It s because I take life too seriously.

There are six or seven billion people living on the earth, and as long as they are still breathing, they are alive, but is everyone seriously living? The answer must be no. And according to my observation of all kinds of people around me, there are very few serious people, and I myself am one of those few.

That's right, I'm a serious person. I have lived for half my life, and since I was sensible, I have followed the rules and regulations according to all tangible and invisible constraints such as family education, requirements, rules, systems, laws, morals, customs, and folk feelings, and lived carefully without going beyond the thunder pool. To be honest, I am very tired, so tired that I want to give up the right to live, but I am still trying to live for those tangible and intangible responsibilities and obligations.

I have been living according to textbooks all my life, and I am only respected by books, and it is difficult to move an inch without books. When eating, you need to read books related to nutritious cooking, and carefully study and analyze the conditions for the selection of nutritious and health-friendly things that are good for disease prevention. To get things done, you have to find the relevant rules and procedures, consult and **, and then put them into action step by step.

Decorate the house first visit the market to understand the **, study the popularity, visit other homes to investigate and learn from experience, until you become a qualified decoration expert and then start, everything must be done personally, all aspects, the end of the decoration, their own experience is enough to write 3 decoration strategies. To see a doctor, I have to go to the library and bookstore to thoroughly understand the relevant medical knowledge, and then make the relevant symptoms into a medical guideline, so that the doctor can see the relevant situation at a glance, and I am always asked by the doctor which hospital I work ...... hospitalTo take an extreme example, the most abundant practical books in my house are all kinds of introductory books and all kinds of ABC

I don't know how to play poker, and many people are curious and try to teach me with their own hands, but they all end up failing, because I don't have a textbook for this style of play.

The way I live is to follow the path of chess, take one step, look at the n moves, think before you move. Usually do not act rashly. Whenever before acting, we must hesitate repeatedly, think again, and be afraid of wolves and tigers. I'm annoyed with this way of life, but I can't change it.

I really want to live easily, but how hard it is! The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change. Be cautious all your life, lest you do what you are sorry for others, but you are sorry for yourself, do not do anything unconventional for your life, and ask yourself to be a model of morality.

He has been self-denying all his life, but he has forgotten himself. Sometimes I really hate myself, it's so tiring to live like this. Is there a way to live without getting tired?

There must be, but I won't use it, I can't help it, I can't beat myself.