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She never told anyone she was going to **.

The children, who didn't know what she was going to accomplish, came back. I've gotten used to her ways, and I've promised my father to live well. Calmly accepting her departure, I think that after these days, she will come back exhausted, all I need to do is wait, this wait, it will not be too long.

But this time I was wrong, and she put me in another first class (which can be translated in a variety of ways, depending on the context) for four years. It's been four years, and it's all in vain.

Four years is enough to forget a person. Everything about her has been ignored by me. Don't worry too much about it.

Others don't care about an unfamiliar face. Don't care about the ridicule of the students, it's not because no one prepares breakfast or lunch for themselves, and it's sad. My life has always been different from others, and I realized this very early on.

Life is still alive and does not change a person's sorrow and joy.

I think that even if she is no longer here, I will still be able to live a peaceful life. Cherish what we have and be grateful. I am no longer ashamed of her betrayal.

It is necessary to continue to live in tolerance. What exists is the truth, and it is only themselves who live in many facts. In fact, the defection and arrival of a person does not affect any personnel.

Just like her life after leaving, it still goes on. I believe in time, and I don't hate her. Continue to believe that she loves me.

Many feelings, in addition to our own hallucinations. From their point of view, I believe he is loved. And this love is already there.

But only for ourselves to weave the illusion of a lie. All the feelings are just their imagination. As I have believed throughout these four years.

My hallucinations lasted for four years.

It's too long and time-consuming. Actually, it's not that hard. Some words are not authentic.

She didn't tell anyone where to go.

The kids didn't know she went** and they all came back. I'm used to her ways, and I've promised my dad that I'm going to have a good time. ......

I'll give you a rough translation.

The kids knew she was going to do something and came back, and I got used to her own way, and I promised my dad a good life. Accept her departure calmly. I thought she would come back tired after a while, and I just had to wait, and not for long.

But this time I was wrong, and she made me wait in vain for four years. Four years is enough to forget a person. All about her, all ignored and cared about.

Others don't care about a fresh face, don't care about students laughing, aren't upset that no one is preparing their breakfast or dinner. My life is different from everyone else's, I have known that for a long time. Life goes on and does not change a person's sorrow and joy.

It seems to me that even if she is no longer here, I can still live a peaceful life. Praise us for what we have, and be grateful. I'm not ashamed of her departure.

must remain within the magnanimous.indeed is the case, living in many cases, just their own. A person's departure and return does not affect anything.

Even when she left, life went on. I believe I didn't hate her at that time, and I always believed that she still loved me.

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Why am I looking at the original text a little awkward, are you sure the original text is like this? It doesn't make sense.,It's basically about a person leaving.,Some of the author's feelings.,Why did you talk nonsense later.,I don't know what the original text is about.,Translate these first.,Just refer to it.,I hope it helps you.

She didn't tell anyone where she had gone. The children, who didn't know what she was going to do, came back. I got used to her going back like this, and I promised my father that he would live well.

I calmly accepted her departure, and I thought that one day she would come back exhausted, and I could only wait, and it would not be too long. But this time I was wrong, and she made me wait for four years in vain. Four years, in vain.

Four years is enough to forget a person. All things about her were ignored. Don't worry too much about it.

No one else will care about a strange-looking person, a student who is ridiculed, because no one will be sad that their breakfast or dinner has been prepared. I've always known that my life is different from everyone else. Life goes on and does not change a person's joys and sorrows.

It seems to me that even though she is gone, I can still live a peaceful life. Cherish what we have and be grateful. I can't be ashamed of her departure.

Must be magnanimous. This is indeed the case. A person's departure and arrival do not in fact affect everything.

Even after she left, life went on. I believed it then, and I didn't hate her. And continue to believe that she loves me.

Many times our feelings are wrong. From their point of view, I believe that he is loved. This love is already there.

However, for ourselves, the illusion we made up lies. All the feelings are just their imagination. Just like what I've believed in these four years.

My mistakes, which lasted four years.

The translation is as follows:

She didn't tell anyone she was going to **.

The children, who didn't know what she was going to do, came back. I've gotten used to her way of life and have promised my father a good life. I calmly accepted her departure, because I thought it was only a matter of time, she would come back naturally when she was tired, I just had to wait, and this wait would not be too long.

But this time, I was wrong. She went for four years, leaving me alone. Four years is enough time to forget a person and forget everything about her.

Don't pay too much attention, people don't pay attention to an unfamiliar face, they don't care about the smiles of the students, it's not that they don't care about their livelihoods, it's not that they don't grieve. My life is different from others, and I learned this very early on. To live is to live, not to change one's sorrow and excitement.

It seems to me that if she wasn't there anymore, I could still live a peaceful life. Cherish what I have and be grateful. I'm not ashamed of her departure.

I want to keep my heart open. Leaving or being close to a person doesn't really make any difference. It's as if life goes on without her.

I believe I don't hate her, and I believe she still loves me.

A lot of emotions are actually our own delusions. Their point of view leads me to believe that it is love and will always be there. But we are shrouded in lies.

All emotions are nothing more than their own imagination, as I believe in those four years. My delusion lasted for four whole years.

P.S. This is a man who rethinks about life and emotions after the departure of his loved ones.

Her whereabouts were not mentioned to anyone.

The children, who don't know where she went, came back. I'm starting to get used to what she's doing, and I'm vowing to my dad to live well. Silently accept the fact that she is leaving. I think that after this period has passed, I will come back tired.