Find someone to enlighten me...

In fact, you have a few questions that you need to think about yourself:

The departure of your father, the changes in the family, the coldness of the family affection, do not dare to have excessive expectations for the relationship, but silently hope that someone will comfort you, but I think what you need now is the support of your mother, to think in a good place, and dare to do it, do not hesitate. I'm sure you will.

Maybe I can't understand your feelings, after all, I haven't experienced such a thing, since I went to high school, it's a pity not to go to college, I was very cheerful in high school, and when I got to college, my personality slowly became introverted, many people in the school are staying overnight, I am staying outside, going to school by myself every day, going home by myself, they slowly know how to dress up, have boyfriends, and even love shopping, on the contrary, I hate shopping, I prefer to stay at home and surf the Internet, clean and clean, But I'm luckier than you, I have a lot of family, and I have a lot of fun messing around with them. It's hard to find a dead friend, but it's worth it, don't put all the things on your own psychology, let yourself become a little verbose, in fact, it's good to be verbose!

It's better to go out and live alone, change the environment, the people you contact are different, and the mood will not change greatly, if you don't want to take the university exam, you will go to the exam, and in the university is the time to exercise yourself.

Try to let go of yourself and try to communicate more with others.

In the same situation as you, I hope I can take you out of the shadows and get happiness and warmth.

I want to tell you, because of your name, I'm Phil.

First of all, you have already said one thing wrong, which is the "I have become more and more reasonable in the last year" in your first sentence.

When you know you've done something wrong, you'll apologize. But sometimes you don't know you're doing it wrong. Like many people, perhaps the man and woman don't know what they're doing wrong. Have you ever thought about how they know they're doing something wrong?

If they don't think they're doing anything wrong, they'll do it. Just as you secretly hid your hand thorn in your hand when you were arguing with the man, you think it's right. But you also understand that when you actually go with a knife, it's wrong.

The examples you have mentioned show that you are a very impulsive person, and you can be a little aggressive. I will apologize on impulse, and I will stab people in impulsive moments. This is completely out of the will to be "reasonable".

In this case, it may be that the lady thinks that you are a person to talk to, and she already has a partner, and wants to refuse you with silence (maybe she is not aware that there are no seats in the restaurant). It is also possible that the lady in the case does not know the man who came later, and the man happens to be out for something (a ** or something).

Actually, have you thought about it carefully? If the woman hadn't persuaded the man in this case, you might have been in the detention center, and you might even have a lawsuit, which would have implicated your family. So you should still thank her a little, because you couldn't control yourself anymore.

Finally, try to use words when you are angry, if you stab someone with a knife, the result will definitely be bad. There are mistakes in this matter, and if you can be calm, it is not such a big trouble.

It sounds so serious, if you don't want to make mistakes in the future, you really need a psychiatrist!

Judging by your description, you should be a very good person usually, but sometimes you can't suppress your murderous spirit and want to do it.

1.You should see a psychologist, professional guidance is more reliable.

2.Since you can restrain yourself, it means that you still have your sanity, so put the knife down, you have something like a knife with you, even if you are justified in an accident, you can't say it clearly at that time, so why bother.

3.It's better to throw away the knife, if you accidentally stab someone to death, you will pay for your life, and if you miss a mistake, you will be hated for eternity, and when you meet a master, the knife will not work at all.

4.I feel that you are emotionally unstable now, and there is a lot of pressure in your life, and it is absolutely not okay to find a few buddies to drink! It's over if it's out of control, usually listen to the gentle light **, go to outdoor sports, ride a bike, climb a mountain, play ball and run or something.

LZ shouldn't be a big problem, the pressure is too great, there are a lot of unreasonable people in this world, it's too difficult to reason one by one, normal people don't know it with mental illness, you just treat them as mentally ill, you don't care about the villain, and your life will be comfortable!

If someone treated you like that, how would you deal with it?

Do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you. But do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

It is recommended that you read more books on chicken soup for the soul, participate in more party activities, and visit more families there with serious consequences caused by impulse, and you will know: impulse is the devil!

If you can control your temper well, it's not a problem, but if you're impulsive, it means you're impetuous, and in addition, you're supposed to be in the 90s or 85s, and a lot of times you have to think that you can't solve the problem without violence, otherwise there wouldn't be a peaceful and beautiful world.

You should naturally magnify the problem, analyze the solution to the problem, don't feel impulsive and want to vent your emotions, if you appeal the problem, you should first explain to the man, if he doesn't understand, at this time, it's okay to be tough, suggest you to exercise more, boxing, and finally tell you that you don't have any disease, and don't think that you are sick, the latent meaning is very dangerous.

Forgiveness, forgiveness of things you need.

Not everything in the world is inseparable, and there are beautiful and ugly people in the world. Healthy, disabled. Does this make sense?

Living in the world, we have our own things to do, and there is no need to look at this society with reason all the time.

You have a bit of a psychological problem. See a psychiatrist, I'm serious.

Actually, I used to be just like you.

It's nothing!!

There are two reasons for you to see.

1 The animal that is forced to eat grass to open the meat, and the first dish to be eaten is the man...

2. No matter how docile an animal is, it will eat people, and the result will be eaten by others.

It's really not worth it if you don't get to that part...

If you go out, put the ** at home first.。。。

Communicate with people outside by yourself, and your tone is softer...

Give someone a smile and give yourself a way out.

Empathy ......

Actually, you can think about this thing: someone else must have encountered something unpleasant and just quarreled with his girlfriend.

This kind of psychology has an age group and has a lot to do with personality. Actually, you're good, at least you can recognize your own problems and want to correct them, isn't it good! Next time you remember:

To be angry is to punish yourself for the mistakes of others! Learn to be optimistic and believe that you can do it! ~

Poke it, poke it, poke it is healthier!

When you see the prison, someone enlightens you every day! Gratuitous! You don't have to bother enlightening yourself

You're a gentleman! Gentlemen should be atmospheric, should not be careful, there is a sentence is not good, the sea is inclusive, there is tolerance; The wall stands thousands of people, and if there is no desire, it is rigid! You have to start with small things step by step, and you will get used to it when you do more, and you won't feel ashamed like this, and you will be very shameless!

Bless you, brother!

You have to put your mentality well, living in the world is not only who is right and who is wrong, if you give someone a knife, you will also lose a lot.

Young and vigorous, normal, now let's stab your hand first, now the victory is all by brain, not by force.

It must be a problem with your own emotions, and you have to control it. If things get bigger, you will suffer a loss, everyone in this world has it, you hate it, you like it, and you can't get used to it. Why bother.

When encountering despicable and provocative people, no matter how miscellaneous they are, they can't use the knife, and the white knife is in and out of the red to the out, so you can't squat in prison!! There are all in the prison, but the key is that there will be no knives for you to carry with you at that time...

I've had my own inner conflicts, but it's not as serious as you, and I don't know what makes you so emotional, but I can only say, don't underestimate yourself, think a little more when you encounter problems, and you have to always think, "Why am I doing this, what will happen if I do this, and what's in it for me?" Even if it's not my fault, what's the point? Just for the sake of right or wrong?

Is it straight? Maybe I can't help you out, but I still want to say to you, as an autistic person, "Loosen the rope of life in your hands."

You should find a quiet environment, away from the places that make you angry, find something you enjoy doing, plan something you want to do in the near future, or go on a trip or something. Not everyone has the same thoughts, and learning patience and generosity is key. It's good for everyone.