How did you feel when you knew the truth?

After graduating from college, my parents suddenly told me that I was not biological, and I was shocked and couldn't accept it for a while, but after thinking about it, my parents were really good to me.

It's better to choose not to know, because the truth is such a hurtful thing.

I feel sad, not because you cheated on me, but because I can't trust you anymore.

Very upset, unwilling to believe that this is the truth, it feels like it shouldn't be like this.

My heart is unacceptable, I feel that I have faced so much oppression and difficulties every day, why do I have to add so many troubles?

When I was in college, I fell in love with a boy in the same club, and although I didn't go there very often, as long as he sat in it, I would smile at him as a greeting, and by the way, I would greet my classmates who were in the study room at the time (if they looked up at me because of the sound of the door opening). He would smile back, too. There are many questions about the normal community, and he will patiently help me answer them.

It rained, and when I came out of the club at night, a group of people, he would take the initiative to send me downstairs in the dormitory, and I didn't think he necessarily had a good impression of me, but I had a good impression of him, and the hormones of my youth were about to move. One night, he began to look through the records of his space. Two weeks ago, a possessive talk full of pampering tones.

It turns out that he already has a girlfriend. All they could do was feel bad for two weeks and wish them happiness for a long time. ‍‍

I thought he was the boy who was sincere and too lazy to lie to me. A person like me, when it comes to breaking up in the fifth year, I can't say that I inadvertently read his ** record in the last half of the year, I also saw his chat history with her, and all kinds of others, just as he wants to think that I don't know anything, if he cares about what I think, he can finally break up with me coldly and violently without being afraid of laziness, then so be it. It would be nice if he was sincere from beginning to end, obviously a good boy, but he just didn't love it, and there was nothing wrong with it.

There is a good saying, it is rare to be confused, and after knowing the truth of some things, you will be more sad, and you will be more disappointed in some people, and your heart will be very painful.

I've talked about a girlfriend who really likes the type I like very much.,I really love her.,I can tolerate his temper and character.,When I'm angry, I can accommodate her.,Although I'm angry in my heart, I'm still accommodating.。 From the beginning of the year, I was stumbling and stumbling, and the foundation was not solid, and I asked to buy this and that from the beginning, although I was uncomfortable in my heart, I still endured it (only later did I understand that it was just a test to love or not?). ps: Can love be tempted like this?

Tell me how your ex-boyfriend is good to him, how to buy things, etc.! It feels like a knife is piercing all the time, and it's not a good taste. I thought it was just a few boyfriends he talked about, who would have thought there were others.

Knowing how smooth that moment was, I felt cheated. It's really confusing and painful.

When I was sick, I didn't know what the disease was, and I asked my parents many times and was prevaricated, so after a few times, we formed a tacit understanding, I didn't ask, they didn't say. After many years of recovery, I saw the name of my illness on the test sheet in a follow-up visit, and at that moment I felt like the world was spinning, the outpatient hall of the hospital was noisy, but it was like another world for me, my eyes were staring at those words, I read it again and again, and I thought to myself that I knew it was this! How could this be!

How could it be?! How can this be? Why is this the case!

At the same time, there is the relief of learning the truth after years of speculation, there is the disbelief of self-deception, there is the luck of the rest of the life, there is the grievance of the vicissitudes of life, there is the guilt of the hard work of my parents, there is the surprise and emotion of the whole world uniting to hide from me for so many years, and there is the anger and sadness ...... feel unfair for myself, even I was surprised afterwards, how can human feelings be so complicated. That day, the attending doctor happened to say that he missed his mouth again, although she immediately explained that you are not, but it also verified my suspicions, I remember that I was standing at the time, and I was mentally prepared, but I still couldn't help but soften my legs, tears almost fell, but my facial expression and mouth reacted first, turned my head and smiled and said to the attending doctor, I know, I already know. After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked out of the consultation room, reached out and touched his eyes, and then turned back to my mother and asked my mother, what do you eat at noon?

Just now, I turned to a Japanese chapter (cover) of Netease Cloud** The song list, most of the songs in it are Chinese classic songs that I have listened to, this truth has made my brain empty for a long time, I always thought that those classic songs were Chinese flavor. After knowing the truth, although I still like covers and admire the original, some things have changed. There's a comment under a certain song, and I agree with it.

Don't ask me why I love Japan, because I grew up covering their songs. ”

I don't know if you have ever thought about this question, is the dream at night really fake, and is the world after waking up really real? This question can't help but cause us to think deeply, the truth is also false and the false is also true, the true is false and false, it is really difficult to define.

In our cognition, all matter in the world is made up of microscopic particles, including us human beings, according to this theory, then the world is also composed of microscopic particles. If someone raises the question of the truth of the world at this time, then the truth of the world can be proved as long as the truth of the microscopic particles is proved.

In fact, many scientists have done in-depth research on the composition of the world, however, when they study the atoms, they have discovered shocking secrets!

The atom turned out to be a cloud-like thing, that is, the atom is most likely not an entity! This discovery shocked the entire scientific community, knowing that the atom is the basic unit of matter, and if the atom is false, then the world must be false.

At this time, we think of another question, what is the composition of atoms? With this question in mind, scientists began to explore further, and finally discovered that the dust is a smaller substance than atoms, "quark particles", and atoms are made of quark particles.

After observing the quark particles, scientists have finally discovered the secret of this world, and almost all of the quark particles are ethereal, which we can also understand as void. The smallest matter in the world is the void, and the objects, living beings, and even the entire world they are composed of are also virtual.

Since matter is virtual, why can we see and touch it? What's going on here?

Earlier, we raised such a question, the particles that make up matter are not entities, but the matter composed of particles can indeed be seen and touched, why is this?

You may wonder if it will be a "brain in a vat" or something like "implanted memory"!

But you know, that's just speculation.

But after I lost confidence in this relationship, I wanted to get out of this pain faster for myself.

My roommate suddenly told me that day that he had no success pursuing the girl because the girl had a crush on me. Knowing the truth, I was immediately confused. The beauty hidden in my heart gradually surfaced in my mind, although I regret it very much, but now it is too late to regret it, I have to be responsible for my current girlfriend.

Knowing the truth, I still feel very uncomfortable, probably because I regret that I didn't stick to it. In short, after I knew the truth, I didn't sleep well for several days, and the whole person felt like I was sick. It turned out that the moment I suddenly knew the truth, I didn't feel very good.

I think I'm going to cry bitterly, I might be sad and I might cry with joy, but whatever it is, I'll accept it in the end.

At that time, I felt like a bolt from the blue, and I didn't expect the truth to be so cruel, which made me unable to recover for several days.

I would feel as if the sky had fallen, and I couldn't believe the betrayal of my other half, and I was stunned like a bolt from the blue.

I can't wait that I don't know the facts of this matter, and I regret why I have been obsessed with the result of this matter in the first place, and take a step back in the first place, wouldn't it be good for everyone? Why do you have to do this, it's not good for everyone.

That feeling can be said to be quite surprising, suddenly knowing the truth of the matter, the heart will be a little unacceptable, not as good as imagined, the heart will feel very empty.

I feel like my brain is cracked, I feel like my whole person is collapsing, how can this be, I am in a terrible mood, and I have reached the bottom.

Regardless of whether the truth is good or bad, there should be a feeling that the sky is falling apart, and even doubting life, because I never thought that it would be like this, and the blow is very big.

You will feel that you don't know what you know around you, and you will have a feeling of being deceived by your friends, and you will definitely not be able to accept such a reality for a while, and you may collapse.

I had a good relationship with male friends during college, but when I was about to graduate and discuss with my classmates about our practice team, I accidentally learned that I didn't write my name when I used the project our team did to participate in the Challenge Cup a long time ago. At that time, he told me that there were enough people, and I signed up late. (because we had 16 people on the team, and the maximum number of players was 10) and then I didn't take it very seriously.

Later, my teammates were surprised and said to me, "Don't you know that he gave another spot to his freshman girlfriend?" In the process, her girlfriend didn't show her face once, but her name was added, and many people in the team were dissatisfied at that time.

I remember that this project won the provincial first prize at that time, and it was a good experience on the resume of each of them who participated. I knew that I was really angry at first, not only because I had done a lot for the team and ended up with nothing, but also because I felt that I was being treated like this by a friend who used to play around and do things together. Well, the liquid mold is first of all a great anger, and then there is a deep sense of powerlessness...There's always a reason to be treated like this.

Blame yourself for being too bad. In fact, this incident still made me think about it a lot, in short, you can't be too glassy, and then, enrich yourself. ‍‍

When I was a child, my grandfather always raised a few little rabbits at the beginning of the year, chickens, ducks let me play, and after a long time, I felt cherry blossoms, and when I went to kindergarten, the first thing I did when I went home every day was to see my little baby. A year passed quickly, and one day at the end of the year the little rabbit disappeared, and I ran to my backyard to look for a few hours, and my grandfather told me that he was taken away by a weasel, and I believed it. A hot pot of meat on the lunch table, turning grief into appetite, crying and eating, in fact, this matter was told to me by my grandmother, and I only knew the truth two years ago.

Even though it's so big, I'm still shocked. ‍‍

A few years ago, I was walking down the road in high school when I saw a little girl about the age of about 10 walking up to me. Pitifully said to me, sister, I lost the Wumaohuai money, and I want to buy a homework book, can you give it to me? I gave it to her, and I was in a very happy mood that day, and I felt that I had done a good deed and helped people, although the money was very small.

But the next day I walked the same way to school, and I met the little girl again, and told me exactly the same thing. I shook my head and left. I feel very sad to roll the code, obviously she is still so small.

There are probably a lot of people in this situation. And the truth often hurts. But I think maybe we shouldn't stop believing in the good things in the world because of these unpleasant things.

After all, if you are a good person, you will see a much better world.

When I asked my mother what conditions I could report, my mother gave me a copy of the divorce certificate. I saw the time and realized that they didn't leave two years ago, they were six years ago, and they hid it from me for so long. I suddenly want to cry. ‍‍

The girl who was very nice to me had a string of English tattoos on her body, and according to her roommate and Sun Wu, I told me that it was my pinyin. I didn't want to find a girlfriend at the time, so I deliberately kept my distance from her. I still feel sorry for her in my heart, until the class reunion half a year ago, the girl took her boyfriend to go, and her boyfriend's name was Li Yue.

My name is Liu Yang. Pinyin abbreviations are not all ly, and they are sentimental, which is really embarrassing. ‍‍