The reality of the Invisible Man

Fake: Who would be so bored to play stealth.

It's really still fake.

Before I knew it, I had been in Beijing for almost a year. I'm glad I'm still alive, and I don't want to retreat yet.

The lurker, sitting on Line 10, looked at the people coming and going, and suddenly felt a little dazed.

Every day, at the same time, in the same place, and the same person, I stood at the front of the Shilihe subway station, waiting for the train, looking at the crowded carriages, the hurried crowd, and the posture comparable to attacking the city when squeezing the subway. I feel that everyone who works hard in Beijing is worthy of admiration, in this fast-paced and bustling city, it is really not easy, how many people are leaving every day, and how many people are on the way to come. In this big city, many scenes are like flash shots, small people, less you are a lot, more than you are not much.

In the transfer passage of the International Trade Center, in a noisy environment, there are a lot of people, and the heart of hurried walking is no match for the slow pace, which feels like a zombie parade. In those days when I went to work, sometimes I really believed that the article "Commuting Makes People Depressed" portrayed me, and I had the illusion that time stood still and I was free to move through the crowd.

Anyone is like air to me, but I am a real person looking at the crowd coming and going. It's like a lurker, hidden next to everyone, observing the surrounding environment from a third angle, enjoying the small pleasure brought by this sense of wonder.

In fact, for anyone, we are not the lurkers of life, everyone is in their own position, silently sticking to it, you either like it, or dislike it, or torment, or enjoy, or perfunctory, or sincere ......

Everything doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that you have integrated into the world, you are the lurker of society, you may be unknown for the rest of your life, or you may jump onto the screen all at once.

A lot of times, I feel like I'm going to like that latent feeling in a way, silently watching everything change, and that kind of look can feel dark, unbelievable, unacceptable.

Occasionally, all the latent people are waiting, recuperating, or accumulating qualitative changes, because frankly speaking, who wants to be an invisible person all the time, lurking, always behind the scenes, even if there is, there will always be a moment when they go from behind the scenes to the front of the stage!