I ve always thought that as long as I always laugh, I can live a happy life

The song "Dead Silence", singer Lu Qiao (Qiqi).

I always thought that as long as I was always laughing, I could live a happy life.

I always thought that as long as I cherished it, I would never lose it.

I always thought that as long as I believed in happiness, it would definitely come.

But in the end, the sordid reality left it all for nothing.

You can never get what you want. Despair, depravity.

I want to cover it up with something, I don't want others to see the fall.

Accustomed to loneliness, accustomed to sadness, no one understands.

Only lick your wounds in the middle of the night, only read yourself a faint sadness.

I don't know what the so-called love is, I don't know what the so-called friendship is, I don't know what the so-called family affection is, but when I have all this, I choose to run away, because I am afraid that I will be hurt, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear all this.

I've been looking for something, I've been holding on to something, and I just feel so tired. Staying up all night and falling in love with the night, The night can be quieter, like a lost child, I don't know where to go.

I don't want to compete for anything, I just want to be myself silently.

Always with nothing, numb heart, haunted by nightmares, laughing and starting, pain and pain, crying and ending.

Crying red eyes no one will have heartache, a lonely child.

Word key let: Yao Ruolong Music: You Hongming Arranger: Chen Feiwu.

Singing: You Hongming.

When other women say to their lovers.

Stay, don't go, give me a promise.

You pat the dust off me.

When you say that you miss it, come back and see me.

When other women always do it with tears in their eyes.

complaining that his lover doesn't love enough.

You're never in the middle of love and dreams.

If I had to choose one of them.

So I went to stay.

So I drifted adrift.

So I stopped and walked.

I didn't find out until today.

You're not even happy to laugh.

You cry even in your dreams.

You give me all your hopes.

but I was all left in the wind.

You're not even happy to laugh.

You cry even in your dreams.

The happiness that a woman desires in the future.

I'm going to let you have it all with my heart.

Song: You're not even happy to laugh.

Singer: Li Yaming.

When other women say to their lover, "Stay, don't go, promise me."

You pat the dust off me and come back to see me when you say you miss me.

When other women always cry and complain that their lovers don't love enough.

You're never between love and dreams, and I can only choose one or the other.

So I went and stayed, and I wandered.

So I stopped and walked and didn't find out until today.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

You gave me all your hopes, but I was left in the wind.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

In the future, the happiness that women desire I want to let you have with all my heart.

When other women always cry and complain that their lovers don't love enough.

You're never between love and dreams, and I can only choose one or the other.

So I went and stayed, and I wandered.

So I stopped and walked and didn't find out until today.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

You gave me all your hopes, but I was left in the wind.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

In the future, the happiness that women desire I want to let you have with all my heart.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

You gave me all your hopes, but I was left in the wind.

You're not even happy to laugh, you're tearing even when you're dreaming.

In the future, the happiness that women desire I want to let you have with all my heart.

The whole world suddenly became quiet Even the breathing suddenly slowed down A few children chased and sang I was peacefully echoing Don't think about how much happiness you owe me I saw more different scenery alone It turns out that I have always been happy Simple and happy There has always been beauty waiting around me Suddenly understand that happiness is a choice Sadness and happiness are sometimes just a thought I don't want to think about it anymore Pay what I lost Yesterday and tomorrow are scattered with the wind Strive to be happy but not happy I only fall in love with this moment Don't think about you and me Is it worth it Too many things don't want to worry about why Let go It turns out that I've always been happy Simple and happy There is always beauty waiting around me Suddenly understand that happiness is a choice Sadness and happiness are sometimes just a thought It turns out that I have always been lost It's not that I'm unhappy There has always been the color of happiness around me I suddenly understood that all the ups and downs along the way It was because I was lost between gain and loss Now I finally understand what I want.

Lyrics: Yao Ruolong Music: You Hongming Arranger: Chen Feiwu.

Singing: You Hongming.

When other women say to their lovers.

Stay, don't go, give me a promise.

You pat the dust off me.

When you say you miss it, come back and see me.

When other women are always in tears.

complaining that his lover doesn't love enough.

You're never in the middle of love and dreams.

If I had to choose one of them.

So I went to stay.

So I drifted adrift.

So I stopped and walked.

I didn't find out until today.

You're not even happy to laugh.

You cry even in your dreams.

You give me all your hopes.

but I was all left in the wind.

You're not even happy to laugh.

You cry even in your dreams.

The happiness that a woman desires in the future.

I'm going to let you have it all with my heart.