Seeking a narrative semi proposition The older a person grows, the more ...

Standing in front of the mirror, a youthful face with traces of growth, but in the confused eyes, innocence can no longer be found. Where are those silly, whimsical pasts, and now I am shuttling through the complex crowd, looking at the world with a pair of confused eyes, looking at the sky that is still as blue as when I was a child, but the one who looks at the sky has changed.

The more I grew up, the more lonely I became, the more uneasy I became, where did I go, when the wings of my dreams were broken, I had to retract my words and bravely face the reality of life. The more you grow up, the more lonely you are, the more uneasy you are, there are still many things to face in the future, whether it is good, bad, hopeful, unwanted, acceptable, unacceptable, you have to face it bravely, just keep moving forward, gradually the shadow around you is getting less and less, in the dim moonlight, bow your head, you can only see your own shadow.

Because I grew up, we had to face a lot of things alone, the pressure of work, the helplessness of reality, and I felt that happiness was gradually moving away from me.

Everyone's childhood is beautiful, just like a colorful painting, but with the passage of time, those former beauty is gradually disappearing bit by bit, and it is inevitable that people really feel that the more they grow up, the more lonely they become.

I used to naively think that as long as I worked hard, I could do anything, but the fact is that people have to believe that the current society relies on relationships and money to get everything you want. Everyone is not exempt from vulgarity, and sometimes I wonder if all happiness must be based on pain. Where there is competition, there must be failure, and where there is strength, there must be weakness.

This kind of social competition is cruel, so everyone becomes numb to power.

There are fewer and fewer friends around me, and there are more and more competitors, whether it is sadness, helplessness or sighing, life is like this, there are no eternal friends and no eternal enemies. As you get older, you will feel more and more lonely, as if everything around you is so hypocritical, and people are no longer as simple as you were when you were a student. Maybe you treat others as your best friend but others treat you as something to use, is it this kind of society that makes this result, or is it people's mentality that makes everything like this.

Sometimes I wonder how much pain a person has to endure to get the life they want. But reality can't give you the answer, and the only way to know the answer is to rely on your own experience. Every step is so difficult, as if there will never be an end to happiness, as if all efforts seem so pale and powerless.

A person feels lonely, but he can't find an exit.

If I grow up so lonely, so boring, so helpless, I really hope never to grow up.

From that moment on, I was in my first year of junior high school.

The new school is really beautiful, and I smile happily and feel honored to be in this school. I heard that this school has a high admission rate; I heard that the teachers in this school are very good; I've heard that there are really few homework ...... in this schoolI heard that it constituted my yearning for this school. It's really a lot better than other schools.

In a relaxed and non-boring class, everyone can consciously abide by classroom discipline. Every day at noon, I would go to the playground with my friends, and the "Towards the Future" on the lawn was still like a couple, and we met and smiled. The vigor of youth belongs to us.

Round and round, hand in hand, the medium temperature was very warm. Sometimes I go to find my classmates in the second or third year of junior high school, chat, and set up relationships.

Hey, brother, you can take care of us more in the future! ”

Rest assured! It's all my territory. You kid, just take it easy. ”

Scold! Top dog! ”

Who wants to take it easy? Whose territory is this? In the first year of junior high school, we didn't understand it at all, we were still children.

The annual rings also keep spinning, just like visiting the playground, with a flick of your fingers, maybe everyone else has done a lot and learned a lot, and you are still standing still. Nothing was done.

From that moment on, we were in our second year of junior high school.

How did the school get smaller? Why are there so many places to walk around? I sighed a little confused and a little helpless.

I've heard that this school is actually not particularly good, and there is something better than this school! I've heard that some parts of this school are very old; I heard that the grades of this school are very extreme, either the grades are good, and the city has them every year in the first year, and there are no grades ...... themI heard, I heard again. I started to get bored, I felt that it was boring to face familiar old faces every day, I felt that the days were too dull, and I felt that the homework had not increased, but the time to write homework had become significantly longer.

"Towards the future" on the playground evoked a wry smile for us, if the future we are going to is the high school entrance examination, then we can not have a right to choose not to go. Those who used to guarantee to take care of us are now in the third year of junior high school.

Hey, remember if I don't? You promised to take care of me! ”

Who are you, go and go, no time, no time, who is still doing that thing! ”

You ......Hmph......”

The second year of junior high school is not terrible, but we have lived so terrible, what happened to us? Maybe it's because we're in the third year of junior high school! End the second year of junior high school memories. That moment becomes the past tense of our lives!

From this moment on, we are in the third year of junior high school!

I grew up with setbacks.

The brave see setbacks as a ladder to success, and the weak see them as stumbling blocks. I can't remember which philosopher's quote it was. If you ask why we are going through setbacks, I would say:

Setbacks are for us to grow, when we overcome all kinds of setbacks and look back, we will be pleasantly surprised to find that we have grown up ......”

How frightened and curious our young minds are when we start toddler! When we wanted to explore this wonderful world on our own feet, we fell. But when we muster up the courage to get up again and again, we fall again and again.

After several twists and turns, our stumbling steps became stable and solid. When I was in kindergarten, how could we, the flowers that grew up in the arms of our loved ones, stand it! When we walked into this strange place and looked at the back of our family members leaving, we always cried sadly for a while, but gradually we understood that this was a senseless struggle.

At this time, we learn to adapt, we learn how to live in this environment, isn't this growing in frustration?

When I was in elementary school, everything changed again. It's no longer the world of my peers, there are older brothers and sisters than us, and the teachers are not as kind as the uncles and aunts in the kindergarten. There is always an inexplicable majesty in the teacher's countenance.

We often get a small punishment from the teacher for making mistakes and pronouncing wrong words. At this point, we try to communicate with the teacher. Finally, we found out how kind and friendly they were.

I found out about their kindness and gradually got used to it. At this time, we have taken a small and determined step on the road ...... growth

In junior high school, after experiencing all kinds of setbacks when we were children, we finally took a solid step on the road of growth. However, at this time, we are facing an even greater test. The sometimes failures in various exams will not knock us down, we will not be discouraged, but catch up.

If we are criticized by the teacher, we will no longer be angry with the teacher, but summarize the experience and learn the lesson. Especially in the busy third year of junior high school, we have come to a crossroads in life. Test after test, test after test, failure after failure, brought me frustration after setback.

But in this last precious year, we have become more and more courageous. It can be said to be accurate that our growth path is full of setbacks, and growth needs setbacks, because only by constantly overcoming the current setbacks and difficulties can we go further and better on the road of growth.

Growth is actually inseparable from setbacks, if you regard setbacks as stumbling blocks and deliberately avoid them every time, then even if you reach the twilight of life, you will not really grow up.

Let setbacks grow with us in the future life path! Remember, growth is inseparable from setbacks.

I grew up in love.

Life is full of warmth, and this warm feeling comes from the care of others. When you're down, your friends always come up to you to make fun of you That's caring; When your academic performance suddenly drops, the teacher is always concerned to ask you the reason, and patiently make up for your homework This is also a concern; When you are unwell, the elders always ask for warmth, bring you tea and water, and take you to the hospital in a hurry.

I feel especially deeply about how much my parents care for me.

I remember that summer very well. It was very hot, and it was at this time that I caught a cold. In the first few days, I had a bit of a runny nose, and I didn't pay much attention to it, but my mother said that she wanted me to go to the doctor, but I didn't agree, and my mother couldn't help it, so she let me take cold medicine.

But after a few days, the condition not only did not improve, but worsened. My mother quickly noticed that something was wrong with me, quickly asked me if I was uncomfortable here or there, and immediately took me to a nearby outpatient department. The doctor prescribed me a few pairs of medicines and said that I would be almost fine after eating.

After taking the medicine, my illness still did not improve, and my mother was anxious, so I dragged me to Tingzhou Hospital. The doctor said that I was cold and fire, and my mother anxiously asked the doctor if I had any problems, and the doctor said that as long as I had a few injections and a few days of rest, I would be fine, and my mother was relieved. My mother was relieved, but my heart was tense.

Why? Because I'm the most afraid of injections! My mother seemed to see my thoughts, and when I got the injection, she covered my eyes and told me jokes, I felt the warmth of my mother's palm, and I was fascinated by it, and I didn't feel pain.

In the afternoon, my mother was supposed to go to work, but she and her boss took a leave of absence to take care of me at home. I know very well that leave is to deduct salary, in the past, there was a major event in the family, and my mother rarely asked for leave, but in order to take care of me, my mother took leave for the first time. My mom also bought a lot of my favorite fruits, as well as posters of my idol S h E.

Under the careful care of my mother, my illness gradually improved.

This is just one of the things that my parents care about me, and if I want to say it, I can't say enough for five days and five nights. I am surrounded by care, and in care, I feel warmth and happiness, and I grow up healthy and happy under this warmth and happiness.

You are my sunshine.

In front of the window, a beautiful beam of sunlight poured in, casting a patch on the textbook. I think it's probably carefree, sprinkled so naturally, so casual, just like you, always simple and natural, but so beautiful that it touches people's hearts.

You're beautiful, everybody says so. The watery eyes are clearer than water, the long eyelashes are curled, and you love to laugh, and when you smile, your face turns red, revealing neat and white teeth.

You came with the sunshine, and when I saw you for the first time, the sun warmed my heart, I like you so much, and I am even more proud to be the representative of the class closest to you. Unexpectedly, two hundred and fifty lessons, ten thousand and eighty minutes have passed, and the ponytail you can only appear in my dreams from time to time. It's been a year, and in that big classroom, there is sunshine and happiness with you.

In your class, I learned interesting knowledge that I had never learned before, English textbooks, full of notes, and bean sprout-like letters became so cute for the first time, but at that time I didn't know how to cherish it, I thought you were so kind to others and too strict with me. You told me to finish the work in time, even early, and I really don't remember it for long, and I forgot this and that again and again. So, you got angry, I thought you would not hesitate to remove me ruthlessly, but what I didn't expect was that you were still giving me a chance by suppressing the anger.

The work of the representative of the department is an opportunity for the teacher to give you an exercise, and the teacher hopes that you will not take it as a burden on your mind, can you do it well? With that, you gently flattened my upturned collar with your hand. Suddenly, a warm beam of sunlight hit me, and I nodded.

Since then, I've become more meticulous, and that's probably what the sun brought me.

The school year exam is coming, you are very busy, in front of your familiar desk, the moment you squat down to take the test paper, I suddenly found that your bright red shirt has been soaked, I understand, what you pay is the sunshine, what you leave behind, except sweat, what else? I blame myself, I'm a careless student! At that moment, tears ruthlessly moistened his eyes.

It's autumn again, you've cut off your ponytail, it's still so beautiful, and the sunshine already belongs to another classroom. I can't bear you! The first time you put your arms around me, the first time you praised me, saying that I was a good girl, as long as I continued to work hard, I should win a place in the city in the future!

At that time, my heart was sour, I resolutely resigned as the representative of the English class, and I want to freeze my memories in the days when I had you.

Sunshine is beautiful, but it is not carefree, it is just willing to dedicate light and heat to hide the sweat it sheds and the hardships it experiences. When I grow up, I want to be a beam of sunshine and sow the sun. I'm going to always remember:

In my life, there was you, you were my sunshine.