What was it like to be in obscurity from elementary school to university?

In fact, I am such a person, in my heart I have been obscure, as if there is no me in the whole class.

It didn't matter if there was a presence or not, I just sat there, silently, and I could even imagine that only the teacher who had been teaching me for a long time remembered that I had a student who had been quiet all the time.

I have never been absent from school, even if the snow is not above my knees, even if the wind and rain are combined, I will still go to class in the wind and rain, I sometimes suddenly think, if one day I don't go to school, how many people will ask me, she, that girl, why didn't she come to class, but I know, there is only one answer, I don't know, because no one will ever ask you because you are uncomfortable in advance, what's wrong, and no one will ask you if you are unhappy because you don't speak, you can say itBecause we are friends, no one cares, they are more in their own circle, and there is no me there.

For the teacher, I choose to be quiet, because I want to leave a good impression in the teacher's heart, I am not naughty, not mischievous, I hope the teacher can like me more, but what I see, always the teacher cares more about those naughty students, always because of their disobedience in class, always because of their noise, and ask them more questions, which makes me feel even more unhappy when I always want to be the important student in the eyes of the teacher.

But this is only for teachers, for classmates, everyone has their own small circle, and I have never been a member of their circle, I don't understand the stars they talk about, I don't know the TV series they discuss which plot is the most moving, I don't know that they like all kinds of famous brands, I can only listen silently, but now what they often need is not a friend who can listen to your heart, but a friend who can compare with others, I will say how my friends are tasteful, how they can buy clothes, How to have a temperament and be able to match my outfits.

I also feel lonely, I also feel lost, I don't know anything, I don't care about these things, I don't appreciate it, <>

But now I just want to follow my own heart, my world, I don't understand what others do, others don't understand what, just like God has created a world that only belongs to me alone, I can experience it myself, even if I am occasionally lonely, but people like me have never lost friends, believe in the way we walk, we don't live under the influence of others, it's not our intention to pretend to laugh, we have to be ourselves....

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Tell the younger brothers and sisters, it's better to get along with people more, brush up on your sense of existence, otherwise it's embarrassing.

The feeling is very ordinary, life is like a play, then your game experience is really not very good, not to mention the whole scene, at least it has to be a little more exciting.

I don't feel anything, I'm just such an ordinary person, but life is still passable, and the food is delicious.

Actually, there is nothing special about it. It turns out that I am actually a very ordinary person, knowing my ordinary, so I will not put a lot of pressure on myself, and I will have more space in my heart to accept my unsuccess, so as to know how to live calmly.

I grew up in a family that was not wealthy, I was very ordinary-looking, not tall or short, and my grades were very ordinary. A girl like me is destined to become a foil in other people's youth. Although this is a problem that I have realized since I had a very mainstream aesthetic, no one accepts their ordinariness in the first place.

I struggled since I was in elementary school, and I tried to actively participate in school activities, but maybe I was not born with an attractive temperament to be the center of attention, so I accepted my ordinariness at a very young age. There was no turmoil in my heart. Because I know I'm a different firework.

Even if I am unknown, I am the queen of my own world.

I worked quietly in my own world, from elementary school to university, and very few people in my class could understand my preferences and become good friends with me. Even when it comes to high school parties, I am often overlooked. When my teacher sees me, he often calls me by the wrong name or thinks of other classmates.

I can only laugh it off.

When I arrived at university, everyone worked hard to express themselves for their own future. I also wanted to express myself, but it didn't work, and it was still hard for people to remember me.

Although I have been unknown from elementary school to university, I don't feel that my youth is wasted, I focus on my own inner feelings, and I feel that my youth is colorful. Then when I worked silently on my own, I always remember my efforts. I try, I have no regrets.

In the process of studying, we will meet such a kind of people, in addition to doing their own things every day, they will not involve other people, and after how many years of graduation, they may forget what they are called, and this kind of person belongs to the obscure people.

It may be the case from elementary school to college, this kind of person is neither rejected nor willing to accept, because there seems to be only one person in the circle of life, independent and alone, just like when the university military training, the people in a company are trying their best to express themselves, because there is a female company in front, and the opportunity to show themselves has arrived.

Some singing, some dancing, some performing acrobatics, all kinds of them, but they can only watch slowly as an audience, all they can do is to applaud, especially envy others who showed themselves at that time, the girls are staring at it with wide eyes, saying that the boy is very handsome, and the boy is so happy when he hears it.

People with this kind of personality are easy to be forgotten by others, just like what the teacher said in high school, there are only two types of people that the teacher remembers, one is the student who has excellent grades and has always been outstanding, and the other is the student who has poor grades and likes to mischievous, and those ordinary students and teachers are easy to forget, because there is no characteristic.

Just like doing things usually, if you do something in obscurity, others may not know who did it at all, how to reward whom, and the final result is to forget it, so the feeling of obscurity is that life may forget you, and you can only choose to change him, and strive to make yourself a famous person, and you can do things in a high-profile manner and be a low-key person.

From elementary school to university, I was obscure, but I actually felt pretty good. My character is a bit of an obscure girl with low self-esteem. From elementary school to college, I was the kind of girl I was in the class group that you couldn't see.

Every time I hear someone mention my name, they will silently ask, who is this girl. At this time, I am both happy and sad.

When I got to university, I was obscure. I don't think that's good. After all, college is an important period for us to exercise well, and it is an important period to improve our abilities.

So we all have to be positive in college, and I was an unknown girl since I was a child. I never participated in any activity in the class. Sometimes I really want to be with everyone.

I also especially wanted to participate in some activities. But I lacked courage. Sometimes I hate myself, why is it such a character?

That's why I hated myself when I was a kid growing up.

But on the other hand, I think obscurity also has its own little pleasures. Because of my obscurity, I don't bother with many things. I can be forever immersed in what I want to do, like drawing.

I'm a girl who loves to draw. It's just because of my personality that I have time to hide in my cabin and create. I don't do it very well, but it's just my pleasure and I love it.

It's because of my personality that I have time to paint.

I don't feel anything, I'm just such an ordinary person, but life is still passable, and the food is delicious.