At what time in your life did you deeply realize that longing is a disease?

After I left her, it was because I knew that I was leaving forever, and it was impossible to control my emotions in my heart, driving the car on the highway all the way to tears, all the songs in the car**, as if I was singing myself, alone in an empty room, loneliness from the inside out, the brain couldn't control itself to think about her, seeing everything about her in the phone, tears couldn't be controlled at all, some people would say, everything about her was deleted, but I was real, I finally decided to let go, I may never be able to let go, but I can't go back, I eat alone, walk alone, sleep alone, and to put it simply, when I miss it to the extreme, I only have tears, and I know that I shouldn't be like this, but there is no way to control myself.

When I was in a cold war with my girlfriend, I felt that if I didn't chat with her every night, the whole person was relatively empty, lonely and cold.

Missing will make a person often in a daze, tears at the same time, the heart will feel a faint pain, maybe this is what people often say, it hurts the heart, think but can't see, the miss has become a disease, the food is tasteless and sleepless, silently telling, but it is a thousand thoughts, cutting the emotions that are constantly sorted out and chaotic, like a flood is flooding.

In life, when I feel lonely, it really makes people feel helpless, after all, I don't know how to go about it and overcome this emotion.

It's half a month after I separated from my girlfriend for the first time, I feel that I miss it spontaneously.

When I fall asleep, I want to dream, but I don't want to wake up after dreaming, and I am even more lonely when I wake up. I want to cry but there are no tears, and my heart hurts but I can't say it. ‍‍

When I was just separated from my grandmother, I was really like a year! Now I understand what it's like to miss someone to the extreme. ‍‍

I think there is a deep soul in my soul, a kind of affectionate obsession with a person, that is an irreplaceable existence, habitual attachment, with the concern of longing and longing, that kind of concern, I know will only affect my life, but I can't get rid of it.

It is said that companionship is the most affectionate confession, so missing is the feelings that invade the depths of the soul, which are dissolved in the blood, all the time, and every nerve in the body is entangled.

Maybe time really can change everything.

Can time really change everything? Is it that no matter what is under the cloak of time, it will always be so pale and powerless? Can only time be left to carve a deep or shallow mark on it?

In the past, I was always naïve to think that the power ......of time is not so great, it cannot change everything, and I believe that there will always be eternity, there will be eternity, there will be eternity, and there will be eternityHowever, I was slowly growing up over time, and I realized that the naivety at that time was really stupid. It turns out that under the cloak of time, everything will really be so insignificant, and it will be so pale and powerless.

The dripping stone wears that proves to be the greatness of time, and the hard stone can only succumb in the face of time, let alone other things? Time goes by, things are wrong, everything is changing.

Everything is changing!

Alone, sitting quietly in front of the computer, quietly alone in a daze, recalling the bits and pieces of the past.

Alone, I have experienced many gains and losses in life, understood many things, and finally believed: time can really change everything.

A person, He Bichai walked on the road of life and heard many "eternal" vows, and among them, several vows can stand the test of time and setbacks???

A person, who has experienced many ups and downs, Huiyuan's friends, who were once like sisters, met again after being separated for all these years, and they no longer have the intimate feeling of Zen dates at the beginning. It's more alienation, coldness, indifference!! The laughter of the sunset, the vows of the past, and the happy and beautiful memories of the past have gone with the withering of the maple leaves.

Heh, it's really ridiculous, it's really sad.

All along, I have been stupid and persistent, but I dare not face the facts All these years have passed, everything has long been a matter of right and wrong, and more of them are that after all these years, when we pass by on the street corner again, we are no longer acquainted.

Among my friends, there are many who have completely changed, and some who have lost their ......

I try to look up, smile and always try to disguise the tears that fall with a smile.

Looking at the time, it has been a long time unconsciously, alone, listening to the song repeatedly - those flowers.

What is the loneliest time for a person? Is it that the whole world has ignored you, leaving you alone to sit silently ......

What is it when a person is lost? Is it that the things that I have been waiting for and pursuing for many years suddenly came to an end in an instant? It seems that I have been looking for this answer all these years, but in the end, I realized that what I was looking for was an answer that had no questions.

He froze, then smiled and closed his eyes tightly ......Choose silence and forget ......

Time will make people forget those feelings, and what goes deep into the bone marrow is those unspeakable pains.

Memories are beautiful, but memories are memories after all, and no matter how beautiful the memories are, they can't go back......