Lin Qingxuan s anticipation of his father s smile is full

Night talk with his father - Lin Qingxuan.

My father and I got to know each other and became close to each other when I was a sophomore in high school.

Once, I went to live with my father in our forest farm, and I slept with him and talked with candles and nights. My father told me how he was full of ideals in his youth and went to the mountains alone to open up the four hundred and seventy armor, and he said: "Under this bed where we slept, many snakes crawled in and hibernate in winter, and when they got up in the middle of the night to urinate, they had to stand on their feet so that they would not step on the snakes. ”

My father told me, "The most important thing for young people is hard work and courage. ”

That night, I talked to my father for a long, long time before he fell asleep.

When I woke up, I was very touched because I had never talked to my father alone for more than an hour, let alone slept together, since I was a child.

In our parents' generation, because they did not receive much education, coupled with Chinese tradition and Japanese education, they became serious and not good at expressing feelings, which often made us have a generation gap and could not understand and get close to each other.

After thirty or forty years of hard work, this generation of parents is closer to their children, but because things are busier, they have less time.

It's been more than 20 years since I was in high school, and I often miss the night talk with my father, but unfortunately my father has passed away, and I will never have that happiness again.

We should always cherish the time we spend with our parents and children, because good times are fleeting!

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Lin Qingxuan: Father's smile.

My father lay in the intensive care unit of the hospital, and he earnestly told my mother not to inform me from afar, because he was afraid that I would work in Taipei and worry about his condition. It was my mother who secretly called my younger brother to inform me that I found out about my father's hospitalization.

This is a typical father's personality, he always thinks about us first in everything, and as for himself, he pays little attention. I remember when I was very young, once my father went to Fengshan to have a meeting, after the meeting, he went to the market to eat a bowl of meat soup, he thought it was a delicacy that he rarely eats, he immediately thought of us, first went to the market to buy a new pot, bought a big pot of meat soup home. At that time, the traffic was not developed, the car was bumpy, and when we got home, the meat soup was cold and overflowing, and when we ate it, it was no longer as delicious as my father had described.

But when I ate the meat soup, my heart was boiling, and I especially felt that the meat soup was rare in life, because there was my father's love in it.

In the eyes of outsiders, my father is a rough and bold man, and only we children know the extremely delicate side of his heart. Carrying meat soup home is only one end, no matter where he goes, he will definitely bring us good things, so when I was a child, every time my father came back from a business trip, it was always when we were happiest.

He was also very considerate of his mother, and in his memory, his father always went to the market early in the morning to buy vegetables, and never let his mother worry about household expenses. In the past 30 years, my father has been working in the vegetable market in our family, and it is rare for a man with Japanese education to be able to balance the inside and outside like this.

My father was the one who influenced me the most. Although my father suffered many blows and setbacks in his young adulthood, I have never seen my father's sad appearance. He is an optimist who always moves forward, and he never frowns even in the worst circumstances, which has deeply affected me, and much of my optimism and resilience are due to my father's example.

My father was also an idealist, and this ...