When was the most bitter and difficult time in your life?

When I was at my worst, I would work as a small technician for a private boss. Working 12 hours a day, it doesn't matter if you are in charge of the site, but also in charge of the technology, and the concrete specimens of the most important parts of the civil engineering need to be tested by me. The saddest thing is not to pay wages on time.

**Fees are not reimbursed, and I use my own ** to contact work. Once the mobile phone was down, I couldn't call **, and I borrowed the safety officer of one of our projects to call it, so that the security officer ridiculed it. I didn't get paid for 3 months, and it became a problem for me to eat.

It was at the end of 2014 that my capital chain was broken, and the business that had been in operation for more than ten years was closed dismally. Then there is the divorce, and the collection of debts by banks and private individuals. It was a painful time, but it was also the most inspiring time. Let me rediscover myself and regain my strength.

My hardest days were one year, my relationship with my husband was unstable, he always didn't see anyone during the day and came back in the middle of the night, and I was at home with two children during that time I was very tired. He didn't understand the hard work I had with two children. Seriously, I wanted to leave that house during that time, but I couldn't shake my heart when I saw the two children.

After graduating from my hometown in 2017 and participating in the production of the graduation show, I successfully got my undergraduate diploma and came to the capital with 2,500 yuan in my arms and started my journey to the north. After paying the one-to-three rent, I don't have much money left, so the most important thing at the moment is to get a job as soon as possible. Later, I successfully applied for a design assistant position, and others seemed to be overly successful designers, but they didn't know that working overtime every day was commonplace.

I wondered if I had made a mistake, but when I thought about it, I couldn't help but persevere, because you had no choice.

When I first went out for an internship in the most difficult time, 300 yuan a month was really not enough, and sometimes I ate one meal a day, and I was dizzy from hunger.

When I was 17 years old, I left my hometown alone to go to work in Jiangsu Electronics Factory, a little more than 3,000 a month, and sent 3,000 to my family. Every time I had no money to smoke at the end of the month, I fell asleep in the dormitory and waited for them, turning over the ashtray to smoke their leftover cigarette butts.

When it comes to my hardest time, the first thing that comes to mind is my evil high school, so-and-so No. 2 Middle School. Although it sounds good, at least it is a second middle school, but the quality of teaching and the various management systems here are very terrible, especially in the first and second years of high school, when the days were miserable, and the only dream at that time was to be able to leave this terrible place early.

I believe everyone knows that many high schools are militarized, and there are instructors who manage what students do at all times. But our school doesn't know whether it's because it's because it's far away from the city, it's because of the quality of the instructors, or because of the quality of the school's top management, and the instructors are very strict with us, and they punch and kick the students at every turn. I remember that on the first day of military training at school, a classmate was called up by the instructor and kicked a few times because he was sleeping at night and playing with his mobile phone.

You have to get up at half past five in the morning to run and exercise, and you have to fold the quilt at the specified time, otherwise the quilt may appear anywhere when you return to the dormitory (the instructor's masterpiece). Sometimes the quilt is not folded well, and during class, the instructor may call me back to the dormitory to fold the quilt. Sometimes we don't even sleep and let us fold the quilt for noon.

I can't eat well, and the school can only use a separate meal system because the cafeteria is small. There are eight people at a table, one pot of rice, many of them have the experience of not having enough to eat, and sometimes the instructor is nervous, and we may be able to stand up after eating for five minutes, and then ask us to sit down for less than three minutes before letting us leave. As a result, at that time, Chaoshi became the most frequented place for us besides classrooms and dormitories.

At that time, the whole school was very resentful, everyone was very angry, and it was not very pleasant to get along with some people. Now that I'm out of that hell place, I feel like I've left hell.

Speaking of money, it was still related to money, I didn't go to work and didn't get paid when I encountered something at home, I was very confused at the time, and I didn't know what to do, and the whole world seemed to have nothing to do with me.

I remember that it was the second year after graduation, young and frivolous, with my own dreams, 2,000 yuan in cash, without thinking too much, and directly bought a train ticket to Beijing. In a week's time, the house was rented, the daily necessities were bought, everything was ready, I started to look for a job, went to the Internet café and went to the Internet all night to submit my resume. Then the rest of the day became a cycle of submitting resumes, interviews, and submitting resumes.

Soon I didn't have much cash, and I suddenly felt a trace of despair, but I knew that I couldn't go back, I couldn't go back, I must insist on the chain Lu Hao, it is possible that tomorrow's work can be determined, day by day, and finally there is still 4 yuan on my body, at this time I was really panicked, I borrowed money from my classmates, and I agreed very happily to my own hair, but I had to pay my salary after four days, no way, I immediately decided to spend a dollar a day in the next four days to eat only four steamed buns to persevere, Suspend the interview and wait for rescue! The small amount of money also called me quickly, and the interview was successful not long after the trip, and it was a foothold in Beijing.

I remember I was 18 years old, just an adult, and I was still in high school. I still remember that at that time, I had to spend at least 2000+ living key taps every month, and I didn't know what to do. It's really crazy to be around your parents anymore.

However, after my father found out, he directly controlled my economy, and there was a big incident in the family, and he didn't give me money for two months. I was really scared at that time. Fear that without money, you won't be able to live.

Later, my friend helped me for a week and still couldn't do it. Liang Zheng couldn't stop being hungry, and at that time he knew that he must earn money and support himself. Later, I helped my classmates do the laundry, 2 pieces of each garment, and I went to do the laundry at night.

I washed until just over 1 a.m. You can earn a day's worth of food every day. At that time, it was really a steamed bun broken in half and eaten, half in the morning and half in the afternoon.

It was really the most difficult time for me at that time.

Once, because there was too much inventory, the weather was not good, and there was a heavy rain, the weather in the south was particularly humid, and the goods had a lot of mildew, and the money was spent at that time and the goods could not be sold, and that period happened to be the off-season, but I never thought that such a situation would occur. At that time, it was just me and my girlfriend in the warehouse, and everyone else was done. I smoked cigarette after cigarette, and I felt very uncomfortable.

My girlfriend told me, "It's okay, it's a big deal, let's start all over again." "Actually, I'm really grateful to her because she's always there for me.

So we ate instant noodles every day, didn't dare to go shopping, didn't dare to go to the movies, except for basic living expenses, other money was not spent indiscriminately, such days lasted for half a year, and there were still only me and her in the warehouse. As the time for the new students to start school slowly approached, we borrowed more than 40,000 yuan and stocked up a lot of goods, which were sold in less than a week. After the money from the sale was paid off, the rest was handed over to the public.

That's to open up sources and reduce expenditure, save money, I think this is the best way. I remember that when I was in high school, the money was always not enough to rent flowers, and I often borrowed it like my classmates, but fortunately, my classmates were responsive, and many times they helped each other to spend their high school years, but there is a saying that it is cold and warm and cold, and it is heartfelt, so you still have to rely on yourself for everything, think more about the time of embarrassment when you are beautiful, and you still have to have confidence when you are at a low point, and the pain is always short-lived.

When I was in college, my family wasn't in a good situation. That's 500 a month.

Cost of living. I didn't think much of it at the time. I thought that going to college wouldn't cost much money, but who would have thought that it would be impossible not to spend money, and college was a small society.

I can't help you. 500 a month is not enough at all, I can only find my own way, every Saturday and Sunday to go to the village outside to work, whenever I eat is the time I desire the most, the boss is really good. Every time I make meat dishes.

I can eat better, thank you so much. If it weren't for that, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to go home at that time.

When I was 20 years old, I pushed the winch in the mine, and the iron car that pushed the mountain was pushed by people, and the iron car that pulled the rocks, the empty car was almost more than 700 pounds, and the bottom was the railroad tracks, especially at 3 o'clock in the second half of the night, I was really sleepy and could fall asleep when I stood up, and I went out to the mountains on all sides with only the mechanical sound of stars and ascending wells, and my right leg was also injured by Li Bei, and I couldn't sleep when I commuted home during the day. Never.

The saddest moment should be the school examination during the art examination that year. Alone in a big city without his parents, only two friends, looking at the broadcast host of the glamorous outer space sensitive table, and then taking the art candidates' pen gray paint, coupled with the lack of local school cognition, family relatives do not understand, only regard the art examination as a shortcut to the highest university, all kinds of sadness only Sakura loses his own experience.

That year, I just came out of the society, my first job was to sell computers, the basic salary was 800 yuan, 3 meals a day would cost about 12 yuan, 2 yuan in the morning and evening after work, I didn't dare to have any expenses, friends called out to eat and didn't dare to go, I don't like to take advantage of others, others please disturb me to eat, I will definitely invite back, but at the beginning, Li Tan's salary was almost saved for 2 months to invite others to eat, so at that time try not to contact others, resulting in many friends at that time were not in touch.