What an experience it is to not be in good shape

The experience is to buy clothes, see that the clothes you like very much buy back, wear it on yourself and have no good-looking effect, the same clothes look good on others, and it doesn't look good on yourself, this is the experience of the body.

From the time I can remember until I am 20 years old, I have never been told that you are so thin, and the only time I normally spent a while was when I practiced dance from preschool to the second grade of elementary school, and at that time I was also relatively strong in dance. I'm completely self-fattening, eating all kinds of food, only what you can imagine and nothing I can't eat. High school accommodation was unsupervised, and for a person like me with zero self-control, I undoubtedly entered heaven, so I ate, ate happily, and ate when I was unhappy, and every time I went back to school, I would go to school early, buy a big bag of food at the supermarket, and eat alone in the classroom, which is quite sad when I think about it now.

When you walk every day, go to the cafeteria, and go to the supermarket, you feel that someone is pointing at you from behind, and the fat person is so sensitive, sometimes a casual word can make the fat person sad for a long time.

Drink saliva to calculate the amount, eat a few more bites will be said by others that you are so fat and still able to eat, always hide at the end when taking pictures, and always put down the dishes and chopsticks in advance when eating.

In the third year of high school, I was about 140 pounds, because I had more good friends, a girl at the same table was very good to me, I often bought snacks to share with me, and I used my new mobile phone casually, and I must bring me a cup of milk tea after class. Her former friends felt alienated, girl, you know. Then one day in class, I was at the same table as I was having a snack, and the girl who was alienated texted me and said:

Look at how fat you have become and still eat? "I feel very inferior when I think of fat, and now I am much thinner than before, and I also attribute the failure of the relationship to: blame me, I am not thin enough.

My friends thought I was sick, but the deepest wound was too heavy, and the adolescent obese girl was really sad.

You are a fat man, even if you are a young girl, no one will treat you as a woman at all, and will not even think that you have all the sensitive and sentimental inner activities of a girl, just when your heart is as stunned and unconscious as your person. If you like someone else, the person you like will not thank you, but will only feel ashamed, and you will hope that no one will know that he is liked by you.

At the fattest time, he was 185 pounds, which was really cruel for a young girl. You don't dare to look at the person you like, you can only look at the clothes you like, your relatives will always make fun of your weight, but I like to dress up so much, and it is very painful for me to not be satisfied with my hobbies. When I walked on the road, I always felt that the people behind me were pointing at me and laughing, and I felt very inferior.

Growing fat, especially if I'm lazy and fat, my body is not very good. Children in the south may have an experience that winter comes very suddenly, the temperature drops down quickly, and they immediately catch a severe cold, and they can't get better for a long time.

If you are not in good shape, you may have some inferiority complex in your heart, and you will often look at your figure and look in the mirror often.

I feel that I am ugly, I am also very inferior, and it is difficult to be confident, and I dare not say more than half a sentence when others speak.

After I gained weight, I was ridiculed in school and physical education class. That's why I hated PE class since I was a kid. Then every year the school uniform is set, and mine must be the largest size.

Every time those measured me, those well-sized aunts would look at the tools in her hands and shake their heads. Then the classmates burst into laughter.

I have low self-esteem, I don't want to say hello when I see my former classmates, and I buy all the clothes online, and I don't want to go to the store to try, but fortunately, I have succeeded now.

Go to a clothing store to buy clothes, and then go in and not pick which clothes look good. Instead, ask the clerk to show me any size XX clothes or pants. At this time, you can't choose which one looks good and which one doesn't, and then you can only make do with it.

Praising a fat man for being beautiful is a touchstone for testing human nature. As a senior fat man, I often have friends tell me that Chubby is very beautiful, but it doesn't look good when you lose weight. If it weren't for the praise of these friends for so many years, I would not have the confidence to live.

What does it mean to know to be on your own?

It's just that I stand alone at the door, and others can't get through, pay attention, it's a double door.

If you are not in good shape, I feel a little unconfident, and I may bring this inferiority complex to myself.

I am less than 160 tall, but I have already weighed more than 100 pounds, especially the belly and thighs have a lot of meat.

When my classmates saw someone who was in good shape, they would always beckon me to see it, and at the end of the day, they would say something to me to learn more from others.

Especially some male classmates, who call my figure "porcelain", will always make fun of me in normal times, which is very unhappy.

A good figure can be felt and experienced: it is easier to buy clothes, not to praise myself, generally buying the smallest size of clothes online almost never goes wrong, there is no problem of inappropriate size; You can try your favorite style.

Maintaining a good figure is actually a manifestation of youth and health; People with a good body will be more confident in social interactions, which is why many people have been exercising in the past two years; Being in good shape is a pleasing thing, at least you will smile happily when you look at yourself in the mirror instead of disgusting.

A good body, both male and female, is more attractive to the opposite sex than the average person.

The experience is that you are more happy to buy clothes, you can control most of the styles, you will be said to have a strong aura, and occasionally someone will praise you for sending a full-body photo, but to tell the truth, this kind of thing really depends on the angle, friends.

The experience is that although I am often praised for being in good shape, it is difficult to buy clothes that fit. Because my upper body is too thin (in fact, my breasts are small), my top is usually S or XS.

It's going to be very lost, very disoriented. The opposite side of high attention is a more urgent desire to find one's own social value. If I don't speed up the improvement of my social status and form my own pattern, I will always be just a vase.

Self-perception is confused, I always feel fat, I tell my friends that she will think I am hypocritical, but I really think so, I look in the mirror and feel dissatisfied here and there, sometimes I lack self-confidence, and I feel very tired.

Walking on the road, the rate of turning back is very high, and I even stand still and watch me walk. Couples would look at me together.

Over half a hundred years old, but from a distance he looks like a young man in his 20s. Facing each other up close, this "sense of youth" is by no means just thin, but the vitality that exudes from the body after years of exercise.

Standing at the corner of the road, the driver and the people in the back seat couldn't help but turn their heads to stare at me, and my sister said, "Those people don't drive well and want to crash." It wasn't just men who stared at me, there were more women.

When I go to a restaurant to eat, someone will give me a numbered ticket. My friends say it's stressful to walk with me.