I m really confused, please can you help me, it s more urgent

You asked, I opened, looked at it a few times, and closed it. But when I thought about it, I couldn't bear it and opened it again. Then it opens and closes again. Do this a few times, or decide your problem.

You don't have a good mentality adjustment when you study in the city, have you ever asked your parents? Have you ever asked your teacher? Was there a question online at that time as it is today?

After all, it's a good school, and it's best to go there and go there. The problem of mentality, as long as you face it bravely, is actually the best solution. I don't know why it's so hard for you to calm down there, so I want you to talk about it and let the people around you or online help you solve it, and then, can't you just calm down and go to school in the city?

If you really can't adjust, you really need to work hard. Since you can be admitted to a good high school, it means that you have the ability, as long as you usually endure more hardships, rely on yourself in everything you study, not rely on teachers, and usually don't be complacent in such a circle, a good university is still very promising. Self-learning skills can be cultivated on their own.

Don't repeat a grade, there's no need to repeat a grade, wait for the college entrance examination to be really unsatisfactory, and then consider repeating it.

First of all, you have to figure out the situation, and then it's your own! No one else can pave the way for you for a lifetime! Don't take other people's efforts to excuse your emotions, now you are just confused, I believe you!

The road of life is to go, but you must recognize what you want to do and why you want to go on? Are you worthy of yourself? Are you worthy of your family?

Why do the family strive to let you read good books. You choose to go to a second-rate school just to reduce the burden on your parents, but in the hearts of your parents, as long as you read good books, the big burden is worthless, and it is the same in any school, the main thing you read is not books, but the future and life. As long as you do this, you will not only read about the future, but also about life, but also about yourself, or the painstaking work of your parents.

It is a benevolent filial piety to parents.

So I make a small suggestion, if you want to know yourself, you have to know what you do for what you do. What makes you feel like that?

After reading your question, I think you are a very emotional person. You don't dare to deal with this matter lightly, considering her feelings and your friendship, I understand. But, as a friend, you need to help her come out of the darkness and meet the light again.

You need to sit together and have a good talk, and you need to figure out why she changed suddenly, and only then can you really help her. She may be a frightened bird now, your attitude towards her, the tone of your conversation must be measured. I hope you can return to your old happy times and be good friends for life.

Bless you ...