What is the impact of long term English writing on your Chinese handwriting?

The biggest impact is probably to find the meaning of practicing calligraphy, seeking a sense of beauty, I started practicing in English, slowly learned the fun of calligraphy, found the beauty of calligraphy, and now I am preparing to start practicing Chinese, I hope I can stick to it. But I feel that every time I write Chinese characters, I always feel that I have written them incorrectly, and I have to write them in English as I write, which may be a precursor to occupational diseases.

The writing is not straight, there will be a lot of ligatures, and there is a habit of elongated lines, so when I write, I draw a few strokes on the table, my mother saw it and asked what to write, and then I looked at it and told me what my mother was, and then my mother was surprised to tell me, I have been teaching for more than 30 years, I don't know how to write like this, and then I was beaten.

I write English ah, the letters will always be connected to the pen, and I write slightly italic English, this has an impact on my Chinese is reflected in the pen, I have to say that Chinese is very profound, sometimes it looks good, sometimes it looks messy, in short, I like to even the pen, now I write Chinese characters will also even the pen, even I don't know what is written.

In fact, there is no special impact, but sometimes I don't know this character when I write it, and it feels very strange, but it seems to have an impression, and I wonder if I am stupid to learn it.

I forgot to write a word, I don't know if other people have this feeling, I want to write a word, my mind is full of English letters, I can't remember how to write this word for a long time, especially when someone looks at me next to me, I feel very embarrassed.

I always can't remember how to write the word, I guess it's the feeling of forgetting to write the pen, and now I look at the Xinhua dictionary when I have nothing to do, and quickly make up for the Chinese characters I left behind.

There is an unavoidable problem that when I write Chinese characters after writing too much English, I always feel that writing Chinese characters is so tiring to draw one stroke at a time, and Chinese characters are still too complicated

I don't think many people can understand my handwriting, and my handwriting is not very good-looking, and I look like a dog crawling when I'm in a hurry, and after studying in the United States, it's even more so.

It turns out that the writing is written in small letters, but after writing English for a long time, I am writing Chinese characters, and I feel that I am writing cursive.