What does it feel like to be alive and not have anyone who really understands you?

This world has always been an indifferent world, and there is no interest as a driving force that makes it difficult for people to intersect and trust. Everyone is afraid that others will understand themselves, that others will see through them and package themselves.

It's best to have a sense of mystery, but often people want others to know themselves, to understand themselves, to make themselves no longer lonely, to be able to confide in their hearts.

But how many people can find someone who really understands themselves? I don't even know myself. Because we don't trust others, we dare not trust others.

Don't dare to expose yourself to the eyes of others, first of all, you don't trust yourself, and then you don't trust others. The second is distrust of the world. Because the more we know about the world, the more we feel that the world is unsafe and full of dangers.

In the past, I felt that my family was the one who knew us best, because at that time we were simple, our minds were pure, and what we said in our mouths was exactly what we thought in our hearts, so it was easy for our family to guess our minds, but the more we grew up, the more we thought.

The more and more we will not expose our true selves to others, including our family, but our family still thinks that we are still the same children. All they see is the growth of our bodies. We don't see the growth of our hearts, so there will be contradictions between the two sides, and in this way, a generation gap will be formed.

That's why many teenagers are full of rebellious emotions during adolescence.

Now I feel more and more lonely, no one really understands me, and I don't want to let others discover my true self, I can't say something to others, and my family doesn't understand. My friend's incomprehension made me feel that the world was becoming more and more indifferent and difficult to survive in this world.

Even because I have been pretending for too long, even I don't know myself, I don't feel like I know myself, and I feel strange to myself. I can't communicate with myself, and sometimes I hate myself. I don't want to ask for help when I encounter something.

I only carry it myself, I don't want to tell others if I have something in my heart, and there is no one to say, so I can only hold it by myself, and after a long time, I will find that I am so tired and tired.

Although there are many people in this world, I just feel out of place with others and can't fit in with others. I don't know myself, I don't understand others, others don't understand myself, I feel like I'm living alone in this world, and I'm very lonely.

Nobody understands me, nobody understands me, I'm the only one in the world. But since I was born in this world, I have to live strongly, try to understand others, and try to let others understand me.

May be hopeless, shiitake mushrooms, uncomfortable