What is it like to have a crush?

A crush is a one-man show. No one knows how much you really like that person in your heart. You have done a lot of things for him, silently inquiring about him, silently preparing birthday presents for him, silently watching his every move alone.

But you are just a passer-by in his life. In the end, this crush only touched himself, and nothing to do with others.

The word crush is sweet, sad, sad, bitter and unspeakable, and also requires a very strong heart, if they are all single, on the one hand, she may be chased away by others or like others, which is tormenting, on the other hand, she can often be seen, and she does not confess that she is afraid, that can see her is also a kind of sweetness, but these are also divided into age stages, the feeling of each level stage is different, in short, there is suffering, there is sweetness can not be said, or more tired, In the end, I hope that the crush can become a clear love, a bold confession, and I don't accept that at least half of the chance, I have this experience myself, I used to be timid and afraid, which led to nothing in the end, and now I think about it, I still regret not saying it explicitly.

Crush on someone, there will be a lot of beautiful feelings in the bottom of your heart, in the world of self-imagination, you will weave a picture of life with this person, and then you are also very eager to be with this person, when you have time, you will recall this person's inadvertent smile, an elegant gesture, an ordinary greeting, a courtesy greeting ......, will consciously or unconsciously repeatedly interpret in the heart, like drinking a cup of fragrant tea in the afternoon. Thinking about the day, dreaming at night, in the middle of the night, the person who is in love with him will also quietly walk into his dreamland, when he wakes up from the dream, there is actually a little bit of joy, but also mixed with a little bit of lonely sadness lingering in the heart. Because, after all, the relationship with the person you have a crush on has not yet been determined, if you have enough confidence and patience, you look forward to one day, at a beautiful moment, the spark of love will be struck.

In my opinion, a crush is just a yearning for something that attracts you to your crush. The love relationship between two people is fundamentally different from other relationships, and the crush is completely experienced or even imagined by the happy or sad things encountered in the relationship, so the most common emotion of the crush is to suffer from gains and losses, self-pity. If you don't reach a relationship, your view of each other is like adding a layer of filters, and the hazy beauty makes people feel excited, but unfortunately, these are just the subjective feelings of the crush, which is sublimated and beautified, everything you see is just what you want to see, this is a normal reaction of people, so they will pay special attention to each other's every move, a smile and a smile, but it will not have any effect.

First: will affect her mood because of her mood swings, her happiness is her own happiness, and her sadness is unpleasant to herself.

Second: Crush is a long process, and when I look back on it, I don't feel sad, but I think it's a beautiful thing.

It should be a kind of torment, I like it but I don't dare to express it, I can only look at her silently, protect her, she always thought you were his good friend and buddy, but I didn't know that you had already liked her, and she would be very happy to be with her, and you would be sad to see her with other boys, very tormented, but it can only be like this. Everyone should have had this experience, and it can be regarded as a happy memory.

The experience of a crush is that you always think about her, and then you talk to others about her, you will be very emotional, and you will dream about her at night, always fantasize about being with her, doing something together, it should be these experiences, because I am like this.

The crush cannot be said to be impulsive, it can only be said to be too dreamy, and in this state, you will unconsciously feel ashamed of your crush, and a large part of this feeling is precisely caused by you constantly elevating the other person, so the crush will not have too good results, because the source of many problems is in yourself. Find me think you must be bold to express, to love for yourself, crush or something, if you can, it's best to achieve a marriage, if not, then it's better to end, it's not worth paying too much, because you are still living for yourself.

Rapid heartbeat. This is a manifestation that everyone who has a crush will have. When we have feelings for a person, our hearts begin to fluctuate, and such feelings will cause our heartbeat to beat faster, which is beyond our control, so if we want to judge whether we have feelings for a person, it is to walk up to him and have a feeling that makes your heart beat faster.

I want to confess to him, but I'm afraid that he won't like me, so I can only secretly like him, as long as I look at her quietly, I feel very satisfied, but when I see that he is good with others, I can only be secretly jealous.

Every moment is thinking about what is wrong, but pretending that I ignore you, cutting constantly, and the messy feelings are only secretly shed by myself in the end.

The biggest experience is that she will become moody because of the change in her mood, and sometimes she inadvertently gives a polite smile, and I will remember it for a long time.

Yes, when I like someone, I try to understand everything about them and try to learn.

The object of my first crush is a very smart classmate who likes programming and mathematics. My mathematical thinking is relatively poor, and it takes me several times longer to understand what he easily understands. Every time I hear his calm voice methodically explain the solution to the problem in class, I feel extremely admired.

Running exercises, doing exercises, or taking physical education classes, I always secretly watch his activities, but I don't want to show it, as long as I look at him and it's very pleasant, but at this time I just have a good feeling.

I found his ID in the school post bar by chance.,Curious to open his post record and favorite post bar.。 I remember he was posting in Firefox, Chrome, Minecraft, etc., and that was the first time I knew about so many things that were so new to me at the time. For the first time, I realized the gap between myself and my classmates who were so close to me.

After more than a month, I gradually learned a little bit of general concept in the process of constantly using these terms, and realized that he still liked games, and at the same time, I paid more attention to him in the process.

Soon after the summer vacation, I nervously bought a beautiful notebook and suddenly decided to start jitting down information about his hobbies. That summer vacation was really full of fun, and in my spare time, I wrote those information that I thought were novel.

That's when I started getting into games.

After that, I found his own personal **, and there were a lot of small programs and whimsical fantasies written by himself, and I immediately felt so talented.

Since then, I have liked him, and I have worked hard to learn the Olympiad, and I often deliberately ask him a difficult problem that took a long time to understand (otherwise he told me that it would be too embarrassing for me to understand for a long time, and I still have vanity), anyway, I feel very happy.

The results have also improved very quickly. Looking at his serious appearance in class, Sen Yuqing felt that he had to work harder to close the gap. Although it didn't work out.

His results are generally in the top 10 of his grade. Because of him, I went from the first 100 to the top 20. In the end, I was ranked 27th in the high school entrance examination.

He was second in his grade.

As expected, in the final third year of junior high school, he was admitted to the provincial key high school, but I didn't.

And so....Naturally, there is distancing.

Although this is only three years of silent staring by myself, although he now has a girlfriend....But all in all, I miss the days when I watched him work hard and thank him for being who he is now.