Is it really redundant to be attentive after the heart is cold?

If you really love each other, you should be rain or shine!!

The main reason is that your mother's side has a big problem, so talk to your mother about it.

I woke up, curled up in a chair, narrow, hard, leaning against the window, and in the middle of the night I seemed to hear the sound of rain, I felt like I had been thrown into the rain, my whole body was cold, and there was a gust of wind, and I was in a dilemma.

The room with the lights on, empty, and he seemed to exist as if he were there, hot and cold, near and far, remembering what happened last night, drinking wine, dizzy, and then not remembering, the strong alcohol tickled my stomach, but I couldn't spit it out. I remember him saying that he would take care of me when I was drunk, but I still held my stomach alone until dawn, and I didn't know where he was in a drowsy state, and I felt so uncomfortable.

I don't know if he's asleep, I don't know how long we can continue between us, it's been 543 days together, it doesn't feel like it's right in any way, I can do what I can do, I'm tired, he said he wants to take it easy, in fact, it's just to find a reason not to want to go to you. Sometimes we talk about love like squeezing toothpaste, at first we don't cherish it, and even squander it, but when we are about to run out, we refuse to give up, trying to survive this life with the little bit we have left. Many things have been waiting for too long, and they are often not what they wanted to be, such as padded jackets in summer, puff fans in winter, umbrellas after wind and rain, and diligence after the heart is cold, even if you get it, it loses its original meaning.

I don't want anything but you to be good to you, this is the stupidest thing about me, because once you treat me badly, I have nothing, as if the whole world has abandoned me, in my heart, you are my whole world, tolerate me, care about me, and let me bully you.

Then I had a dream in which I dreamed that we went back to the place where we first rode the Ferris wheel, and the color of the Ferris wheel had been blue all the time, and I was also drunk that night, and you were beside me, so I slept peacefully. I also dreamed that we were married, and at the wedding, you said to me that in your eyes, I will always be a child, and you only love me, a little child. I laughed, but woke up to a pitch black, the lights were off, the door rang, and then the whole world was silent, and you were gone.

Love me, you won't choose to die, love me, you won't bear to leave me, love me, you won't see me lonely and helpless.

There is a saying that has been hidden in my heart for a long, long time, even if my heart is broken by you, every hole will flow out of honey.