What an experience it is for my parents to be very powerful

My husband's parents are very powerful, and the family style is also very positive. Both of them have absolute authority and status in the family.

My parents love me to compare myself to others. At that time, I was on par with a classmate in my class, and what was worse was that my parents were at odds with the parents of this classmate, and they demanded that I definitely surpass that classmate. Alas, every time after the final exams, before the results came out, I had nightmares every night, sometimes dreaming that my score was higher than that classmate, sometimes low.

I spent six years of primary school under such circumstances, my grades were lower than his, and I was counted down every day, and I was miserable! When it came to the final exam, I was scared and nervous when I saw the exam paper.

My dad can write very beautiful forehead calligraphy, so every year during the Spring Festival, the neighbors around him will ask my dad to write Spring Festival couplets, and I feel very proud.

Every time, my parents would suspect that I was holding the wrong person in the hospital, and I felt that I was really a fool who couldn't take care of myself in their eyes.

My parents were very strict, in my house, at the latest at nine o'clock in the evening to go home, that day we had a class reunion, back more than half an hour late, I thought my parents had to sleep, I didn't expect them to wait for me in the living room, I looked at their faces, until something bad happened, as I expected, I taught for more than an hour, from then I didn't dare to go home.

When I was a child, I felt sad, my dad was a strict to me, although I was a girl, I was not beaten less, once, I saw that my dad had money in his wallet, and I couldn't help but want to take some of my dad's money to buy snacks, but my dad found out, and then I was beaten up, and I still remember it vividly.

I have been strict with my tutor since I was a child, which is also the reason why my academic performance is relatively good, I only remember one time, I didn't do well in the final exam, I didn't expect my punishment to be so heavy, I just wanted to scold me at most, I didn't expect, when I got home, my mother read my test papers, the training is not less, and there is to let me copy my wrong questions twenty times, so tired that I lie down directly.

Until the midterm exam of the fifth grade, I only scored 89 points in mathematics, I didn't dare to go home, I was mentally tormented for a long time or touched the yard, when there were guests at home, my father saw the paper in my hand and asked how much I took the test? I slurred and said the results, and immediately scolded me through the window, and the guests who came to the door said that the grades were good, and what did the children do! At that time, I cried for a while, with grievances and self-blame!

If my room wasn't spotless, I wouldn't have dared to try to offer to hang out. Because mom and dad are going to be yelling, "What are you going out for?" Look at your house as messy as a pig's nest! ”

It must be a bad thing that parents are particularly powerful, and most of the children in such families are filial when they grow up.

When I asked my parents if I could spend the night at a friend's house, my mother first reprimanded me loudly, "Why do you want to sleep at someone else's house?" Didn't I buy you a bed? This is simply a painful realization.

If that's the case, I'll be proud of them, after all, it's an honor to have parents like that.

How can I be like my parents, I guess I won't be able to catch up in this life, my parents are very amazing.