dinner, and after eating, my friend didn't bring me money, and I collapsed instantly.

On the day of my mother's illness, my father, who had always been optimistic and humorous, suddenly became silent and his eyes were dark. I really don't know how to comfort him at the moment! Seeing him pinching his arm bruised, it was so distressing and uncomfortable.

The moment I was chilled was when my college acceptance letter came down.

At noon, neither of them came back, so they took their sister to eat outside, cooking their own noodles, and in the afternoon, the three of them went to the movies again, and they fried eggs by themselves, alone.

For my grandparents and two aunts, a son is a son, a brother is a brother, and I am just an outsider

I thought I was doing a very successful thing, but it turned out to be a mess.

When you're sad or when something isn't going well.

Last night, (a bookstore) took a small white iron pipe and stuck the cat in the cage at a high frequency, and the woman next to him laughed, and the kid said, "It's not dead yet" on March 27.