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Childhood reading feelings.

This summer, I took out some old books on the shelves and re-read them, including a copy of Gorky's "Childhood", which I had read when I was in the fourth grade, and I was full of emotion at that time.

In the book, Alyosha lost his father at a young age and had to be sent to live with his cruel and inhuman grandfather. Living in such a family, Alyosha suffered a lot of abuse from his maternal grandfather, and around him, there were only selfish, cold-eyed "outsiders". However, Alyosha still lived tenaciously and slowly grew up in a difficult environment.

I naturally compare my own childhood with Alyosha's. My childhood was 10,000 times happier than Alyosha's. I have a complete family, with the love of my grandparents and the care of my parents.

However, I am indeed an out-and-out big lazy worm, I have never cooked by myself, never washed my own clothes, never done housework independently, and have never even done these little things, let alone live alone in society.

I thought to myself: if I had been in the society where Alyosha lived, I might not have been able to survive even a day, let alone fight against the evil society.

After reading this book, I decided to completely change myself and learn all the qualities of Alyosha that are hardworking, eager to learn, independent, and courageous in fighting. I'll try.

After reading Gorky's book "Childhood", my heart could not be calmed for a long time, and the fate of Gorky in childhood was too tragic. In the past, I always thought that I was not happy enough, but compared to the Gorky of my childhood, I deeply felt that I was "in the midst of happiness and did not know happiness"!

I have parents who take care of me in every way, relatives who love me very much, teachers who educate me amiably, and friends who love me innocently. Around me, happy notes are sprinkled all the time! Gorky lost his father when he was 3 years old, and when he returned to his grandfather's house with his mother, he was abused by his grandfather and bullied by his uncle and children older than him.

His mother died of illness shortly after remarrying, and 11-year-old Gorky was brutally kicked out of the house by his maternal grandfather and went to fend for himself ...... society

I lived in a spacious and comfortable commercial house with a TV, refrigerator, and air conditioner, while Gorky lived in a low house in his childhood, with a whole wet cloth and buckets everywhere; I dressed neatly every day, a few down jackets in winter and a beautiful shirt in summer, while Gorky in childhood wore tattered clothes and barefoot shoes, and in winter he was barefoot and slept by the stove to keep warm; I ate either fish or meat every day, and I didn't like to eat them, and as a child Gorky could only get a piece of bread, a little black bread, and a glass of water; I had a very good learning environment, with a computer, a desk, and a projector, while Gorky as a child could only learn to pray, dye cloth, and read from others.

When I was a child with Gorkibi, one was in heaven and the other was in hell. Gorky bravely faced setbacks, overcame difficulties, studied tenaciously, and eventually became a world-famous literary master. I should cherish the happy life in front of me, study hard, lay a good foundation, and grow into a useful person to society!

The living environment of the protagonist Alyosha is poignant, his father died of illness when he was three years old, and he followed his mother to his grandmother's house. My grandfather was a rough and selfish little dyer. Both uncles were just as rough and selfish, even their children.

Alyosha was abused in such a family: her grandfather often beat her grandmother and children, and once beat Alyosha to the point of losing consciousness and becoming seriously ill. Who can not feel panic and uneasiness in such a dark environment?!

I was very depressed after reading it. Living in such a family, will Alyosha's soul also be defiled? But fortunately, the world is not all ugly, and he is surrounded by good and upright people such as his grandmother, who give Alyosha confidence and strength, so that he can see light and hope, and believe that the darkness will eventually pass and the future will belong to the light.

Among them, his grandmother is his sun. Grandma always gave Alyosha the seeds of love with her warmth and her tolerance, and the seeds germinated and grew into towering trees, and with the protection of her wings, Alyosha's world would no longer be left to the wind and rain.

His grandmother soothed his wounds with her love, and it was the elder worker Grigori who really taught him to be an upright person, and of course the kind, optimistic, and compassionate "Little Tskgang" also taught Alyosha how to face the difficulties of life. But he was killed by two uncles.

Gorky begins his work with the words: "Sometimes even I find it hard to believe that such a thing could happen." There are many things that I would like to argue and deny, because there are so many cruel things in the dark life of that 'family fool'.

But, at the same time, we can also see that on the other side of this darkness, there is something called light that is faintly shining there. So Gorky said with emotion: "As soon as she (my grandmother) appeared, she woke me up, led me to the light, and connected everything around me with a constant thread, weaving it into a colorful lace ,......."It was her selfless love for the world that enriched me and filled me with the strength to cope with the hardships of life.

When we say goodbye to our childhood and go to our youth, we look back on our childhood and twilight, and it is inevitable that we will have some nostalgia. We are both only children, and we have been cared for by our parents since we were young, but we were still in the midst of blessings at that time. When I finished reading Gorky's childhood, I realized that I was the bee that grew up in a honey pot, and I didn't have to worry about life since I was a child, the elders would collect honey for you, and the only thing I had to do was to eat the care of my parents who I thought I was tired of.

And what I want to say is not to lose faith in any unbearable reality, there will inevitably be some people and things that make you feel pain and even despair, but please believe that after the darkness passes, the sun will always come out! As long as you can still maintain your undying faith, that is, there may still be darkness in front of you, that is, there is still sadness in your life, but you insist on being a kind, optimistic, and compassionate person, then you will definitely usher in the glory of life!