Relationship problems, please come and help me

It's a bit long, so please be patient and read it, thank you.

I'm a boy, last year, my friend and his girlfriend came to my house to play, I can say that it was love at first sight for my friend's girlfriend, that girl is really beautiful, they separated after a week together, I don't know the reason for the separation, and then, I went to chase that girl, we have a tacit understanding, I like the feeling of being with her. Now, I've been with her for 8 months, but I haven't been able to pass my own level for more than half a year, and I don't dare to take her over to a friend's birthday party or something, I think such a scene is very embarrassing, after all, she is a friend's ex-girlfriend, and now I have been forcing her to break up with me in a hard way, because I can't bear to hurt her, she is not only beautiful, but also very kind and diligent, she does the housework at home without any complaints, but she can't cook, But she worked hard to learn how to chop and cook. The temper is also very good, and he is simply a perfect person.

For the past two months I have been deliberately angry with her, deliberately angry with her, but she can bear it, I can see the sadness in her eyes, I know that she is often crying secretly. Because now I am no longer gentle with her. I know she loves me very much, and my family likes her very much, and my mother says that I shouldn't hurt a girl like this, but I just can't get past myself, and I know in my heart that I love her very much, but she just doesn't break up with me, and I never take her to my friends, and I don't want to lose her.

But I didn't want to take her to my friends. What to do? Can you please help me figure it out?

How can you get the best of both worlds?

Tell your friends directly about the two of you, after all, you didn't let them share it. It's easy to solve between men, and if the fight is over, what should I do, after all, they haven't known each other for a long time, and they haven't done anything. Don't worry, don't let down the good girl.

You only talked to her after they broke up, and no one can say anything about you.

It is you who can't get along with yourself, and the unrest in your heart doesn't make you calm in front of everyone.

Rest assured, no one can blame you for such a situation.

It's that you're thinking too much.

At the same time, you are also very soft, you love her very much, you will not appear like that.

Perhaps, she loves you too much, and you haven't lost her sense of pressure, that's why you behave like that.

If one day, she wants to leave you, I think you will be desperate to keep her.

It's just that you are in the midst of blessings to know blessings.

Such a good girl, you are willing to hurt, how safe is your conscience...

As the saying goes, a friend's wife can't be bullied, and since she is not your friend's girlfriend anymore, it's normal for the two of you to love each other. You should take her to see your friends, after all, the relationship between men and women is not dark, and you can't always hide and hide. Even if you meet her ex-boyfriend, you don't have to look embarrassed, you should smile at him and make him feel that it is his loss to lose such a good girl.

If your girlfriend is separated from her for you, you don't have to feel guilty because love doesn't distinguish between right and wrong. Let's live bravely with my girlfriend. ）

Stop torturing yourself and her!! I believe that your brother will understand you, it's really fine, it's just your own psychological shadow! You don't owe him anything!